Not Forbidden Love

27. The Darren 3 Secret

"Feli and Darren should not have feelings for each other. That shouldn't have happened"

Darren is stunned when he hears Daddy and Mommy talking about him who doesn't seem to approve of his relationship with Feli. Darren felt that Mommy and Daddy were hiding something but it was impossible for him to ask clearly because it would make the atmosphere awkward.

Darren decides to meet someone he believes knows all the stories behind his family's story.

Darren exited his family's mansion and immediately drove his car towards the Orlando residence. Yes Roland Orlando he believed could answer his curiosity which he believed had something to do with what his Mommy said before dying.

Once at Roland's residence, Darren immediately rang the bell of the house. Not waiting for long one of the Orlando family maids immediately opened the door for him.

"What's so important that you come to visit these nights, young man. Can't you wait for tomorrow" What a sweet welcome from Roland.

"I miss you so much Uncle. It's impossible for me to see you tomorrow because I can't stand it anymore" Darren joked as he sat in front of Roland without being invited.

"How's Mommy and Daddy doing?" keyra asked with a sweet smile on her face.

"As usual they are still very passionate about each other Aunty" Undoubtedly and embarrassed Darren describes the circumstances of Mommy and her Daddy.

Keyra and Darren chuckled

"Yes I can see it. Your dad falls in love with your Mommy every day. Ouh how sweet they both are" said Keyra enthusiastically.

"Ciihhhhh then what about me?"

"I'm even passionate about you every second, Darl"

"That means you're Uncle's pervert" Darren's chiming made Keyra chuckle while Roland snickered.

"Have you come to see Rachel?" ask Roland

Darren shook his head

"I've said I miss you so much Uncle"

"I heard my name called" There was Rachel's voice.

"Well you're coming?" her question was when she saw Darren. Darren just nodded.

"Say what's wrong?" Roland felt that there was indeed something important that Darren would say.

"Uncle I like someone" Darren looked at Roland.

"Then?" Roland frowned. Why Darren should report to him if he likes someone. It wasn't supposed to be him reporting to Mommy and his Daddy. Unless the woman he likes is his daughter. Roland widened his eyes as soon as the sentence flashed in his brain

"You like Rachel" Roland voiced his thoughts which made Keyra and Rachel stare.

"No.No.No" elak Darren quickly waved his hands. Keyra let out a disappointed sigh while Rachel breathed a sigh of relief.

"Feli. I like Feli more precisely I love him Uncle" said Darren, to the surprise of Keyra and Roland.

"She's your sister" Roland stared flat at Darren.

Darren grunts

"C'mon Uncle don't joke with me. I'm being serious right now"

Roland fell silent. He stared intently at Darren's face. Darren is the opposite. They faced each other for a few moments until Roland finally cleared his throat

"When did you know that?" Darren asks Keyra and Rachel to leave them alone. Looks like this conversation will be serious. Roland felt Darren would be more free to talk if it was just the two of him.

"From the beginning I already knew it" he replied which made Roland nod.

"Have you spoken to your Mommy and Daddy?" Darren shook his head

Roland exhaled.

"Ashley told you?" back Roland asked and guessed, Darren nodded.

The Flash Back On

"Darren where's your dear Daddy?"

Ashley's weak voice lay on the hospital bed.

"I saw Daddy talking to Uncle Raymond, Mom" little Darren replied

"Raymond's here? this hospital?"

"It looks like Aunty Mika is about to give birth, Uncle Raymond comes with her Mom" explained Darren who saw the panic of his Daddy and Raymond earlier.

"Oh really?" Ashley smiled

"Here baby, maybe it's time you found out the real love" Ashley felt guilty for Mika who had separated her and Felix when they had just confessed their feelings to each other.

Darren is confused to hear Mommy's remark but he stays close.

"Did you love your Daddy so much?" a warm smile was seen on Ashley's face.

Darren nodded

"I love her so much Mom, and I'm so happy"

"Are you gonna be mad at Mommy if Mommy's been lying to you all this time?" Ashley rubbed her hair that was a booster for her all this time.

"If it was for good, I wouldn't have upset Mom" she replied.

Ashley smiled bitterly

"It may hurt you dear" her voice trembled and she could not help but cry.

"Hey.mom don't cry. I don't like to see you cry. Well I I promise I won't be mad at you" Darren wiped Mommy's tears

"Darren darling..The Daddy you consider your Daddy now..

