
I still pretended to read a pregnant book while listening to music. Waiting for Andre to close his eyes. I sat on the sofa while putting earphones in my ears.
For a while Andre came up to me, took off my listening instrument and sat on the same sofa I was sitting on. I keep my focus on reading my pregnant book.
"Sila, I'd like to ask you a serious question" Andra opened the conversation. I closed the book because I thought it was serious.
"Ask what brother?" I responded to her sentence just now. Yeah, I know there must be a lot of things he wants to ask he's got amnesia, doesn't remember anything
"Why haven't you slept in a bed with me for a few days?" The horror question was finally asked. Why don't I sleep with him? obviously because he's not my real husband. But that's not the answer I have to give. Aha, I suddenly found a very suitable answer to this question.
"Sister may forget, but I remember. As long as I'm pregnant we never sleep one big sister's bed, I feel like sleeping alone and you've agreed to that," With an answer like this, she couldn't possibly just protest me.
"Oh, so so. Sorry, I totally forgot everything. Do you always want to sleep on the couch too?" Andre was trying to find new facts again. It's better if I just say what he means.
"Yes, Brother. Ngidamku is strange, brother used to say so. So from now on, brother, don't be surprised if I do a lot of strange things. Everything was not my wish, but this baby," I had to make my pregnancy an excuse because there was no favorable choice. I'm sure with the reason for this pregnancy everything will be more easily accepted by Andre.
"All right, good night. I seem to be going to bed first. Have read the book, sleeping too late is not good for our baby" Andre said, I almost laughed when he said our baby. This role-playing activity is indeed strange.I even feel awkwardness.
I just according. Put the book on the table and went to bed, though I could not close my eyes at all. As usual, I missed my husband's warm embrace.
After Andre fell asleep, I of course want to see Andra immediately. I wouldn't be able to sleep if I didn't hug her. Uh, my water melted because of Andra's kangen. Dear God, quickly remove Andre's illness, I can't always stay away from my husband like this. I need it so much now. Since the beginning of my pregnancy, I have always been spoiled by her. Actually the hardest thing about this is me.
After almost midnight and sure Andre had slept well, I slipped out of his room and slipped into Andra's room. My favorite handsome guy is sleeping. I accidentally snuck into the blanket from a different side, so I could see his face that always loomed over you.
"Darling..." Pangilku. Andra couldn't hear it, maybe she was sleeping too well.
"Yes..." Call me again, he still doesn't budge. I intend to prick her, I secretly bring my face closer to her, can't wait to kiss her adorable cheek.When my face is close to her, suddenly Andra's eyes open.
"Hayo, what are you doing?" Andra purposely caught me with a mischievous look. No doubt, I continued my attrition to kiss her cheek.
Andra got up from her sleep, combing her hair with her fingers to make it look a little neat. He took the glasses on the table and put them on, and he sat down next to me.
"Same story mas, why did this angel mas not sleep at this hour?" He woke up from his sleep just to listen to my story.
"Otherwise, of course because the kangen are the same, Mas. Hugged here first.." I fell into Andra's arms. My feeling of longing is a little less.
"So my sister suspected me," I started my story without letting go of my embrace.
"Surprisingly how?" Andra seemed to be very curious about this.
"So gini, Mas. Brother Andra suspects why I don't want to sleep in one bed with him? Fortunately, I had a brilliant idea. I said it was because I was pregnant so we both agreed in advance not to sleep together for a while. Ridiculous right, Mas, my idea?" I laughed while waiting for Andra to comment.
"It could be, Nih, the idea. Keep believing? He's not the other one, is he?"Andra was getting curious, how many questions big brother asked me.
"That's all, Mas. Mas know itself right, since we were married, the brother changed, more quiet and not bannyak talk," Indeed this is the fact, Andre over time changed significantly, his once-lost sitat, change with cold.
"True, too. Dear. I also feel so. Brother seemed to change a lot after I married you. But I'm not wrong dong, he himself gave you to me," Andra defended himself, indeed he was not wrong, Andre alone was too pessimistic.
"But, in fact, the emotional development of my sister has improved after marrying Vallen. Even said Vall, brother already ngizinin he made a hug and kiss, it means it's a good way Vallen to make brother open his heart," My story was listened to seriously by Andra. Actually of course this is good news, unfortunately everything paused because of the accident.
"Actually if it's not an accident, maybe you're in love with Vallen, but maybe you should be more patient, honey. Maybe as a sister, we rarely pay attention to it, so God gives us all this, so we pay more attention to the family," I was astonished, just this time Andra spoke with religious pretentiousness. But it is true, we rarely visit him and his mother since moving to a new house.
"Iyq, Mother. You're correct. Maybe this is all a test for us. Mas, I'm so sleepy, can I ask you my kelonin now?" I struggled spoiled, Andra of course granted my wish.
We both fell asleep after talking about things. Just being in her arms like this makes it easier for me to fall asleep. Inside his arms made me feel comfortable. I feel like a chicken held by her mother.
Her morning...
I woke up bad luck. Still in Andra's arms. I was very panicked, immediately chat Vallen whether Andre is awake or not, Thank goodness he said Andre has not come out of his room. I immediately ran away after taking the time to kiss Andra's cheek.
Before returning to the room, I went to the kitchen first, prepared coffee and also baked bread, for Andra's breakfast later. As well as bringing him a few pieces to the room so I had a good reason when Andre caught me.
