
If a kiss was a raindrop, I'd send you a shower.
If a hug was a second, I'd send you an hour.
If a smile was water, I'd send you the sea.
If you needed love, I'd send you, Me.
(Cited from Google.com)
After that afternoon I followed Andre's desire to go both ways, his attitude towards me came back sweet. It's just that he's getting harder to stay in, turning out to be more stout and spoiled. Eating must be accompanied, read magazines must be accompanied. Rarely can go out of the room just to accompany him to chat.Untung course Andra always supports me. Although now we have to only be able to have a lot of contact via chat. When talking about longing, it feels like hugging Andra all day, this longing will not fade.
"If, my dear call used to be what the hell is the same as you? Did I call you gini?" Andra asked in the middle of our lunch. That day he took me to eat at a place not far from the villa. We just got Andre's condition under control at the hospital.
"This is it, brother. That's why I never protested, why the hell, brother?" I also asked back. I also wonder why he asked that.
"So, it turns out I'm not romants dong at all, huh? How about from now on, I give you a call baby?" Andre said that with a happy tone. Whatever it is, I'm more comfortable being called 'honey' by Andra.
"So, what do you want to call me now?" I take it seriously.
"Well, what if Bee?" Andre looked at me with an unusual look. I saw a cute side of Andre that had not been seen all this time.
"Bee? Bees...?" I laughed at the name that Andre gave me.
"Yes, Bee. Bees are philosophical, looking only at something beautiful, absorbing the sweet and producing something useful. So that call suits you, "The words Andre spoke made me smile. Is that really me in her eyes? At least I should please her now. The doctor said there was a good development in Andre's health and the best possibility was that he would soon be able to recover from his amnesia sooner.
After all, later he will not remember all this silliness. Because everything will return to the noemal position. When I sent a message about Andre's examination results to Vallen, he was very happy and very grateful to me. Although this task is a heavy burden for me, but I feel happy that all my efforts are fruitful and not in vain.
"Alright, sister can call me, Bee. Most importantly, you must be diligent in doing the therapy that the doctor said, yes. I want to get well, right?" I seduced him into wanting him to go to therapy. The more diligent he did the therapy, the faster his memory will return. When that comes, I will be able to enjoy my life back as usual.
"Thank you, Bee.After we eat straight home yes. I want this day to be the most romantic and unforgettable. I want to spend our honeymoon first. Although I do not know what the time was like," Andre said lightly.
"Yourself...! Arrgh.. um.ehm.." I choked when I heard Andre just now. Repeating the honeymoon? Does that mean he's gonna do something to me? Clearly, especially? Just as Vallen had never done it, how could he think of getting there? Aish, I just remembered, I'd admit to being pregnant with her child, of course she thought she'd done that with me.
"Why are you, Bee?" Andre seemed very worried about me. It's all because of you, Andre. Why do you have to think there, anyway? I had to rack my brain to handle it. If I refuse him now, he will definitely get angry. I tried to calm down and not panic.
"No idea, Brother. Suddenly there was something in my throat. Maybe I ate it too fast. I'll go to the toilet for a second, brother. It seems I'm a little nauseous, "I reasoned when I wanted to call andra to ask her opinion about Andre's request.
"Shall I take you, Bee? What's the nausea ? Need to see a doctor?" Andre's face looked scared I was doing nothing. I just said nausea, right?
"No need for a sister. I'm used to this, it won't take long. Definitely better. Brother wait here yes, for a moment, only five minutes.My message before leaving Andre.I tried to keep him from following me for fear that this fake charade about fake marriage was exposed prematurely,
Ten minutes later...
"I'm done, brother, let's go home," Well, I feel the impression that I can't wait to be with him at home with him. Want to retract that sentence but it has already been said.Here it is, let him judge me what it is now.
Andre immediately wiped his lips with a tissue, then paid for our food at the cashier's restaurant. He came up to me and took me out. If only my current eating partner was Andra, it would not feel like this. Because during the meal I would look at my handsome husband's face and have a romantic chat. Not just role-playing. But never mind, this is my job, I will do it with all my heart.
"Bee, thanks. You've been with me for food, control to the doctor, I'm so happy to have you as my wife. It seems like from a long time ago you were the source of my happiness," Andre's sentence again led to the real world.Indeed I was his encouragement, but that was before. Recently he has found Vallen.Just their approach must be cut short by the tragedy of this accident.
"Together, brother. Isn't this a natural thing to do for a wife?" I glanced at him with a carefree look. I don't want him to see my compulsion to do all this. The more natural my role-playing, the more devastating the effects will be.
"Yes, anyway. But I still want to say thank you, who knows, I won't have time to say it again.I know in the household it must understand each other, understand, and respect. So, no matter how little you do for me, I'll say thank you, "His expression moved me. It is very fortunate to have a husband like her.
"Then, thank you, brother. It's been treating me so well, "I repay her gratitude with thanks anyway, it's for her kindness from then on until now,
We got home...
I followed Andre's steps towards his room. In my memory always ringing sentence repeat honeymoon until repeatedly. Until I pat myself on the head repeatedly so that I forget those words. Sure enough, Andre grabbed my hand and prevented me from stepping onto the sofa. Instantly my hair was goosebumps. I have to survive this adult scene.
