Perfect Husband's

79. New Home

After a few days of living in my mother's house, Vallen and I ended up occupying our own house. Yesterday all the families came home to help.

In this early morning I sat alone on the balcony. The whole family has returned home. It turns out living alone in a house this big is not a fun thing.

I sat back in a chair that was designed to enjoy the atmosphere outside the house. Follow my favorite automotive magazine. I feel like a vacation in a new home. If it's another couple, maybe we've prepared a honeymoon, but we didn't.

By reason of being equally busy me and Vallen can reason not to go Honeymoon. Why go, wherever we go, we won't do anything. It's a waste of money.

Right now, I'm focused on how to make my heart love that kind girl. I feel an obligation to make her happy, even though there is no love for her at this time. Even though I cursed my heart and myself, it was useless. My feelings still remain frozen haughtily.

"Again, Ndre.. Here's your coffee and a little breakfast snack" I glanced at what Vallen brought, a cup of coffee and a sandwich. Is this what it's like to have a wife? Instantly I felt privileged.

I went up to him and immediately sipped Vallen's coffee. The girl quickly learned, in a few days she had memorized my favorite coffee dose.

"Here you do yourself?" I said while taking Vallen's food one piece and started devouring it. This, delicious. I liked. I've never tasted the taste of this dish.

"Yes, it's my thing. Hows it? Yummy?" Ask with enthusiasm. And I have to admit it, so that the girl in front of me is happy.

"This, delicious. Very yummy. If you don't mind, I want to make this food every day" I said honestly. Perhaps with this he will be very happy and even more excited to accompany this empty life of mine.

"Of course, I'll make it for you every day. I'm glad you like my homemade food" he said with a cheerful smile. My step to praise the cooking was not wrong. He really likes that. I can't believe it, it's so easy to make her happy. The simple girl.

"Do you want me to leave it alone?" He asked then, as if he was hesitating and afraid to bother me.

"No. If there is no other activity, stay here. I want you to accompany me, "I'm holding him back. Of course because I don't want to be alone with this silence and emptiness.

"Well, it's with great pleasure that Mr. Andre, uh. no. I'm just kidding. I'm happy, Ndre. These days you seem very cheerful. Although I don't know what it is, but it makes me very happy" he said in a very sweet tone. Lately I have been happy to have a place to share. He was like a friend who calmed me down.

"It's all thanks to you, Vall. I feel better now. I can share everything I feel with you" I said honestly. Yes, now I can share all the sadness or pleasure with her, just to share the love I haven't been able to do.

"Thank God. I'm glad my presence was beneficial to cure your depression. How about we go to a psychiatrist again today? I wonder how you're progressing, Ndre." Proposed Vallen.I agree of course with his proposal. The girl moved me a little, she was always watching me. When can I do the same for her? is he not injured at the moment? Not disappointed?

"Can. Keep an eye on me, yeah..." I'm staring. There was nothing wrong on his face. Her cheeks are smooth, her nose is perfect, her lips are red blushing, she is beautiful even one level with Sila. But that wasn't enough to get my attention.

"Of course, Andre. Wherever you need me, I will always be there for you. You are not alone now" he said. It really calms me down. I approached her and took the initiative to embrace her. I don't know what I mean to hug her, it's just that maybe my hug will make her feel appreciated.

."Thanks, Vall. All your struggles will not be in vain. I'll fight hard to heal, "I'm still hugging her long enough. The girl just kept quiet. I caught him hesitating to return my embrace.

"Help me, I know you need peace. Don't be afraid, here I am, where you share too, Vall. Although I cannot yet be considered a good husband, at least think of me as a friend or person who is important to you" I said at length. I also want to put myself as a person who can also for her to lean on. I don't want to be the only one leaning on her.

"You know, ever since we made that promise in front of the ruler, I assumed you were my husband, the priest of my life. I demand nothing from you. I just want to, let me serve you like a wife" she said calmly. He's not crying. He said clearly. I feel guilty, putting him in a situation like this. I wiped my slightly watery eyes.