I put a glass of milk and a few pieces of bread on the table close to Andre's bed. Then I sat on my couch as usual.
The bathroom door is open. Andre came out with the lower body wrapped in a white towel. Instantly I felt my eyes stained with this sight. I quickly moved position so as not to see that innocent body again.
"Please get me my clothes, please" Andre ordered gently. He sat on the edge of the bed. Eat bread and sip warm milk.
I'm just confused. Which shirt will I take? I look at Andre's dress style, almost the same as Andra's. I picked up the shirt wherever I could, put Andre's underwear on and put it on the bed.
"Here's his shirt, brother," I left him and meant to go to the sofa, but Andre held me back.
"Can't you just stay close to me for a minute? I feel like you've always been avoiding me. Is it because I'm disabled now? My face is ugly, you don't want to be close to me anymore? Even to the point of seeing me take a shower, you shuffled away, I didn't expect you to behave like this, Please." Andre looks very disappointed in me. He wouldn't understand if I gave him an explanation. Everything will seem absurd. Had he known the truth, he would have been angrier than this.
I slowly approached him. I want him to understand well. I'm trying to find an excuse to make it not this bad again.
"Sister, I beg you, don't misunderstand me like this. I'm not staying away from you. Your face is still handsome, even though it is like a scratch. I still love my sister, "I try to say it as sweet as possible. May Andre not be aware of my pretenses.
"Prove that you don't stay away from me" Andre demanded that I prove my words.
"Well, I'll prove it, so what do you want, brother?" I'm trying to ask what she wants now. I want to give him proof not to think anything no to me.
"Take a walk this afternoon. Just the two of you, I want us to enjoy some time together. If you don't avoid me, I don't want rejection." Andre said everything in a cold tone. I know, if it's like this, he's really angry right now. God, why would I be stuck in a situation like this? Why can't I live quietly. I was always blamed. I was considered a greedy woman because I loved two men, but I only love Andra, I do not love Andre now.
"Alright, if it makes Brother better, I will accompany Brother for a walk. But after that, don't think I'm the no-no anymore, huh?" I gave him an offer. I really do not want to be hostile to him, this will only further complicate my duties. I stroked my stomach for a moment. I hope the twins do all this. I will try to control myself as best I can so as not to harm the twins that are in my stomach.
"I also want to, don't come out of this room, I feel lonely, just accompany me for a moment" Andre asked me to stay. It means I won't be able to see Andra all day. Hufth. okay. It's okay, I'm strong. There will be a gap for me to see Andra again.
"Good, Brother. Another week Brother check-up so Brother must take care of emotions, so that the condition of brother quickly recovered as usual, I tried to remind Andre to keep his emotions. He seems unstable today.
"Thank you, you reminded me, Please. I'm sorry that today I was too rude to you, I was just afraid that you would stay away from me" Andra tried to be honest with how she felt. Even in his subconscious, he did not want to be far away from me.
His afternoon...
I took Andre out of the Villa. He held my hand tightly. Maybe he was afraid that I would take myself out of his hand again like the first time we got here.
This time I had no choice, I had to make him sure that I wasn't avoiding him. I need to get his emotions well controlled
"Who's Vallen? It seems I'm no stranger to him, "Maybe Andre's memory puzzle is beginning to appear, although it's still cryptic.
"He's the closest person to us, brother. Someday you will remember it. If you can't remember it, don't be forced to remember it, "I try to remind him not to repress his brain work.
"If, I don't know, when was the last time we walked together, but I want you to know that, this afternoon I'm very happy. Both with you enjoy the beautiful afternoon atmosphere," Andra took off her arms, put both hands into her pocket, then gazed deep into the vast expanse of tea gardens.
"I'm also very happy, Brother." Only that is possible, a sentence that I can say at this moment. If the one with me now was Andra, obviously things would be different.
"Are you feeling depressed for a while?" Andre asked with a smile. Maybe he was afraid that he would hurt my feelings.
"No, Brother. I'm doing fine. Don't worry too much, I don't want Brother even getting sick if I think too much about my situation," Actually I'm not in good shape. Just Hanuya I can't talk to her about this right now.
"I just want what's best for you, please. Don't worry, I'm very strong. I wouldn't be weak just from thinking about people. Even if I was left behind, I would still be strong," I don't know what Andre's words mean, but that sentence touched me so much. It seemed, that was exactly what he wanted to say in the real world.
He is a strong man, as my mother said. He does not care how he feels, the important thing is that his family and closest people are happy. He is also the kind of person who sacrifices. Hopefully, after Andre's memory returns, he will be able to find the happiness that should be with Vallen, the girl who loves him.
"Come, come closer to me, I want you to be next to me. Sit down near me, "Once again, Andre makes a request. Immediately I approached and sat beside him without making him wait.
Suddenly, Andre had his head on my shoulder. There are tears falling there. I looked at his face, not my heart. I took a tissue from my bag, I wiped the tears that I haven't had years.
"Let me lean on your shoulder like this for a minute. I don't know why I feel, we're going to split up. Is it possible that I will die soon? If it is, let me do my best for you, for the rest of my life, please." I got carried away and also shed tears. Actually going what he meant was returning to the real world. I was looking forward to that moment. I hope Andre is really happy.
I accidentally looked back, and there was Andra there. He smiled at me and raised his two thumbs to encourage me. Patience dear, this fight will end beautifully. I miss you so much.