
POVAndre
"Vallen, wake. Tumben, you haven't woken up at this hour? You're not feeling well anymore?" I woke up Vallen who doesn't usually wake up during the day. Until I finished my bath, my wife was still asleep in the blanket.
He didn't answer. I was curious, and I took off the blanket. I was surprised when I found him pale. It was like he was enduring pain until he could not speak.
"Vallen.. Why are you? What are you feeling? Where does it hurt? Tell me," I'm so panicked, she can't answer. He's very weak. Only his tears melted in both corners of his eyes.
I lifted Vallen's body and took him out of the room. No matter how I look, I wear a shirt with disheveled hair without combing.
She's sick What? He never said he was sick. I just saw that he was always happy and cheerful. But why is it now like this?
"Sir, we're going to the hospital now, my wife dropped," I told her driver to change destination. Today I don't care anymore about the office, meetings or important meetings. Vallen's all I care about. How could the woman who used to always make me coffee and sandwiches be helpless and I just leave her?
"Good, Sir. Why Madam, Mister?" Ryadi asked me, how can I answer that? I don't know myself why Vallen could be like this.
"I don't know either, sir. Please increase the speed, we have to get to the hospital as soon as possible, "I got Vallen in the car. The woman who was usually always beautiful, today she looked very messy, with a deathly pale face and messy hair.
I can't hold back my tears. How could I not know that he was sick this bad? Am I paying less attention to him? Am I too busy at work? Vallen, I'm sorry.
A few minutes later, we arrived at the hospital. I immediately carried Vallen's weakened body into the Hospital area. Vallen, hang on, I know, you're a strong woman. You can get through your pain now.
Some nurses helped me raise Vallen on a special bed and pushed her into the ICU.
" Isn't this Vallen's mom?" Ask a nurse to a fellow nurse, a co-worker. I wonder, why does he recognize Vallen?
"She's Vallen, Hendra's doctor's patient" said the nurse's friend.
"Sorry, do you know my wife?" Askaqua. I looked at them with a questionable look.
"Rubber, Sir. His wife was a patient of Dr. Hendra. You don't know, if Vallen's mother has terminal uterine cancer?" The nurse's answer made me feel like I was struck by lightning. So, all this time Vallen always had stomach pain because she had uterine cancer? I as her husband don't know, what kind of husband am I?!
I looked at Vallen's pale face. I just hope he survives. I was holding the hull, and then I realized, Vallen's hair was not real. I ventured to pull out his fake hair, and as it turned out, Vallen's hair was only a little, almost bald.
It feels so painful, when the person I love so much must have a disease as severe as this. Lord, I beg you not to take Vallen. I will accept it for what it is, let me take care of it as a form of affection and in return for all its kindness to me.
The nurses forbid me to come in. Vallen's situation is very critical. I called Mama, Papa, Anita, Andra and Sila to come to the hospital, though I didn't know if they could all come or not. Remembering Sila just gave birth.
I sat down in the waiting chair. Sometimes I look at the door hoping for a miracle. Vallen, please, hang on, baby. Stay alive for me. Don't be afraid, I'll still accept you, even if you are sick. My love for you won't change, not one bit.
"Sister, how's Vallen doing?" Sila and Andra came, but not with Mama. Maybe mom's looking after the twins, they don't have a nanny yet.
"Critically," I couldn't say anything more, even then, I was whinyer than a woman. My tears just keep flowing.
"Vallen is sick, brother?" Andra Yeng's replacement asked me a question.
"Cancer. Vallen had terminal uterine cancer, "I'm getting more and more fervent. Andra embraced me to provide support. I saw Sila sobbing on the bench opposite me. I get it, Vallen is his best friend, he must be devastated by this too.
"Since when, brother? You never told me, "Andra would not have expected, if I didn't know since when Vallen had this pain. I am an insensitive husband. I pay less attention to my wife.
"I don't know, Ndra. I just found out today, that Vallen's patient is staying here. He never said anything. Only once complained of stomach pain, but he said it happened because it came on the moon. I asked the maid at home, she said that she often has stomach pain, but with a variety of different causes. I was suspicious, but I finally stopped being suspicious, "I'm annoyed to remember that moment. I should have suspected Vallen. Especially with the many drugs in the drawer.
"Patience, brother.Vallen will definitely survive for brother.Wish him the best, Brother."Andra gave me support.
