Perfect Husband's

52. Calm Yourself.

The time felt very long for Alex to wait for the night to change in the morning because for him it all felt blurry when he could not confirm the state of Hani. As usual, she can't fall asleep because she doesn't want to have nightmares, and her problems with Hani make it even harder to calm down. All he had to do right now was to settle things with Irene until Hani could forgive her. Therefore he could not wait for the morning because he wanted to meet with Irene as soon as possible because he had contacted the woman before and promised to meet at the park they often visited when they were a couple sweethearts. At first he refused but Irene seemed to force him to meet there. Not wanting to cause trouble, Alex relented.

Again Alex could only call Hani repeatedly and shower her with messages that even Hani could only read. There was no sign that the woman would take her call and reply to her message. By knowing if the woman reads every message once she sends it makes her worry even greater because it means Hani also does not fall asleep even though the time has shown at 4 am. PastI Hani was also uncomfortable as it seemed.

Alex closed his eyes because he wanted to calm his heart and rest his mind which was very chaotic right now. It all feels complicated when he has to deal with two people who are very influential for his life. One is his past and the other is his present and future. He should only need to focus on his future because it is not appropriate that he mixes the past and the future that clearly will not be able to meet.

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In accordance with the agreement with Irene, Alex is now in the park that Irene meant where the park was a witness when they were together first. Every important celebration, though, they will spend time there or even just for lunch together because the tams are located right in the middle between Irene's workplace and Alex's campus, the park seems to change a lot because of the number of visitors and also the scenery becomes more beautiful. Remembering the sweet memories made Alex regret everything that happened between him and Irene. If only they could still be good friends, not as a pair anymore, it would be nice to chat things casually there. Especially if Hani and Chris were there, then they would be very happy.

Waiting for some time, Irene finally appeared. The girl was moving her wheelchair slowly and smiled sweetly at him. Alex immediately approached Irene and gave her help by pushing her wheelchair. "Thank you" Irene said sincerely.

Alex smiled faintly, "Who's driving you?"

"Mothers. It just so happened that he wanted to shop at the market," Irene replied.

After making sure Irene was comfortable, Alex sat down in front of the girl.

"Well, fresh. It hasn't been here in a long time" exclaimed Irene as she looked around and took a deep breath. Because last night flushed the city of love heard its rush, today's temperature is quite cold and makes the air feel very humid and much fresher than usual.

Alex just fell silent, not responding to Irene's words because their meeting this time was not to talk together or discuss the past. This time Alex really wants to end his story with Irene.He wants to close everything they have ever created. Simply end it and save it as a mistake in the past and make it a lesson for the next.

"Irene, have you really forgiven me?" alex asked finally after they had been quiet for quite a long time.

Irene smiled sweetly, "While I originally hated you so much for leaving me at my toughest moment, but after I had thought about it for the past few years, I only realized that there was no absolute guilt here. We are equally guilty and I never blame anyone among us" he said sincerely.

Alex looked at Irene fixedly, trying to make sure there were no lies there. It was just the silence and honesty he could find there.

"Do you still have feelings for me, Irene? Not that I meant anything, I just wanted to make sure, said Alex again researching the beautiful face of Irene, waiting for the woman's response to her question.

Irene looked at Alex softly and then smiled faintly, "If I answer still, will you go back to my side and stay here with me?"

"Give me Alex reassurance so I can determine what answer I have to give" Irene said with a hopeful look.

"I'm sorry, Irene. I already love other women. I can't go back to you" Alex said.

As soon as I heard Alex's reply, Irene laughed back and forth, making Alex's forehead wrinkle, "Why are you laughing?"

"Why are you being too serious. I was just kidding Alex, I was testing you if you still felt guilty about me, but hearing your answer convinced me that we were over. I love that guy Alex, he's so much better for me because I realized from the beginning that you weren't meant for me. From the day you left me when I asked you to leave before me it was obvious that there was no hope for me to marry you" Irene said sincerely, "your partner's apacalon is also from a wealthy family like you."

Alex shook his head, "She's an ordinary person like you Irene, but I love her so much."

'Well, that's a sign that we're not a match for Alex. At that time you seemed to doubt our relationship because your father did not approve of our relationship and you immediately disappeared.But look, he can make you sure to marry him and your father also seems to agree with your relationship, too, she is also from a simple family like me. But he managed to convince you and your father, because from the beginning he was destined to be with you. If asked if I envy her, three years ago I would have replied 'yes, I envy' but for now my answer is certainly 'no' because after what we've been through, I've finally found a man who's loyal to me at any moment, just like you've always been with that woman," Irene said at length without once her smile faded from her pretty face.

"Thank you, Irene. Really, thank you," murmured Alex sincerely. He felt that there was room in his heart that felt free, furthest from the burden that had been filling his heart. Now he felt that his guilt was just a chain that had been holding him back all this time. He could not take off the chain until he finally escaped from the chain full of bitterness.

"I want to meet your future wife Alex, she looks very friendly and attractive. I want to get to know him because we haven't had a chance to exchange greetings yesterday. I wonder what kind of woman Alex could break through her father's confinement in order to marry him" Irene smiled happily.

Alex smiled back, "I'll take him to see you tomorrow. Bring also your lover, I want to know a man as great as what can make Irene remain Irene who I used to know," he replied as he chuckled softly.

"But before that, I want today we really end our relationship Alex, considering the last time you haven't agreed to my divorce," Irene laughed,"we broke up, Alex."

Alex smiled broadly, "Yes, we broke up Irene."

They laughed as if they had no more problems.. Everything is done today. So Irene and Alex's book is officially over.

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[hello, guys. kanya crazy up can only be 3 eps because I suddenly have a task;') so see you all tomorrow]