
POVAndre
It broke my feelings, after Vallen was gone for good. In front of my eyes, Vallen returned me to Sila, as if I were the item that Please lend to my wife .
He asked Sila to find him my replacement, but I felt it was unnecessary. Loving two women other than my mother is enough, I don't want any more. I will not fall in love a third time.
I deliberately kept all the memories with Vallen.I wanted to start a new life. It's too soon, but it's my decision. I will not be dissolved in deep sadness.Apq that has happened in my life is destiny, I realize that.
The pain of losing Sila, more than the pain of losing Vallen, probably because Sila took longer to fill my day than Vallen. Even though Vallen has become my wife, the sense of loss is not very great. Because what, I don't know.
If my heart had been frozen before, and had been thawed by Vallen, this time it would have been petrified. I will never know love again. Focus on my own life. I don't care what people think of me.
I'm a normal guy, with a widower status. If I miss the warmth of women, I can rent, no need to get married. I won't use my heart anymore, I'm tired of heartache, I'm tired of losing. Enough has happened in my life.
One week after Vallen died, I went to the office as usual. Many commented, after becoming a widower I was fresher, when compared to when I was single. Of course, my spare time I use to mourn someone who is definitely not mine.
"Coffee, sir..." The soft voice of Mira, my new secretary, I deliberately selected a few days before re-entering the office. I chose her because she was a sexy, ideal-bodied woman. She's not a good woman either.
"Thank you, Mira. Give me a morning kiss, "Mira won't be surprised by my request, because I told her on the phone before, what she should do as my private secretary.
"Well, Mr. handsome boss," Just like I thought, Mira was indeed the type of seductive woman. From the way he kissed me, I can tell, he's very good at it.
Mira is very naughty. His appearance was also very seductive. Any man who sees it will be tempted. He is very shrewd in terms of tempting male desires. In fact, she almost stripped me naked, but I rejected her subtly.
"Don't Mira, it's in the office. It's too risky to do it here. Next time, we go to my house, or anywhere, it's important not to be in the office" I asked gently. Although she looked disappointed, but Mira appreciated my decision.
"Sir Boss, father widower, rich, and very handsome. Why don't you look for a replacement for your dead wife? I also did not refuse if you were willing," Mira asked me something that was of course very insignificant to me.
"Mira, I don't want to get married yet. My wife's grave is still wet, besides with the wealth I have, I can date anyone. Don't you like my money too?" I looked at him with a small look. I like the me now. I'm free, I don't get tangled up with anyone.
"Women love money so much, Mr. Boss, so do I, I love your money so much. Give me that much, sir." Mira pulls my das with seductive style and flirtatious look. What a lovely woman.
"In addition to in front of other people, call me baby, and again, if I want to give a lot of money, work good for me," I nudged BH the outside of the woman's shirt. It's fun to play with him.
"You're flirtatious, Baby, all right, I'm going to work now. Don't bother me, Baby..." Mira stepped up to leave me. I pulled my own hair slowly. I admit, I've become a bad guy now. The new Andre, it's not sweet at all. I want to seduce anyone, no matter what, again with love. Love just always punishes me, makes me slump and makes me a pathetic man.
Geck...Geck..
"Andre," Papa's voice caught my attention. I got up from my chair and welcomed Papa. This was the first time we met after Vallen died.
"Sit down, pa." I let my father sit in the place that was provided in my room.
"Why did you suddenly fire the old secretary and replace him with a new one without your knowledge?" I had expected that papa would protest my decision to appoint Mira as my new secretary.
"I need a new atmosphere, Pa. I prefer Mira to be my secretary," I replied lightly. I don't want to argue with papa. Just this time actually. Maybe because my attitude has changed, she thinks.
"Where is Andre papa's son? This isn't you, Ndre. Since when did you become a playboy and a basket boy like that?" Papa showed dislike towards my new habits. Yeah, I'm different now. I'm not the usual Andre.
"That's my personal business, Pa. I wanted to be what I was like, the most important thing was that I didn't hurt my father," All the changes I had, I thought, had a positive impact on my feelings. I don't want anyone to oppose it. I don't want to be the old Andre, the Bucin Bucer.
"You think it doesn't work? If you make a scandal, our company will lose a lot of relationships, and your career will be over, you understand?" Papa told me patiently. Papa is cold, but he cares about me. But sorry pa, this time I stick to my own principles.
"I've considered it, Pa. I won't harm the company because of my mischief." That's not my promise, but I'm going to prove that my change won't change anything in the company.
"Papa hold your word. Don't let me hear there's a scandal in this office, or with a heavy heart you're gonna throw you out,"In my entire life, just this time papa threatened me. Maybe I deserve to be threatened right now.
"Ready, Pa. Don'worry. Our company will remain safe. Trust Andre." Again I convinced papa. All decisions have consequences, and so do my current decisions. In the beginning, it might just be papa, but over time, Mama, Anita, Andra, Sila, they would all also protest against my new lifestyle.
I am proud to be my new self. Whatever people think, I accept. I'm familiar with the title of playboy, jerk, charm-pounding or whatever, which I'm comfortable with my own choices for sure.
In the absence of the person I love, there will be no heartbreak, no hurt, no pain created. It was enough for me to spend my time loving Sila and Vallen. There will be no more women I love after them. I've been numb.
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