Not Forbidden Love

14. Darren 2's Secret

"I love you"

Feli. He looked into Hazel's eyes from Darren. Find the meaning of his words there. Because previously Darren also often retaliated whenever Feli said he loved Darren. But this is the first time Darren has said love without Feli saying it first. Feli's heart warmed but did not dare to interpret the meaning of Darren's words.

"I love you like a man loves a woman. I love you like Daddy loves Mommy" Darren said. Without being able to resist the tears her eyes flow. He was crying haru. Love reciprocated.

"I Darren Maxston love you with all my heart Felicia Breyonna McKenzie"

Feli immediately threw himself into Darren's arms. He's very happy. A feeling of relief also filled the recesses of his heart. He had never felt this taste before. He hugged Darren's body tightly. Darren rationed it while gently rubbing Feli's hair and occasionally peeping his head.

Not much different from Feli, Darren also felt happiness and relief in his heart. It was just that there was still a bit of anxiety in him. He is still thinking about how this relationship will be going forward. What do you think of Mommy and Daddy? Darren also really did not think he could not control himself. He knew love was like fire. Will it warm you up or even burn your whole house down. He'll never know. But controlling her mind after last night knowing that Feli also knew that Darren wasn't her big brother was difficult. His love statement just slid from his mouth. Regretted it? Of course not. He's been waiting for 15 years. He could be greedy this time. Let Feli also know his feelings. It may seem a little selfish but he really wants to enjoy his friendship with Feli as two people who love each other like Adam and Eve.

"Tell me again" Feli's voice resuscitated him from his floating mind

Darren smiles. He let go of his embrace. Cupped Feli's face with both hands. Darren brought his face closer. Landing his lips frowned Feli. Smells in his forehead. Then he kissed those two beautiful eyes that he loved so much. Swiping his nose with Feli's nose and then kissed the tip of his nose. His lips moved to kiss both cheeks Feli. Biting slowly Feli's chin then his eyes looked at Feli's lips. He smiles. Feli's face blushed. Feli's waiting for Darren to kiss her back. His heart pounded strongly as soon as Darren raised his face slightly to look up. Cup.Cup.Cup Darren just dyed it in a row.

"I love you. And I'll say it as much as you want" Darren stroked his face.

"Then now what is our relationship Darren" his great-grandson as he lowered his head. He was embarrassed but he had to make sure.

Darren chuckles.

"Of course brother sister. Isn't that so?"

Feli immediately raised his head. Face pias. There was clearly disappointment on his face as soon as he heard Darren say.

Is Darren playing me?

"Darren tell me am I misunderstanding?" Misrepresents the tenderness you gave me?" Feli looked into those eyes. He really does not understand what role Darren is playing.

"Misunderstand it?" Darren raised his eyebrows

"Where was it from my actions that made you misunderstand Feli?" Darren kissed Feli's smooth shoulder. He still hasn't worn his shirt. Feli held his breath.

"Darren you're acting like a lover"

Darren put on his smile.

"Do you really want to make me a lover?"

Feli nodded foolishly.

"Do you seem to love me so much?"

Feli nodded back innocently. He didn't realize Darren was teasing him.

"Aren't you afraid Mommy and Daddy took your name off the family list?"

Feli shook his head

"Well, you seem to really adore me, Feli. Tell me since when do you look at me as a man?" Without Feli answering actually Darren already knows. He just wanted to tease Feli.

"I don't know. But I started thinking about you a lot since you kissed my lips for the first time" Feli lowered his head. His face still blushes every time he remembers the incident 5 years ago. The first time Darren touched her.

The words of Darren who said Feli only needed to remember his touch were able to suggest his mind and heart. Because until now he still remembers clearly Darren's touch on his body. He didn't even want anyone to touch him.

"It's a shame, Felie. You know I have a special woman in my life. 15 years I admire her" Darren's face looks serious but in his heart he's laughing. Laughing at Feli's fickle face.

Feli suddenly moved from his place. He pulled a blanket to cover his body. If only he could have wanted to disappear into the earth. He's really embarrassed now. Darren hunggu was playing him. He doesn't know what Darren's goal is. But right now he was desperate to drown Darren.