"Sir Please, how is Brother Vallen doing?" I saw Anita coming with Bian. He approached Sila, while Bian joined us.
"Said Brother Andra, Vallen's situation is critical now. I didn't expect him to get cancer and keep it a secret from all of us" Please sobbed back. Anita hugged the woman.
"We do our best, brother. May Brother Vallen make it through his critical period," Anita strengthened Sila.
"Mrs Vallen's husband, please come in, the patient wants to meet," the doctor called me. I immediately went into the room where Vallen was being treated. My wife put her fake hair back on, whether asking who, she put pink lip cream on her lips so as not to look pale. He greeted me with a smile, as if nothing had happened.
"When do you pretend? I don't need a strong partner. I also want to be useful to my partner. You think you're great enough to hide a big thing like this from me?" I'm upset. I'm a maeah because she won't share her pain with me when I'm her husband, but I don't know what I do for her.
"Do you know that I am a sick woman? Whatchu think? Do I deserve to love you?" Vallen asked a question I thought was stupid.
"I don't care, even if you're sick even though I still love you. You know, I was devastated that you didn't want to share this story of your illness with me? Don't I deserve to know everything?" I held Vallen's hand. I don't care to show my weakness in front of him. My tears are unstoppable.
"No, that's not why I kept this from you. I just want you to be happy always. I want you to always be famous, I want to..."
"Changed all your happiness for me? that mean? Vallen, I'm your husband, I'm the place you share. Where am I when you're in pain, you think I'm not hurt because you ignore me?" I kept protesting Vallen's decision to keep this a secret from me.
"Andre, finding you in my short life is a miracle. I can spend the rest of my life loving and making you love me is the most beautiful gift. Don't ever feel like I don't think of you, I'm doing this for your own good, "While his face seems ordinary, I caught Vallen's hand squeezing his stomach. He must be in pain right now.
"If I die, I hope you can open your heart to another woman. You don't have to treat me like Sila. I don't like. If I can't make you your favorite breakfast, I've written the recipe down on my little note." Vallen began to shed tears. His pale face was very visible even though he was trying hard.
"No. You're not going anywhere. You will stay by my side, accompany me until we grow old together. Promise Vallen, please..." I kissed my wife's hand over and over again. I don't want to lose him, I want to take care of him, I want to repay all his kindness and affection.
"I love you, honey... Andre, please allow me to meet Sila now," Vallen ignored me, he wanted Sila to see him instead. I immediately rushed to call Sila, and brought her to meet Vallen.
Please kiss Vallen's forehead repeatedly, very visible he loves his best friend so much. Maybe this is also the reason why Sila chose Vallen to be my wife. He must know Vallen very well.
"How are you doing?" Please start a chat with Vallen.
"It's better, really," replied Vallen which is actually a lie.
"Since when?" Please start crying. He wanted to know when Vallen was sick.
"It was a long time, long before we talked about Andre that day," he replied weakly.
"Sila, I'm so grateful that you've given me the opportunity to love Andre. He's a very amazing man, I'm happy to have been a part of his life. If I die later, find someone worthy of her, her nature should be like yours. "
"Don't let Fia languish, because when that happens, she's so ugly. Keep her away from female matre, because she's too royal. Take care of him and his heart, don't fall for the wrong people" Vallen told Sila. He even put my heart back on the woman I once loved.
"Vallen, don't talk like that. We'll still be together. You said you wanted to carry the twins, right? so you have to hold on," Please try to smile, while strengthening Vallen. The woman desperately held back her broken cry.
Vallen did not reply, his eyes closed. He's weak, just like I took him to this hospital. The heart rate counter is already beeping. Vallen's heart rate is gone.
I held her wrist, hoping there was still a pulse there. But nil. Vallen has completely abandoned me.
"Vallen...!" I screamed with all my might. My voice filled the entire room.Two nurses removed the device connected to Vallen's body. She smiled like a sleeping princess.
Just a minute I had you, now you're leaving me, Vallen. Wh why? I just started loving you, but you ignored my feelings.
"Vallen, why don't you give me a chance to take care of you just once. I want to be a part of your life as you struggle to endure the pain you feel. Why are you doing this to me?" I could only mourn Vallen's body lying before me.
"Patience, Brother. Maybe Vallen's departure is the best path for us and for him. We should pray for him the best" Please pat my shoulder. Transferring strength to me the fragile. Goodbye baby, my best do'a to you. I'm happy, you've loved this deep.
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