Perfect Husband's

77. Andre's Wedding

#POVAndre

1 month later...

Today, Vallen and I will make our sacred vows in front of the ruler. Yesterday, I went to a psychiatrist for a consultation and bought a sedative for me to get the day going smoothly.

Maybe by marrying Vallen, my psyche will improve. I will be able to open up my feelings for Vallen and in the end we can live our domestic life normally.

I was happy to see papa-mama and all the relatives who looked very happy 'cause we were both married. They were all enjoying our play, until no one was aware of this trick.

In accordance with the theme in Vallen, we married also with a white theme. All the preparations were done perfectly. Today Vallen and I will be King and Queen for a day.

We have done our marriage very solemnly. In front of everyone I had kissed Vallen on the forehead and instead, Vallen kissed the back of my hand as a sign of his respect for me as a husband.

Continuing to the sungkeman event. After a long time finally, I can feel the warm embrace of mama and papa. The two of them kissed and hugged me while shedding tears.

That very day, for the first time after being both grown up, Andra and I hugged. As a twin sister, this time we looked very familiar.

Eventually, I had to shake hands with Sila. My daughter, my first love to this day. I smiled at him. I whispered my apology for what happened that day. It was only in this moment that I could not hold back the tears that melted from my eyes. In the end, I had to give in to the fact that he and I would never be together.

Reception was soon in the title after. Me and Vallen are models, photographed in various poses. Take pictures with some friends and relatives. The photographer repeatedly reminded me to smile. After all, this body is more honest with what really happened.

I saw Vallen looking so cheerful. He really enjoyed this moment. He showed no sadness at all. What a great girl. Other than him, it probably wouldn't be able to undergo this falsehood. May his greatness also be able to seize my heart someday.

Reception went well. The day is late. We both had to go back to the room. While we were still at home, we had to stay in one room. Of course my room is decorated in such a way, like the bridal room in general.

"Vall, sleep in the bed, let me sleep on this couch alone" I said, taking off my shoes, tie and suit. I cleaned myself into the bathroom and changed into a nightgown.

Vallen looked pensive in front of the mirror, while removing the crown attached to his hair. He seemed troubled, but made no attempt to ask for my help. This woman is too trying to be independent.

"May I help you?" I offered myself to Vallen. The girl just looked up in disbelief I took the initiative to help her predicament.

"B-can..." Nervous answer. I also began to try to release his crown.

"Aaaaah hurts!" Shouted Vallen suddenly while holding his hair which was also attracted by me.

"Sorry.sorry.." I repeatedly apologized to him. The crown finally escaped from Vallen's head. Because it was too strong to pull, the crown was thrown and broke.

"Aaaaaa...! my crown's broken! You should be careful, don't break." Joking Vallen splashy. He really liked the mahlota.

"Sssstt.. don't be so hard, Vall. Volume control, my room has no soundproofing like in Andra's room. Maybe people will think we're doing something perverted, "I put my index finger on his lips as a sign he should stop his yelling.

"Sorry Andre, I forgot that we just got married. Thanks for the help, but unfortunately the crown has broken. I like it very much, though," Grunts.

"I bought you a new one when we have time to go there, now go to sleep, you must be tired all day," I left the girl who looked back in the mirror and combed her hair.

I threw myself into a special sofa that I used to do office work if I had to work overtime. I glanced up at the ceiling. I'm thinking about my new status now. I'm Vallen's husband, the woman I don't love at all. Despite that, he seemed patient and wanted to do his best for me.

A few minutes later I caught a voice, the girl cleaned herself up and came out wearing a regular nightgown. I mean, not sexy. Of course he knows himself, because our marriage is just a wedding on paper. I don't know until when it will continue like this, which is certain until I can really accept it.

I peeked, the girl took the rose petals sprinkled on my bed, looked at it for a while and put it back down. Then he climbed onto the bed, covered part of his body with a blanket, pulled my usual roll, hugged him and tried to sleep. It seems so hard for him to sleep.

A moment later, the girl woke up and sat in the middle of the bed. He must be agitated and sad too. It should be our unification night tonight. But from the beginning I told her I wouldn't do it until I could open my heart to her. I don't want to do it out of pity. I want, when that night comes, to do it with the people I truly love and care about.

I had also given her time to step back, but the woman still insisted on going on with it all. Despite that, honestly, I felt guilty for her. I haven't been able to sleep because I thought about this. For a long time I could not bear to let him grieve alone. I opened my eyes pretending to be asleep.

"Vall, why haven't you slept?" Ask her. He looked surprised. He didn't know I was watching him since.

"Can't sleep yet, you?" He asked me back. I sat back on the sofa. Make my hand as my body's weight support.

"Same, there are many things that make me unable to sleep" I said. My mind is disturbed by various things.

"Do you regret marrying me?" Vallen looked at me with a doubtful look. I'm just smiling.

"You're the one who said, between us, we're just mutually beneficial, so why regret it?" I understand, maybe at this time he feels I am forced and uncomfortable to marry him.

"Yes right, between us is only a mutually beneficial relationship, so I don't need to be this anxious. Then go to sleep. It's getting late." His message, before finally dipping himself into the blanket.