"Do what you want, Vallen. I gave you permission. I'm sorry, Vall. I'm not worthy of you to think of as a husband," My chest is claustrophobic about seeing him as well good as he is now. I'm just afraid that it will hurt him even more in the future if he continues like this and I can't get back.

"No. Don't talk like that, Andre. You are my husband, no one can deny it" Vallen insisted. This sweet girl was also stubborn. I took my arms off her. He smiled at me and I did the same.

"Vall, can I ask you something?"

"What's? Of course I can..."

"Do you love me?" I asked the girl seriously. I went through every corner of her eye so she wouldn't lie to her feelings. He walked closer to the balcony.

"Yes. Ilove you. But take it easy, I can control my feelings. You don't have to be afraid. I won't demand anything from you, ndre," Too good. He's even like an angel. Like blind and do not care even though I ignore his feelings.Maybe, even now I have hurt his feelings.

"Thank you, Vall. I really appreciate how you feel, even though I can't reciprocate," The girl nodded in understanding. He never sued me. He was so sincere and loved me selflessly.

"I'm getting ready, we'll take a walk before we go to a psychiatrist. I want to please your heart. Patience, everything will be beautiful in time" I patted her head slowly over and over again. He just smiled and let me go to clean up.

All of this is a burden on my heart. The burden of wanting to do something but not being able to do it. Just stuck and stored in the heart, not until when.

When I was ready, I went out to see him. The girl was waiting for me at the door. This time I was fascinated. Vallen changed his clothes and makeup in such a way that he looked so beautiful.

"You.. It's pretty..." I just said, then I decided to walk down the stairs first. But not with Vallen. The girl was glued. Maybe he thought about my words just now.

"Wait for what else? Come on down," I said again in half my flight, making Vallen aware of his daydream.

"Ba_nice," Vallen immediately descended the stairs in a hurry. He got so excited, that I turned around to remind him to walk casually and carefully. But...

"Yyahoo...!!" Vallen tripped on his own leg and floated freely towards me. I can only prepare to catch it as fast as lightning and...

"Brukkk!" We both fell and overwritten each other like in FTV. Our eyes clashed, and worse, the position of our lips were fused without distance. We petrified each other. No one's doing anything. Till...

"Sorry, Ndre. I'm careless," Vallen shuffled quickly from my body. It turned out that his tiny body was heavy as well. I just held back my smile, remembering the ridiculous incident earlier. I don't know what's on that girl's mind right now. But I had no desire to kiss her just now, only a tingly feeling at the sight of Vallen panicking and pale. Afraid I'm mad at him.

"You're okay, right? Is anyone sick?" I was intentional about asking her how she was, so I knew, she was fine because of the falling position that completely befell my body.

"Ti-nothing. Let's go, "Spontan Vallen took my hand. I followed him, a moment later he stopped and immediately let go of my hand quickly.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to..."

"It's okay. Let me hold you" I pulled the girl's hand and held her tightly and took her out.

"Where do you want to go?" I asked him what place he wanted to go. Trying to remove the stiffness between us because of the incident on the stairs earlier.

"May I ask that we go to the bookstore?" He hesitated, afraid that I would reject him.

."Of course, what book would you like to find?" Askaqua.

"Consecret. Only I know," he said with a sly smile.

"All right, it's okay not to tell me. I'll find out later, too" I mocked him.

"Do you like to read novels?" He asked while looking at me seriously.

"Novels?" I repeat the word novel while laughing. I have never read a novel in my whole life.

"Why are you laughing?" Vallen frowned, astonished by Andra's attitude.

"Where have I read a novel, my reading yes.just a newspaper or an automotive magazine, nothing else." Reply relax.

"Monotons. You have to read it once in a while, I'll choose a novel that is suitable for you to read" said the girl cheerfully. Does he care about my reading? Too monotonous he said? Did ya?

I accelerated the car we were riding. I took her to the most complete bookstore in our town. I secretly wondered what book he would buy for me.

We arrived at the bookstore. Vallen came down so happy. He talked about his hobby of collecting various books. I've seen, at his house there was indeed some kind of private library. According to him, learning does not have to be in school alone, but can be done anywhere.

