Prison of Love

Just making sure

#3

The salon is quite crowded tonight.

Though it was eight o'clock at night but some people still took turns in and out of the salon.

Star Salon. Salon where Andy got his haircut.

Several times he told me every haircut must be in this salon.

Actually, this is also my salon and Shinta's subscription, but Shinta and I are not the type of people who talk a lot.

It was impossible for the staff, especially the salon owner, to recognize us.

Every time we come, we are busy chatting together while waiting for a turn to cut hair, smoothing, or occasionally dye hair. During the process we were silent. Responding ala rate if asked by salon employees and then immediately go home.

It's always like that.

So, who is aware of our presence here?

“Eh yes ampuunnn Bang Andy...! Haven't been here for a long time...? I must have moved a haircut somewhere else?”

A gurgling man pats Andy's shoulder spoiled.

His body is tall but very thin. His skin was pure white and looked very well taken care of. Straight hair is allowed to fall out.

Andy laughed softly, “How could I move to another salon while the Mbak salon is still there? Mba Salon is the best.” He blinked his right eye.

“Aaahhhh.. sii Abang can ajaaa...! Ih really, how can there be a guy as handsome as Abaangg iihhh... geez deh gemessss!”

“Fatty bell, Mbaa...! My boyfriend just sentusin me..!”

The deg! I reflexively looked at him.

What the fuck is he? Why are you talking like that here?

“Gak muunggkiiinn...!! There can be no stupid girl who will release Abaangg.. Ih Sia Abang likes to low so siiih..”

Speech of a man called ‘Mbaa’ by Andy in welcome laughter other salon employees.

One of the employees next to him even patted him on the shoulder saying that he agreed with his boss.

“Lah, don't trust sii Mbaa... That's the old man there, just ask the same person directly”

I'm obviously choked. Unexpected to be shot directly by him.

How dare he talk like that after what he did to me...

“Eh, a minute...! That's her Mbaa wearing that plain black pashmina hijab?”

Andy nods, “Beauty my girlfriend?” he raised both his eyebrows while smiling.

“Ya ampuunn.. if this Mbaa mah I taauu, Bang! He also works at my salon... He always comes with his other friend. Yes, Mbaa...?”

“Eh, a... what..?”.

“Totally right? Girl as beautiful as Mbaa is maah susaah dilupaiinn..!”.

All eyes are looking at me. My tongue feels bad. My eyeball suddenly felt foggy. I really want to cry right now.

Andy laughed and patted the owner of the Salon, “It was so noisy that Mbaa. My hair fastening.. kayak ordinaryaaa..”.

The man laughed, “Sorry, Bang... Abisnyaaa failed to focus every time I met Sii Abaanggg..”.

He swiftly pulled the rack of his equipment and began to coolly cut Andy's hair. Sometimes he rubs Andy's chin. His mouth did not stop talking while deftly cutting his hair.

I can barely control my emotions. It desperately held back so that the mist in my eyes did not turn into tears. It felt so tight, my chest like it was about to break.

Did they not see my eyes? They can still laugh while talking non-stop.

The corner of my eye caught Andy laughing as if without a burden, as if nothing had happened, acting as if everything was fine.

It was disgusting to see his face.

I wanted to come at him and slap him on the cheek, cursing him until I was satisfied.

I want everyone to know how depraved he is. How brave of him. How utterly goddamn his true nature is.

That's enough. I really can't take it anymore.

I don't know what I'd do to him if I were a little longer here.

Moreover, I can't hold this cry any longer.

Holding back the crying was always very painful, plus seeing everyone's amazed gaze towards Andy.

Some employees even poked each other's shoulders laughing, whispering something and laughing again while stealing a look at Andy

Hey, you guys are fooled!! He's the jerk paaling guy I've met!!!

I ran out of the salon.

Oh, thank God, the taxi stopped right in front of me.

Without thinking for a long time, I hurried in, mentioned my Kosan address to the taxi driver and did not wait for long for my cry to explode.

Abba... Maafin Nayaaaa.....

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Inside the Taxi the shadow of the incident earlier this afternoon flashed in my shadow.

It feels like a dream. I really can't believe this is really happening.

I, Naya Khairunnisa, who is famous for being a glutton to every man, who is known to be unapproachable, I have lost something that I should have taken care of desperately.

