Not Forbidden Love

40. Will You Marry Me

ATTENTIVENESS..ATTENTION..was told to readers that this part is still the same as the previous part, causing mewek, flood of tears and so on and it is not the responsibility of author✌✌😁😁

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"DARREN, WAKE UP" Mike snapped. Indeed, he was also very devastated by the events that befell his family. This disaster was like a dream for him.

In addition to conditioning his heart that lost his sister. He needs to awaken and restore his brother's common sense which seems to be going completely insane in a moment. Darren completely lost his sanity seeing Feli's condition. There Mike could see how fragile the man was without Feli. But what can he do, when everything that happens is already part of destiny.

"Mike.you also believe what that damn Doctor said" Darren cried. His heart was broken as though it was unceasing. Voice weakened.

With a penniless step Darren again approached Feli.

"Darren.." call Mike

"Seeklaskanlah" lirihnya. Believe me his heart was also slashed when he said that, because in fact he also could not sincerely accept the departure of his sister.

"Feli is alive, Mike" said Darren coldly

"He's just fucking us, you know your sister is so nosy" Darren smiled bitterly.

"Just love, you just want to tease us"

"Honey it's not enough are you making me like an indiscriminate madman. I'm really gonna get lost, baby. Why are you so cruel, Felicia. Open your eyes!!! You said you admired my eyes. But why did you make her cry" Darren shook Feli's body.

"Have you been lying all this time? huh uh?"

"Lord, if you did take it, why don't you take my life, too, Lord. What does it mean to live without him" he muttered in a very pitiful voice.

"Didn't you really believe in the legend of the kiss of eternal love under the bridge of Desah, dear Venice. Let's do it again, baby. I promise we'll have a kiss to coincide with the bell you believe in, baby. Come on, Feli, don't you feel sorry for me, for Mommy and Daddy and Mike" Darren closed his eyes for a moment and opened them. His eyes were blurry with tears. He rubbed his face violently.

"Well, Feli, I admit defeat! You won!! You don't seem to want to open your eyes when you know how much I need you in my life, but you don't seem to care at all" Darren took a deep breath and ruffled his hair in frustration, dn kemabali rubbed his face violently then looked at Feli with a shady look.

"Why do you have the heart, choose to leave when I haven't even had time to propose to you. Feli, at least be nice to me a little, let me propose to you and give me an answer or a code"

"Felicia Breyonna McKenzie, will you marry me"

And at once also sounded a hysterical sobbing from Mommy_nya Mika. And so did some of the people in the room. Mike and Felix's defense collapses, sobbing. Tears and nose water merge into one. Darren has completely lost his sanity. He looks fragile and sad..

Darren felt his heart slash, bloodless pain, that was how he felt. His chest was tight, his hopes and dreams were shattered.

"Let me hear your answer, baby. Tell me you're willing to be my wife"

"No.no.no.you can even reject me"

"Yes, get up and reject me, baby"

"I don't deserve you"

"Let's get up and open your eyes, I won't get angry if you reject me, I just need to try harder to be the way you want me to be" Darren's voice weakened.

"Why are you quiet Felicia Breyonna Mc.Kenzie?" he nodded while lowering his head.

"WHY DON'T YOU LET THAT DAMN CAR HIT ME"

"WHY FELI...WHY?"

"DO YOU THINK I'LL THANK YOU?"

"Trust me this is more terrible than death"

Darren went back to his craze and rampage. Because of how hard he tried to wake and persuade Feli, in reality Feli remained reluctant to open his eyes. Darren pleads, asks and favors the Almighty, but still Feli shows no sign of opening his eyes.

"I love you Felicia Breyonna McKenzie. Really love you so much, love you more than myself or anything in the world" Darren rubbed Feli's beautiful hair. Kissing her forehead deep. Then kissed Feli's two tightly closed eyes. Darren flooded all the surfaces of Feli's face with his kiss, Darren stopped for a moment, looked at Feli's pale face with a stick and then looked back down to kiss Feli's pale and cold lips.

Darren then smiled, a meaningful smile, and,

"What my mistake was so hurtful to you that you'd rather leave, isn't this too cruel to Feli, you're not only punishing me but also punishing Mommy, Daddy and Mike. That's not fair, honey. Wake up, and punish me. I'll accept whatever punishment it is" Darren still with his attempt to persuade Feli to hope Feli wakes up. Darren sighed for the umpteenth time.

" Or you want me to catch up with you, Feli, well I wouldn't mind you catching up with you" Darren moved on. Just as he turned around, a fist had already floated on his face. Not strong enough but able to make him stunned. That box belongs to Mike.

"You think what you're doing, huh.."

"following? You said you wanted to catch up with Feli"

"You're selfish Darren.You think Feli will be happy with your stupid decision?"

"Look, Mommy Darren...He's fragile and you're making him more fragile"

"CONSCIOUSLY!! should I bang your head against the wall to get me back to my right!" Really Mike was almost made crazy to see Darren's madness.

"Have you spoken?" Darren stared at Mike's brown bead.

"Tell me Mike, how can I live in this world while Feli is my reason for living. I wouldn't be able to without him by my side. I have no meaning without him. It's more terrible than death. You are alive but there is no reason to live. You live but you have no purpose. Is not death better than this. And dying together is the only option."

Darren stepped away, he was overpowered by the demons and had completely gone mad. With a dark face and a cold aura he stepped out of the room, he truly regretted why Noura the destroyer had to die in that tragic accident. It should be that the life-seeking angel gave his duty to Darren and didn't take the life of a woman like Noura that easily. Darren wouldn't mind at all to take the place of the angel. He will take Noura's life with his own hands.

"Darren.." Mommy Mika's.

Darren stopped his steps.

"Don't do anything stupid, baby. Do you want to make Mommy die in a bad state?" that weak and hoarse voice made Darren turn back. Look at the woman who raised him with all her heart. As soon as his eyes collided with his Mommy eyes he came back crying, spilling his sadness. Mika walked towards him and directly hugged him. Calm her in Mika's arms. It used to be a very powerful hug to make him calm again but not for this time. It seems like nothing will bring him back to calm down except for Feli. Darren felt an extremely tightness for the umpteenth time in his chest. The floor that became his footing seemed to collapse as soon as he saw the body of his lover was covered with a white cloth.

Lord.no.I beg you not to do this to me Lord, return my Feliku to me. Pinta Darren prayed to God the owner of life because only God can reverse the destiny of human life.

Darren hopes the magic exists as in the bedtime story that his regular Mommy reads every night before he and Feli go to sleep. For the first time in his life Darren hopes to live in a fairyland. The sleeping princess who woke up after getting a kiss from the prince. The reality backlashed him because Feli did not wake up even after Darren kissed him repeatedly.

Darren realizes his hope for a miracle like the one in a fairy tale is taboo, an impossible thing to happen, but he still hopes, hope is the only option he has.

T.B.C