Andre led me to his bed, I followed him as naturally as possible. This time I have to be very careful, just a little wrong he will realize this falsehood. How could it not be a suit, at this time Andre was observing my face, his fake wife very carefully.If my face shows the slightest rejection, then he will realize it.
He put me in his bed, huft. It feels like if this scene is shot, I want to wave my hand because I can't continue it. No, I have to keep convincing him of who I am. Andre even began to unbutton his clothes one by one until they were completely removed. Then he kissed me and...
"Rubber..." Andre's body was unconscious.She fainted.Effortlessly I moved his body from me.Don't forget to take off his shirt and throw it. Not only that, I also opened his belt, took off his pants as well as his underwear. You guys don't get me wrong, I did the last thing by closing my eyes, so I didn't see Andre's, and then covered him with a blanket. all those tricks I did so that when he woke up he would think he had done it with me.
Actually while at the restaurant and went to the toilet in confusion, I heard the biases of two women about hallucinatory drugs in the form of lipstick. So if a man kisses us, the effect is that he immediately went to sleep and hallucinated having sex with the owner of the lips.In addition, he is sleeping and hallucinating, the body of the lipstick smoker hallucinations will feel tired like they have done something.
That's why, I calmed down a bit when Andre attacked. Because I already have a shield to deal with it. What kind of wife and best friend did I eat my brother and the husband of the closest person. After Andre's problem is finished, I sneak went to Andra's room and lay down there.Quick go home, Mas. Miss you.
I left the house, after telling Vallen that I wanted to go for a walk alone to the tea garden. My days feel tired, this drama game drains energy and also the mind.
I moved my feet further away from the Villa. I feel like I am breathing freedom. I can feel being a neutral Sila without thinking about anyone.
I stroked my stomach, these two twins seemed to like the outdoors. I felt my stomach twitch. Soon I will feel his movement more clearly. Be patient, son. Your mother is struggling.
Later, Father, Mother and you will live together, happy and romantic. Like family in general. Every day this mother will hold you lovingly. Be a good boy and obey the religion, son.
The overcast sky could no longer withstand the amount of water hanging there. Raining down. I spread out my hands and turned around in the middle of the tea garden all by myself. I enjoy every drop of rain that falls.
I cried, only in the rain will my tears not be seen. I miss my husband, I want Andra beside me. I want to spend time with him, alone.
Almost two weeks apart, we met just a few hours later. Oh my God, don't punish me with this longing. I just want Andre to come back as he was.
Help me God.. Take off my longing feelings for a moment, hug me. I want to forget them for a moment. I was locked in a gripping circle of longing.
I sat on the wet grass, because we were in the same rain at the same time. I shouted.I let go of all the burdens that felt inside my chest to the point of tightness.
"Aaaaaaaaaa......!!!!" I did it over and over again.I felt a little relieved. This rain only reminds me more of Andra. Where we were on the beach and it was raining, he hugged me and warmed me.
If I may dream, this time I want him to come and hold me, give me the warmth he has. Grasping my hands tightly so that I don't get cold anymore, but I just dream.
Suddenly the rain subsided, but around me no, only I was not hit by the rain. I looked up, there was Andra, she made her jacket my protector from the falling rain. I rubbed my eyes to make sure it was really him. The universe hears my prayer.
I got up and hugged him. My tears broke because I missed her so much. Andra clasped me tightly, under the rain we released a deep longing.
"Honey, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have given you a position like this. I know it's hard on you, plus the hormonal effects that make you spoiled me, I'm sorry, baby..." Andra peeked at the tip of my head repeatedly. He also felt what I felt.
"Mas, I just can't stand the same longing, but that's the hard one. Every second I just want to be with you, mas.." My whine is spoiled.I feel like a child who is asking for toys to his mother, or just want to buy his favorite lollipop.
"Are we just giving up, and ending all this drama?" Andra gave me an idea, but right now, the idea is not very precise. Stopping the semunga, means mrmbahamakan Andre's safety.
"No, mas. We're almost done. The doctor said that the condition of the brother will soon improve.We only need to take him often to do therapy, then his condition will recover quickly. Although total, but the condition of amnesia sister is not severe and only temporary. I don't want us to just make the memory difficult back mas, we just need to be patient in a moment" I stick to the original plan. I want to continue helping Andre to remember everything. The injustice I am experiencing now, is not even comparable to the one he has experienced before.
"Okay, baby, we're going on, but you have to be strong, yeah. I worry that you get sad like this. Mas also felt the same longing as you, baby." I nodded to confirm Andra's words. We hugged back in the rain in the wild.
If allowed, I want to love you once more, so that I never love anyone else again, so that only you that I love, yesterday, today and forever. I just want you, both of you, to age with you and die in your lap.
"Mas, I love you so much, I'm crazy about you....!" Shouts in the rain. We were like two kids playing in the rain. Shouting each other described a feeling of pleasure.
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Author apologizes if a lot of typo scattered, because in this chapter Author feels very tired and not too observant looking to typo an 😂😂