"Come, Ndre," Vallen looked very excited and also cheerful towards the door of Lava Media's bookstore which had been attached to the "Open" blank"

I just smiled following the girl's pace casually. I accidentally put both my hands in my pants pocket to make them look masculine.

Inside, Vallen was looking around for the book he would buy. I only noticed his maniacal-like mannerisms of the book.

A while later, Vallen happily ran towards me while carrying a book. I'm sure it's her novel of choice that she said would suit me.

"As I said, this novel is perfect for you, let's accept it" Vallen handed me the black-coated book.

"Perfect's Husband? Fits me from where?" I protested. I'm not a good husband, let alone perfect.

"You're not aware? you are the perfect husband, loyal, honest, loving, handsome, rich again" Vallen chuckled. Like he was insulting me.

"You want to praise or insult me? Why laugh at me like that?" I'm probing.

"No. I have nothing to insult you. Come on to the cashier, where are we going?" Vallen moves his cake to the cashier. He piled up the book he gave me earlier and handed it to the cashier.

"Just up to you, I'll come along" I said.

"Pay using this, "I'm putting my credit card at the cashier. Vallen looked at me like I didn't want to accept my decision to pay for the groceries. I pretended not to care and stepped out of the shop. Vallen.

"It shouldn't have to be paid, it's me who wants to treat you" Vallen grunted in disappointment.

"Give this husband a chance to treat you, Vallen. I also want to be able to be of little use to you," I said softly while looking at him gently. I did want to make her happy, even though it was only through a little attention.

"Well, thank you for the treat, my husband. Let's go again, how about we have a burger?" Vallen's eyes sparkled. Instead, I feel bad. I don't like burgers, I'd normally get nauseous like an allergic reaction and end up in the bathroom, but I can't turn it down, I'm afraid she's disappointed.

The order has come, I'm starting to feel nauseous. Vallen devoured his burger delicately, while I shuddered in horror, to touch it I did not dare.

"Come, eat. Or do I need a bribe?" Goda. I don't want to have to eat it. I have to respect his choice. But I'm getting nauseous.

I bit the burger a little, waiting for what reaction would happen, sure enough, I felt very nauseous and unbearable, I ran towards the toilet regardless of Vallen's call.

Not long to return, Vallen caught up with me, and found me sitting limp on the outside wall of the toilet with a pale face.

"Andre, what's wrong with you? you were okay, why is it like this? lest the burger be poisonous," Vallen guessed. I smiled thinly.

"It's not the burger that's wrong, I actually have a kind of allergic reaction to eating a burger.but I appreciate your choice.that's why I didn't say, '" I said. Vallen squatted down in front of me, held my forehead and felt a lot of sweat coming out. Immediately he picked up the tissue in his bag and used it to wipe the whole part of my head that was sweating.

"Next time, don't be like this anymore, I'm not an angry kid if his wishes aren't met. Come on, I'll help you get up. Let's go to the hospital. Let me drive." Vallen took me patiently and took me out of the shopping mall.

Along the way, I clasped Vallen's hand tightly. He also doesn't mind driving with one hand. I feel comfortable holding that hand.

"Is the nausea still bad?" He seemed very worried about me. I can only shake her head, to let her know I'm okay. It's just that my head is so dizzy and my body is limp.

"Sorry, I'm troubling you, again." My complaint. I feel stupid for doing it.

"In a husband-and-wife relationship, there are no troublesome words, all of this is precisely because you want to appreciate my choice, right? I should have apologized. Haven't recognized you very well." Vallen turned to blame himself.

" I lack communication with you, we should be open to each other" I regret my own carelessness. After all it is true, we have never discussed anything personal except about my matters.

"That's it. We don't have to blame each other. Let's just say, we're all wrong" Vallen smiled sweetly as usual. I feel like this woman can never be angry. Always bring peace in the life of everyone he meets. If I were alone right now, no one would care about my situation. Vallen, you have to be patient, don't ever leave me.