Mother to My Son

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On the way Hasna chose to be quiet, he was lazy to talk, now his head was a bit throbbing headache.

“You okay?” ask Reza

“It's just painful sir, and it's a headache” replied Hasna briefly

Reza immediately took a vehicle and drove himself, I don't know where Mr. Agus, but he looked a bit panicked to see the drops of blood on my shirt.

Once in the hospital, Hasna immediately entered the ER, the doctor examined the wound can not be sewn deep just heal a little long. Hasna chose it right away, imagining the stitches in the temple was like looking at a needle in an eye patch, too horrible.

While the doctor glued the magic plaster, he said he said it was plaster that quickly tightened the wound. Hasna also complained of a wound on the shoulder that was pierced by Arcy's nail, when opened the button looks there was a wound that peels although not large. And that all goes into the visa report.

After being treated, Reza went into the nursery room, she saw that Hasna's shoulder was closed and buttoned by the nurse.

“Why his shoulder?” ask Reza

“There was also a wound on his shoulder sir, he said a prick from kuku” replied the nurse while cleaning the equipment.

“Women it's really crazy” umpat Reza.

Hasna just kept quiet, leaned on her body in bed and then she tried to close her eyes, earlier she was given painkillers but even felt sleepy.

He did not want to talk to Reza at all, all these problems started with the man.

“You want to eat something?”

Hasna shook her head now she just wanted to lie down and sleep. He no longer cares about anything.

During Hasna's sleep Reza just sat quietly in the chair next to her, she felt guilty so that Hasna was in this condition.

He knew that Arcy liked him, it had been a long time since Mitha was still around. Arcy is the daughter of one of the Board of Directors at the company, perhaps that's why she is so confident and feels so powerful in the office. Ever since he knew Reza, he had been openly trying to show that Reza belonged to him.

Since Mitha died, Reza is not too concerned about the thoughts of people about Arcy's attitude to him, as long as his work performance is good, care very much with Arcy's possessive attitude to him as long as it does not interfere with himself and his son. But if it's like this Reza starts to think about whether he should make clear boundaries to the woman.

He saw Hasna who looked tired and sad, how very different when this woman was in her house, looking cheerful and full of energy. For almost 2 hours Reza waited for Hasna to sleep, fortunately today there is no meeting agenda. He sends a message to Aswin to bring Hasna's bag to his boarding house. Pak Agus has already memorized the cost of an Hasna and asked to be entrusted to the security guard.

Hasna opened her eyes and saw Reza reading something on her phone, her temples were throbbing but no longer painful.

“Waking up, how are you feeling now?” Reza fingered Hasna's forehead.

Hasna shook her head trying to get her head out of Reza's hands.

“I want to go home now” he said while lowering his feet to the floor.

“Yes wait a minute, the doctor let me go home, I called the nurse to prepare a wheelchair. The medicines you should take are already there” Reza shows the medicine to take Hasna.

Hasna just nodded silently. He could walk but today he was lazy to talk and argue with Reza.

On the way home Hasna chose to see the scenery outside from the car, several times she heard Reza sigh long. He did not feel the need to start a conversation with the man.

The car then turned at a restaurant in the Senayan area, now it was almost 4 hours, Hasna had missed lunch. It was fitting that his stomach was sore and hungry but his laziness to talk to Reza made Hasna choose to press his stomach so as not to be too hungry.

“We eat first so that later you can take medicine” his speech is not a solicitation but ordered Hasna to come down and eat.

Hasna got down and followed Reza from behind, they chose to sit on the outside side of the restaurant near the park in the smoking area. No more eating at this hour, so smoke-free.

When ordering food, their taste is still the same. Iga Soup, Hasna does not want to comment on anything, it is up to her to eat what is important she needs to fill her stomach quickly.

“I'm sorry I put you in this situation, yesterday I acted without thinking first as a result of you” Reza said as they were silent just looking towards the park.

Hasna was still silent, she was afraid that now that she spoke, her tears would flow out. He did not want to be considered a crybaby just because of this incident.