"Not my real Daddy?" cut Darren down before Ashley finishes her speech. Ashley's cry was getting louder. With a heavy heart he nodded. He pulled Darren into his arms.

"I'm sorry dear Mommy. Forgive Mommy"

"Why is Mommy saying it now?" ask Darren

"Dear listen to Mommy, your Daddy loves Aunty Mika so much and vice versa. They both love each other, dear. And maybe the baby Aunty Mika was born to is your Daddy's son" Ashley said.

"Daddy doesn't love Mommy?"

"Daddy loves dear Mommy, and Daddy loves you a lot too"

"Then who is my real Daddy Mom and where is she?"

Ashley gasped at the question of her son. His son is still a child but Darren is a very smart one

"Your biological Daddy is Mommy and Daddy Felix's best friend" his voice trembled. He remembered the incident that happened to him which led to the presence of Darren in his regime.

"Did I inherit these beautiful eyes from her?" ask Darren again

Ashley nodded.

"Yes dear"

"That means he's very handsome" he said again and Ashley nodded back

Ashley shook her head.

"I'm sorry dear Mommy, Mommy just loves your Daddy Felix" Ashley honestly with a heavy heart.

"Why don't you love her? Is my Daddy a bad guy?" ask her

"No dear. No. gabe. Your dad is a very nice guy"

"Where is he?"

Really to answer that question Ashley didn't know how to answer.

"Mom.." urged Darren.

"C.sayang..Your daddy was gone before you were born"

Darren fell silent. Tears flowed down his face. Just now he felt how happy to have a Daddy but the reality actually seemed to throw him from the top sky.

"Do you have the picture. At least show me his face" isak Darren

Ashley nodded with tears streaming down her face. He asks Darren to get his bag, and Ashley pulls out her purse and picks up a photograph there. In the photo were five adults. Ashley, Felix, Marinka, Sean and Noura.

Darren can immediately guess where Daddy is. Because there were only two men there.

"Right, he's very handsome. I finally found out where I inherited these beautiful eyes from" Darren laughed in tears.

"Darling.later if you grow up no matter what happens in the future never hate your Daddy Felix. And Mommy asked to be careful with this woman" Ashley pointed at Noura's face. Darren who did not understand the meaning of his Mommy remark back then could only nod.

"Who is this woman, Mom?" darren asked curiously pointing at Mauryn's face.

"Your Daddy's brother Felix who is your Daddy's lover Sean Lionel Maxston" Ashley explained, which made Darren even more confused but could not help but confuse him.

The Flash Back Off

Roland exhaled the breath he had been holding back earlier upon hearing Darren's story.

"What's the problem now?"

"If you've known it from the beginning don't you just tell your Mommy and Daddy" Darren doesn't see any more trouble.

"The problem isn't Uncle. I also want to immediately tell Mommy, just that I accidentally heard the conversation Mommy and Daddy who did not seem to want me and Feli to have a relationship other than family relationships. Daddy said it would destroy everything. He is not prepared if his children hate him if the secret is exposed. So Uncle tell me what secrets Mommy and Daddy are hiding?" Darren looked at Roland asking for an explanation.

I want Roland to strangle the neck of his best friend Felix. How can he be involved again in the complicated story of his family. And why did Darren come looking for him. Why not Raymond or at least it would be better if he asked directly to his parents without charging others.

"Listen to Darren.."

"I listened to him Uncle"

"It doesn't feel wise if you ask Uncle the problems that concern your family. Wouldn't you rather ask your Mommy and Daddy directly" Roland advised

"I'm afraid Uncle"

"I'm afraid that if I ask directly everything will feel awkward. I really don't want to ruin our family's happiness"

"What a difference it makes to you knowing it from Uncle" Roland said

"From your words, it means that there are indeed secrets that Mommy and Daddy are hiding" Darren's cleverness is indeed no doubt.

"It's not Uncle's right to speak Darren" Roland reasoned.

"Your Daddy can kill me and your Mommy can ask Keyra to file a divorce papers with me" Canda Roland, who may be the husband and wife.