Several times I said arrogantly to my friends that only a stupid woman – who can lose her chastity before marriage.

That it was not at all the fault of the man, the pure folly of the woman herself.

I brag that I am good at taking care of myself, that although I am changing girlfriends, my rules about dating have never been broken.

I feel like I am the most holy woman.

This afternoon destroyed me. It came suddenly like a huge tsunami and destroyed everything in a few seconds. Leaving myself in the middle of the ocean, tossing around feeling guilty, busy cursing myself, losing grip to keep reaching the surface.

Am I going to die?

No, should I just die right now?

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Earlier this afternoon, Andy calmly hugged me, holding my head to his shoulder while whispering,

“Quiet, Honey.. I won't hurt you.. I won't admit to anything if you don't allow.”.

Mouth cuddled. What do I have to say for him to let me go?

"Hey... Sststtt..” Andy grabbed my chin and looked me softly in the eye, “I asked you, have I hurt you all this time?”

"What's because I've never kept my sister sick now?”

"Don't mean it like that, honey.” Andy pulled my hand, “We sit here first yuk... don't do that, ah. You treat me like I'm a bad person.”.

I comply. There is no point in fighting him at the moment.

I realized, no matter how hard I fought, my strength would not be enough to defeat him.

My whole body was shaking, my energy was like being sucked out of nowhere.

Oh my... Oh my...

“You know if I love you?”

“What by ruining me like this is a form of affection, sis?” my eyes were staring at Andy. Despondent.

“Destroying? Hey. I'm not gonna be like that. Do you know I'm an incredible jealous? I just want to make sure that you are still not touched by anyone.just make sure... will not be more than that.”.

“What do you want brother to make sure?”

“Your virginity.”

I was obviously shocked to death. Can't believe how he could doubt my chastity like that.

She knows how I've been looking after myself all this time, and how can she say that?

“You're crazy, Andy!!”

“Wow... Waw... Wow!” Andy chuckled happily, he approached my face then pulled my chin violently, he said,

“I suspect, lest you take care of your body so far just for fear of being discovered if you are no longer holy..."

"I didn't expect the thought of this little sister!!”

“I don't care what you're going to do or or whatever you're going to think of me after this, Nayaaa!

One thing you should know, you made me do this! You're the one who drove me crazy!”

“Your filthy passions have absolutely nothing to do with me, Andy! I did nothing to provoke your dirty lust!!!”

“Yelling just makes you run out of more energy, Naya.

Oh, my poor boyfriend.. No matter how strong your voice will no one be horrified because my room is soundproof.!”.

“You are crazy, Andy!! You crazyaa....!! I can even report you for sexual harassment right now!!”

“Hey, dear... have you forgotten what I said earlier? No one will believe you, Nayaa! You entered my boarding house voluntarily..!”

Andy pulled my body rough against the wall, making my body desperate.

“REGARD ME, SIALAAANNN....!!”

Andy chuckles, “Hey, Listen... I just wanted to make sure. It won't be more than that. After I make sure you take good care of it, we stop.”

“Only that?”

“Ya.”

"Appointment?”

He nodded. His hand grabbed my face then looked at my soft face, “Do you trust me?”

I looked into his eyes. Trying to find justification for his words, trying to find out the truth of his sentence through his gaze.

Can I believe it? May it?

"I open ya?” Andy pointed at the area under my stomach.

I just need to make him believe, don't I? That's all, right?

Then he'll let me go?

Alright. Justdoit. The sooner it's finished, the better.

Hearing no rejection or any answer from me, Andy smiled.

Suddenly he carried me bridal-style, took me to his room, and laid me carefully on his bed.

Slowly Andy took off my black pants button, lowering my pants very carefully. His eyes did not look me in the eye which somehow made me feel safe.

Realizing I was half naked, I suddenly panicked.

I tried to get up but Andy immediately hugged me while stroking my head gently, his mouth as if to say that everything would be fine.

“Can I continue?” He said half a whisper after making sure I had calmed down a bit.

I was silent.

Not refusing, not agreeing.

I don't understand what's going on with me.

Seeing no rejection, Andy kissed my soft forehead, “Trust me.”

I swallowed spit. Somehow I became curious as to what would happen next.

Part of me refused, but I found my body wanting it.

Slowly, Andy opened up my last line of defense to something down there.

