Perfect Husband's

81.Maybe It's the Beginning

POVAndre

After the hospital, Vallen and I didn't go to a psychiatrist. He took me home, I was weak with burger allergies, so Vallen had to get me to the room, make me sweet tea, make porridge for me to eat, he was super considerate. I was really impressed by her caring treatment.

"Where are you, Ndre? is it better yet? Do I need to call the doctor here again?" Vallen seemed so worried about me. Repeatedly he checked the temperature by attaching the back of his hand.

"Don't panic, I'm fine. Soon it will also be better, I have been hit by this several times. Mending now you're sitting here, you know me," I tried to calm him down. He looked panicked. Slowly he followed my advice. He pulled out a small chair and sat there, right next to me.

"Andre, don't be sick for long, I can't calm down if you're like this." Vallen held tightly to my hand, whether he was conscious or not. So this is how deep she feels about me? Why does something seem to have changed in my heart? It seems I am starting to impress this girl who has become my wife. Is this the beginning of how I feel about her?

"Seriously, I'm fine, Vall. In a few hours it'll be fine, "I tried to convince him again. It feels happy when I'm sick like this there's someone really mine watching me.

"If so, you sleep, yes. I'll be here.I'll keep you company, "The suggestion is, indeed the effect of the medicine when it makes me sleepy. I slowly closed my eyes and slept with Vallen sitting next to me.

A few hours later...

I woke up with a sleeping Vallen clutching my hand. I couldn't bear to wake him up. He seemed tired after almost a day of taking care of me. I stroked the woman's hair softly. The way he treated me really impressed me. She's a super gentle and very considerate woman like my mama. Being around makes me feel very comfortable.

"You've been up since?" Vallen immediately regained his senses as he felt my slight movement.

"Newly, take a break, I've been feeling better. I'll take a shower after this." I try to get out of my sleep. I feel better than I was before I went to bed.

"Alright, then I go back to my room, if there's anything don't hesitate to knock on my door" Vallen said before leaving my room. Be patient waiting for Vallen, maybe one day we will come to sleep in the same room.

"Vallen..." Call me before he passes.

"Yes... Do you need anything?" Short question.

"No, I just want to say thank you for taking good care of me today" I said, giving a sweet smile as a gift for her attention.

"Either. I like to do it, there's no need to feel bad." The girl smiled back at me. Then he opened the room door and completely disappeared.

I sat on the edge of the bed. Thinking about Vallen with a smile. Remembering everything we did together, even though it was just a trivial thing but it made my heart touched.It seems my attention began to be seized for him.My originally ordinary feelings have now turned a little unusual.

I immediately cleaned myself up. Thank you, I would like to take her out to dinner. Thinking about it, I was a little misbehaved. Would she like it if I took her out tonight? I flushed my head with the air shower. Slowly, a glimpse of Sila's shadow flashed in my eye.

I can no longer look after that woman. She has become my sister's wife. I should be able to forget it. Arrrgh, my head hurts. This bakhan is very painful. I staggered out of the bathroom, immediately looking for my medicine in the drawer and drank it right away.

I want to get rid of this torture. Why would I want to forget it, I came to his shadow very real. Can't I be happy? Is Haris shackled in love with Sila all my life?

I was sitting next to the bed, the pain in my head had not subsided. I want to forget it and start a new life. I pulled my hair with both hands to ease the pain.

"Tok..but.tok.." Someone knocked on the door.

"Andre. It's me. I'm gonna deliver porridge for you. Have you finished your shower?" Vallen's voice was clear.

"Just enter...!" Shouted, for Vallen to hear. I then heard the door to my room open and Vallen came in.

"Andre, what's wrong with you? Your depression relapsed?" Vallen panicked, he immediately put the porridge he brought on the table. I was ashamed, because I was only wearing a towel because I had not been able to find clothes.

"Yes, just now when I took a bath, suddenly Sila's shadow came over and over again, until my head hurt. I finally got out of Brazil and took some medicine.

"There I am, Andre. This pain of yours is about to go away" Vallen hugged me tightly. He brushed my hair slowly. It was so comfortable, the warmth of his body made me calm

"Goup.." Vallen kissed my old forehead. I felt a spot of water drenching my cheek. She cried? This time I knew she could cry like this. Is he getting tired of taking care of me?

"Vall, don't cry. I'm sorry if I'm wrong, I can't be a good husband to you yet, I often ignore you, hurt your feelings, me..."

"Goup.." Vallen locked my lips with a kiss. Our eyes are clashing. It was a little awkward at first, but I ended up giving her a kiss.

Her soft lips made me enjoy this kiss. This is the second time I've done it, after forcing Sila that afternoon. I feel Vallen touching my chest with his fingers. Is he teasing me? My mind's turbulent. But my instinct still refused, I can't do it now. I caught Vallen's hand as fast as lightning. The girl regained her senses and let go of her kiss.

"Sorry, Vall. I'm not ready to do it right now." I immediately stood up and headed for the closet to look for the clothes I was going to wear.

"Yes, it's okay. I'm the one who apologized for letting go and teasing you. I see, you can't accept me completely yet" Vallen lowered his head, seeming to regret what he just did.

"Vallen, you don't have to feel guilty. If anyone should feel guilty, I'm the one. I should have given you an inner living, but I never did my duty. I never even touched you, I'm sorry..." I'm expressing my guilt to Vallen. I really feel guilty for him. But I also couldn't force my heart and feelings to accept it that quickly.