"Sorry Darren, I seem to have misunderstood you. I'd better go home. For a while don't call me, and don't show up in front of me" Feli said slowly. He turned around but the next second his hand was pulled. He sat back on the bed and turned his back to Darren.

Darren hugged her from behind. He propped his chin on Feli's shoulder.

"Who let you go, hmm..?"

"Darren you're playing me. Darren, I really didn't think you had this kind of side of a jerk. Darren you hurt my pride. Darren you can reject me but at least don't play with my feelings" Her tears flowed. He can't take it anymore. Disappointment and shame dominated his heart.

"Say when did you find out?" Darren kissed Feli's ear. Feli really can't take it anymore. Darren's been too much.

"Know what Darren is?" Feli stood up to throw Darren's hand from his body. His face was full of anger. He stared hard at Darren. Darren chuckles. He highlighted the body of Feli who only wore a bra and underwear. Maybe Feli was too emotional to forget to hold the blanket that covered his body earlier.

"Ciihhh..Even if I'm naked in front of you, won't you be tempted?" Feli folded her hands on her chest. He no longer cared about his exposed body.

"Who said?" said Darren gently. He stood up to pick up his shirt, which was near the bed. He wore it on Feli.

"I'm a normal guy, Feli. For 15 years I held him. Do you think I can still control this side of the devil in me if I see this body of yours. For 15 years I wanted you. For 15 years I've kept my feelings for you. You're that woman, Feli. For 15 years I've admired you"

"Don't play me again Darren" whined Feli. Her tears are flowing again. He did not want to float too high which then crashed just like that.

"Hey.see me.do I look like I'm teasing you?"

"You always look like this Darren"

"Have I ever looked at a woman like me looking at you?"

Feli thought for a moment. Yes Darren's warm gaze is just for her. Even though he had a lover Darren never looked at him like he was staring at Feli. Darren's gaze towards Mommy was also different from Darren's gaze on her. Why is he only realizing it now.

"Darren"

"Hmmm.."

"Darren you're not playing me. So I'm really the woman Rachel meant?" Felix ensured.

Darren nodded.

"If you don't believe me you can ask him directly"

"I'm gonna call him?"

"The phone is on me" Darren pointed with his eyes at the table where Rachel's phone was located.

"Why is the phone on you?" Feli is confused

Darren walked up to Rachel's phone and played a recording of Feli's voice. Feli was stunned as soon as she heard her own voice.

"Darren" Feli panicked

"Say since when did you find out too?" Darren hugged her from behind

"Also? That means you know that too?" Feli twisted his body. Their faces are now facing

Darren nodded

"I knew it the day of your birth. Mommy Ashley said it" Darren pulled Feli into his arms He tightened his arms when he mentioned his real Mommy name. Feli felt a sense of sadness in his voice. He must have missed Mommy so much.

"Oh Darren you must have suffered a lot" Feli also tightened his embrace.

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"If I had known that you also knew that I wouldn't have held off until 15 years old Feli" Darren let go of his embrace.

"When did you know that?"

"The day since I met Daddy" Feli replied.

"So from the beginning you knew I wasn't your brother?" Darren made sure

Feli nodded

"Why didn't you tell me?" Back Darren threw the same question.

"I promised Daddy I wouldn't tell anyone. And of course I don't want you to get hurt knowing that fact. I'd rather be tormented for 5 years. But it turns out you're more tormented than I am. I still can't believe you liked me for 15 years. Darren let me make sure that I don't misunderstand. Are we now lovers?" Feli stroked Darren's sturdy jaw. Darren took Feli's hand and then kissed the back of his hand.

"Not liking Feli. For 15 years I have loved you. And for those 15 years I've considered you mine. Even during these 15 years you've been the object of my wild fantasies. I let go of my virginity with my hand while imagining your face" Darren smiled mischievously. But what he said is true.

Feli pushed Darren's body strongly away from him. Even though Darren and Felix have no blood relation, Felix's lethargy still declines to him

"You're such a pervert Darren...You're the same as Daddy!!"

T.B.C