The area I was guarding so much earlier, that even I was embarrassed if I looked at it for so long.

Andy swallowed saliva. His eyes widened for a moment but he was quickly able to regain control of himself.

“Damn, Nayaa... You are so beautiful, dear..”.

A moment later he scooped my face, his lips grabbed mine, his kiss dominatingly filled my lips and oral cavity.

Andy didn't seem to care how hard I fought. My tears poured down my face and into my mouth.

These tears did not taste salty, but they felt very bitter about my tongue.

His presence seemed to wake me up to the situation I was about to face.

“Bu...It's not like this that...Mmhh..kaa..

I have trouble talking. Her lips covered my mouth, controlling my tongue. Forcing me not to say anything.

“Rather than you are busy shouting or doing things in vain, why don't we just enjoy the flow, dear? I'll make you do something that you won't forget for the rest of your life.”.

“Kaak an.... I'm mohoonn... I'm mohoonn jangaann.”

While continuing to kiss my lips, his hands were busy removing his belt and lowering his pants.

I'm freaking out. My eyes were shocked. My hands were busy pounding his back, pushing his body, trying as hard as I could.

Andy grabbed my hand and held it tight. He let go of his kiss and tightened his grip.

Both of my hands were pulled into the upper position of my head with his left hand, while his right hand continued to sweep through the entire lower access of my body.

His finger was trying to immerse himself in the uninhabited swamp that I had been caring for and taking care of very well.

I screamed but my brain couldn't define what the scream was for.

Fear though? Or is it because my body is starting to want it?

The deeper his finger took a peek, then slowly felt more into the area that I could not understand.

In what part is this? Why does it feel like this?

I screamed. Bemoan.

But why would I let him?

It's something I've never felt before.

How could it feel like this? How could one part of the lower body be perfectly played by the finger, while the lips continue to pout my lips producing a feeling that I find very difficult to understand?

While my mind was still having a hard time deciphering these types of feelings, my body suddenly stiffened.

The flow of larvae seems to have just spilled. My body's pounding. Mixed between tingling, pleasures I don't yet understand, and strange relief.

I screamed loudly.

Whahuh? Whatisthis? What the hell just happened?

I was just about to take a breath and then suddenly Andy put his lips back together and my fingers were held tight by him.

“You ready?”

“Huh? A.pa....AAKHH!”

My sentence wasn't finished yet but I was struck by something down there that burst out, forcing my way in.

I tried to let go of myself but what power my body was clearly losing to him.

After three blows, something very painful penetrated into something down there. Roughly tearing up something I've been guarding for decades is incredible.

I screamed hysterically. Obviously I know exactly what's going on right now.

Andy smiled happily as he sensed that something warm was coming out down there.

He stroked my face gently but I shook my head, refusing his hand so as not to touch my face.

“You lied!! You're a jerk, Andy!”

My hands feel numb. Andy's grip felt stronger.

He kissed my chest still covered in clothes, whispering repeatedly reassuring me that everything would be fine.

“I confess this because I love you, Nay... I don't want to lose you..”.

Andy whispered like a death seduction of a Devil. He kissed my forehead repeatedly, left it down there until I got used to it, then loosened his movements and looked me in the eye,

“You know something, honey? I've never been this in love with a woman except you.

You want to know why I'm doing this? You will have no reason to leave me.

You belong to me, Naya! No one can have you except me.”

Andy returned*******my lips while something started moving back down there. Moving gently brought me into a world I had never felt before.

It felt as if my body was drifting, traversing through time, and letting me pass through the layers of the sky horizon, finding myself several times out of control screaming incoherently.

The faster he moved, the more I cried out hysterically. Until finally I felt something pushing my body, urging me to shout even more strongly, along with spilling lava while our hands clasped perfectly.

My body temperature is heating up. Our breath gasping, clashing produced air that slowly made me reawaken.

Oh my God, what have I done..

I was crying hysterically. With the rest of my strength I pushed his body away from me.

Disgust is uncontrollably. I'm disgusted at myself. I feel so dirty and covered in sin. It felt like my body was perfectly betraying me, betraying all the struggles I had been doing all this time.

“Sorry to me, Naya... A.. I'm khilaf..” Andy's voice sounded hoarse.

“What's your apology can you recover everything, Andy?”

Andy fell silent. He pulled his hair in despair.