The next day...

"Let's go down together. After the wedding, my family custom is to have breakfast with the family. We have to be present like a married couple in general," I reminded Vallen to behave like this at breakfast together.

"Come," I took him out and went down to meet the whole family who had been waiting for us downstairs. They all looked at us with suspicious looks.

"Good morning, Vallen. Welcome to the Wijaya family. You've officially become a part of us" Sapa Mama was friendly. Me and Vallen were sitting in empty seats.

"Good morning, Ma. Good morning everyone.." Sapa Vallen is friendly and cheerful.

"You slept well last night? Andre, next time don't play rough like that. Be patient and do not rush. The newlyweds are always impatient" Oceh Mama. Everyone at the table laughed. My face was red with embarrassment. But last night nothing happened but to help Vallen remove the crown.

"That's Ma, as a matter of fact..."

"I'm sorry Ma, that we were both noisy last night. I forgot that in our room there was no soundproofing. Later that night, we'll do it quietly" Vallen cut my words with a sentence that made them all believe that last night she and I did.

"Well, the spirit of the newlyweds is very different, yes" Tempta Mama. I was ashamed of what they thought. Vallen caused them all to misunderstand.

"Andre, papa has a secret. Later will papa share with you, a good herb to increase stamina," Papa chirped.

"That's..!" I choked on hearing Papa talk like that. What potion did he say? I don't even need that potion. There was no picture of when I would do that with him.

"Don't be shy. Papa knows more, what you need," Papa babble again made my face reddened with embarrassment.

"We're all first.." I immediately took Vallen back to the room, sprinkled their whispers . I immediately let go of our hand.

"You shouldn't have to say that, they misunderstood us both" I complained, sitting on the bedside. Vallen did the same, sitting next to me.

"If I don't talk like that, they'll all know that our marriage isn't healthy. Just follow the plot, I'm helping you act." Vallen said calmly. He is right, at least they will think that our relationship is like other married couples. May Vallen survive my cold attitude. I also want to be normal.

"I owe you a lot, Vallen. I hope you can cure my disease. Make me love you. I want to make you happy" I told him. Everything is not made up. I'm deeply touched by what Vallen has done for me. From the beginning it seemed like she was always watching me, caring about me, but I, myself, did nothing for her.

"I don't feel this as a burden, Ndre. We do everything as best we can. Aye right? You want me to make coffee?" Ask me.

"May, don't be too sweet, yeah." My message, before Vallen brews coffee for me. This is the first time a woman has made coffee in the morning.

"Here is the coffee" Vallen offered the still-hot coffee with a steaming smoke and a nose-piercing aroma. I took it carefully.

The smell of coffee mixed with Vallen perfume makes me feel relaxed. Vallen sat down next to me again.

"Val, what would you expect if our marriage was finally happy?" I asked the girl.

"I want, we're both happy and have a child from you" he replied briefly. I didn't even think much of it, let alone think of having a child.

"If the opposite had happened, would you have considered me an enemy?" I asked again, I really want to know, what will happen to us in the future.

"Not so bad, Ndre, hostile because it can not be together, it is a very childish action.If we are not united in the end, I will still want to be your friend. We don't have to be hostile, like an abege kid," I'd guess, he'd be very mature. I admire his attitude. It was fortunate that in the end, I could create a happy household with her.

"You're a real adult, Vallen. If you don't decide to marry me, of course out there will be a lot of people hoping to be your husband" I said.

"You're wrong this time, Ndre. I was looking for a partner to marry. Meeting you was a miracle" Vallen said with a happy hue. Remembering her parents who always demanded her to get married.

"Oh, so you used me to avoid your parents' abuse?" I mocked. He looks a little misbehaved.

"One of my reasons is that, but the rest of me really care about you, Ndre. Especially when Sila told you and your feelings, I felt very called to know you further. You're a loyal boy icon who's becoming rare on this earth" I'm touched by Vallen's story. I pat her head slowly. I like tough women like him.

"I was too loyal. I'm trying to forget him, but yeah, it's hard. Especially when he and Andra were still home first, it felt like every time I saw them being friendly, my heart hurt. The pain feels real. Now that they're home, I'm much better. Sometimes I want to take her away from Andra, but since I was little I never gave her anything, because we weren't as big together as the other twins." My curses.

"Why can you and Andra not grow up together?" Vallen seemed very interested in discussing my story and Andra's been separated all this time.

"I was raised by our parents myself, but Andra, he was taken and cared for by the grandmother and grandfather who had eaten with us. So we since the baby never met, until I set him up with Sila," I explained the beginning that happened between us.

"Why did you match up Sila and Andra?" Ask again.

"That's when my kidneys were damaged and very badly. I have been sentenced soon to die by the doctor, because it is difficult to get a kidney that is suitable for me. That's why I finally betrothed them."

"Then, can you get to now?" Vallen wanted to know why I was able to until now.

"There was someone who was in an accident and his family willingly gave me both kidneys. Miraculously the kidneys fit. That's where this complicated romance drama started," My story goes.

What happened between Sku, Andra and Sila might have been like this. Once again, I feel it would be fine to sacrifice my happiness for two important people in my life.