"I beg Uncle"

"If it has anything to do with me, don't I have the right to know about it Uncle. And I'm sure it has something to do with what Mommy said before she died" Darren tried to persuade Roland. Roland felt so wrong. What Darren says is true he has a right to know, but it's still not his right to tell Darren

"I love Feli Uncle so much. And I'll try to get it. So be kind to me, tell me what I don't know so I know how to behave. Whether I'm worthy of their daughter or not"

"Uncle is sure your Daddy and Mommy won't mind at all. You just have to say you know that you're not Felix's real son. Tell them what you told Uncle. That way the problem will be solved"

"How could I have been born, while Mommy loved Daddy Felix, and Daddy Sean was Aunty Mauryn's Beloved?" Darren never gave up

Roland breathed a heavy sigh. He knew Darren was a very persistent person persuading someone to get what he wanted.

"Noura. Make them as if they were treasonous and your Daddy Felix saw it with his own eyes as well as your Aunty Mauryn."

"And Uncle can only say it until there" Roland broke up.

"So I was born by mistake" Darren smiled bitterly. Fear possessed him. What if Feli looked at him in a different way if Feli knew he was born by mistake plus he also separated Mommy and Daddy when he was born.

"Darren no one was born by mistake. Everything is destiny" he said wisely.

"Uncle is Daddy Sean a bad guy?"

"No Darren. He is a very kind and loving person. Just like you" Yeah Roland saw Sean inside Darren. Darren's like a reflection of Sean, except his charm.

"What about Daddy Felix?"

"Ask your heart son, you'll get the answer. You can feel it, right?" Roland asked again.

"If Daddy Sean and Daddy Felix are good people, then where is the problem. Is it possible that Daddy Sean's death wasn't normal?" Darren narrowed his eyes looking at Roland. Roland pursed his lips tightly. What's he got to say. He really wanted to strangle Felix's neck this time. Why should he be faced with this position.

"Seeing the crazy Daddy who when loved what might Daddy kill Daddy Sean's life?"

Roland shut up, man,

"So that's it" her voice trembled. His body stiffened.

"Darren has all misunderstood. Felix was unintentionally. At first, he just wanted to scare me. He really did not think the bullet that hit Sean was a real bullet, meaning a deadly sharp bullet. Trust me, Felix doesn't know where the bullet came from. He thought the bullet he had in his gun that we used to use during shooting practice was a rubber bullet"

"So Daddy Sean died that way"

"Uncle is not here to defend your Daddy. But believe me, Felix was also devastated. Several times he tried to end his life. He actually came back to life after meeting your Mommy Mika. But back then he even had to sacrifice his feelings for you and your Mommy Ashley. But without saying you can feel it. Feeling that Felix really loves you not because of his guilt but because he is a sincere person" Roland tried to explain and straighten out so that Darren did not make the wrong conclusion.

"Darren you can hate him, but never leave him. Because if you leave him not only Felix is injured, but your Mommy and Feli will be very hurt. And maybe Felix will go back to feeling that guilt. Uncle was sure you could deal with this wisely" Roland walked up to Darren then patted him on the shoulder.

"It's really bad that I hate Daddy Felix, but the love that Mommy and Daddy give me is really capable of fortifying that feeling. I feel unfair to Daddy Sean" Tears streamed down Darren's face

"What should I do Uncle. My chest feels tight to accept this reality. My brain commands me to hate Daddy but my heart rejects him"

"Don't force yourself. Allow time to answer everything.Do not force yourself to forgive. But remember one thing, revenge and hate will not bring happiness in your life. There is only darkness and confusion"

"Given that he scolding me can still make me smile. When I made his daughter wretched she didn't even scold me. He calms me down and so does Mommy. He taught me everything. Teach me cycling, swimming, horse racing, driving a car and other things. It makes me feel not lacking at all. With the love she gave me I had no idea what it was to lose and be lonely. All I know is that it's a warm togetherness. There really isn't a bit of a gap that makes me hate him. Why does he have to be so perfect at least let me hate him a little. But the truth is I can't. My heart rejected it. I hate this myself"

Without having to be in Darren's position he knows how Darren is feeling right now. When you force yourself to hate someone but you find no reason to hate them because your memories are filled with sweet memories with them. There you will feel tormented yourself where the brain and heart are not in line.

"You're exactly like your Daddy Sean, he's a warm and gentle person. And he is also a very breasted man. Believe me Sean would be so proud of you" Roland patted Darren on the shoulder again.

Darren looked at Roland

"Will he be proud of me Uncle?"

Roland nodded

"certainly"

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