I've finished wearing clothes. Immediately I approached her, helping her stand up by holding her arm. Then I accused him of du ranku. I wiped Vallen's tears that wet her cheeks. This isn't him every time I look at. He looked weak and clumsy. As if, Vallen's cheerful and determined personality had disappeared.

"Listen, I wasn't angry even though you did that to me. That's your right, I'm your husband. You can do that to me. But I'm sorry, I haven't been able to fulfill my other obligations to you, one day I will definitely adjust my obligations, patience, yes.."I try to give him understanding. For now, I am not ready to have sex with him. Anyway, I can't be sure if I'm really in love with her yet.

Vallen suddenly got up from his seat and hugged me. I immediately returned his embrace. I'm sure he needs this right now. She needs peace from me, her husband.

"Andre, I promise it won't be like this again. I'm sorry, I really didn't mean to do that. I'm sorry, Ndre."Vallen hugged me tighter. He was scared and didn't want me to stay away because of that.

"Quiet, Vall. You don't have to promise that. This time I'll let you hug or kiss me if you want. I didn't forbid it" Vallen kept her head a few inches away from my chest, looking at me with a look of disbelief.

"really? You're letting me do that?" His eyes this time seemed to sparkle expectantly.

"Of course, are you happy?" I ask him again. Vallen nodded in agreement that he was very happy to get that permission from me. Vallen is also a normal woman, where she probably won't even want to touch me. I purposely packed her a wiggle room so she would feel comfortable.

"You know, it's like a dream to me. You gave me room to kiss and hug you, I'm so happy. Thanks, Andre." Vallen hugged me tighter. His smile has returned. I kind of found Vallen again yesterday.

"Does it feel like a dream?" I teased her, the girl shook her head, smiled very sweetly and again tightened her embrace.

Vallen, if you knew how I struggled to have the same feelings as you, you would definitely understand. I also want to be like a husband in general who can treat his wife properly.

Just allowing her to hug and kiss, it was like dating. But how else, my instinct still refused to do so. I'm sure one day I can do it, even though I don't know when that time comes.

"You have time tonight?" I asked him who was still holding me.

"There's always time for you, my husband. Where are you taking me?" He is very good at guessing. He knew I would ask him for a way out.

"Awhile having dinner together outside, are you talking?" Ask again. I just want him to fix me.

"Of course not, I'm glad you took the initiative to take me out to eat, this is the first one right after we got married? I'm really looking forward to this moment" he said honestly. Does he really want a dinner with me? It might be, and this was just one of the various things that he wanted the banquet could not express waiting for me to take the initiative.

"Are you really looking forward to this moment? Good thing, your dream will be fulfilled soon. We're having a romantic dinner tonight. Don't forget the beautiful makeup and fascinate me, "I said quietly by her ear. Maybe the girl shakes this time.

"Then, I'll get ready, see you tonight, baby..." Vallen. I'm not wrong with? Did he just call me darling? That girl is cute and adorable.

I looked for the car keys, rushed out to look for a bunch of flowers. Tonight was my first dinner with Vallen. I want to treat him special. Pleasing the heart of someone who has devoted his life to me is not wrong, right? I wanted to show her that I also had a romantic side that I had never shown her.

Vallen, although I'm not sure yet, but it looks like I'm starting to put my heart on you. I started to look at you, and started thinking about you. I hope this is a good start for us. I will swgera make you my queen. Be patient a little more Vallen., My mind is raging.

I drove my car with a very happy heart. I am glad I can take my feelings away. I'm more optimistic about living a normal life like everyone else. Most importantly, I can live my home life well.

I immediately turned my car around after arriving at a flower shop. When there is an event, mama often buy or order flowers from this store, Cemara Florist.

"Mas Andre, how can I help you?" Susan asked the owner of the flower shop. He already knows me very well.

"I want white roses, in making a big bouquet yes, make sure the flowers are fresh and best," I said steadily. I can't wait to imagine Vallen's appreciation when I receive it later.

"Well, white roses. So romantic, if you know who you are, huh? Boyfriend huh?" Susan curious. This was my first time buying flowers in my name. She knows my mom's favorite flowers.

"Not a girlfriend, but a wife," I shyly admit it.

"Mas Andre is married? How do I not know? Usually mom always order flowers in me when there is an important event," said susan while choosing my order flowers.

"Say mama, Susan's mom is out of town, so you're forced to buy somewhere else" I tried to explain. Susan mustard a sign of understanding.

The bouquet is finished, I'll be home soon. I drove my car at high speed. I can't wait for tonight. I'm sure Vallen will be grooming and super pretty tonight.

My phone rings, Anita's name is on there. Tumben this kid called me, is there any important business? Remembering, my sister, Anita and I rarely communicate intensely. Only occasionally at important times. I took my eyes off the road and tried to grab my bluetooth earphones.

"Tiii..It's..!!" The sound of the car horn was so loud, I was surprised, even more so in front of me there was a large bus car that also drove very fast. There was no more chance to dodge, all I could do was slam the steering wheel.

"Ckiiiiiit...!" The sound of my car tire rattling loudly sounded when forced to turn a forced debgan.

"Brakkk!" My car hit something along with my head hitting it really hard at the wheel. I'm sure my car's glass broke because there was some shrapnel stuck in my body. I can't remember anyone. Only a beautiful woman's face looms over me. I felt drops of blood coming out of some parts of my body, my vision getting blurred and finally dark, completely dark.