“If you really don't want to see and talk to me again in the future it's okay” he said “I won't force you”

“Not mean because I'm the boss, you have to follow what I say”

“Bu Arcy seems to like Bapak” said Hasna as she looked at the playground, there were several children who appeared to play with her caregiver.

“Why don't you just marry him, at least you will marry someone who likes you and your children will have mom” Hasna continued.

“I don't need people who love me, I've been loved by a woman and I wasted it” Reza replied quickly, his face looked bitter.

“I only need women who love and love my children, it is enough for me”.

“I just want you to be the mother of my children”

Hasna was silent, this man still expressed his desire to make her the mother of his children.

“But if you don't want to, I'm not forcing, I just want you to think of it” Reza said.

“Did you ever think that being the mother of your children means I am married to you?” ask Hasna quickly.

“Iya of course I know, I will not ask for my rights as a husband if you do not want me. I need you to be the mother of the children as long as you can, I won't tie you up, I know you will be a good mother to them”

“What crazy father?”

“Then what good is it for me to marry a man who does not want me but just to take care of his children, he said, I am also a normal human being who has a desire to be loved and love someone” Hasna looked at Reza with annoyance, the mindset of the man in front of her was completely crazy.

“As time….. Over time for sure we will like each other and love” replied Reza quickly.

“If you allow me to love you, I will do my best to love you, whatever your request I will follow, you will do the same” he said again

“But if it turns out then you can't love me, I'll let you go, if that's your choice, I won't hold it… but at least we try first to learn to love each other after we get married”

“I'm sure we can” Reza tried to convince Hasna

“But for now I need a woman who is liked and loved by my children, don't ask about Maura because she obviously admires and adores you a lot… I'm just worried about Rain but it turns out he likes you even though he never admitted it, Rain is the hardest to conquer all this time”

“I've been very tired, it's hard for me to divide the attention between work in the office and at home” Reza breathes, all merger and other project plans are in stagnant condition because he is less focused on handling it.

“I will be labeled as a widow and a failed person in household”

“We will not fail, I am sure it” replied Reza quickly.

Hasna shook her head, this man is very confident.

The ordered food came in and they stopped the conversation and filled the energy to continue the rest of the day.

While in front of the boarding house, Reza told Hasna not to go into the office tomorrow. There is already a doctor's letter stating Hasna to rest for 2 days. TOT Phase 2 activities will be continued in the next week so that Hasna can prepare itself first. Reza assures me that everything will go well.

A visa certificate will be given to Rika as an attachment and a report made to be the subject of a Warning Letter to Arcy. Reza forced Hasna into the boarding houses.

Hasna bag has been entrusted by Mr. Agus at the security guard boarding house. Today is truly an amazing day.

After performing the Ashar prayer and enshrining the Dhuhur prayer. Hasna laid her body on the mattress, the effect of taking the drug was immediately felt himself back feeling sleepy. This drug is very good can be used as insomnia medicine if he has trouble sleeping, Hasna thought.

When Isha Hasna woke up, her body felt fresher, she went straight to the bathroom to clean herself and perform Magrib prayers, followed by teaching to make her feel calmer.

The opening of the phone turned out to be a lot of messages from Ma'am Maytha, Mas Arya and Bu Rika as well, all of them asking the situation. Bu Rika said that the visa certificate had been received and the complaint had been directly submitted to HRD to be followed up by Labor Practice.

Ma'am Maytha expressed regret for advising Hasna to go see Arcy herself, while Mas Arya asked her condition and whether she needed help or not. Hasna answered all the messages and then felt comfortable to continue the activity that always pleased her. Watch GD Oppa music video, a great mood booster anyway.

Before going to bed Hasna back to perform the Istiqarah prayer, at first he had thought not to do this prayer again, because it was determined to refuse and just stop from this office. But then he thought that this was not his fault why he had to avoid then the words of Reza who felt guilty and regretted his arrogance melted Hasna's irritation. Coupled with the apology that Reza said was sincere from the bottom of his heart.

Hasna sleeps with a feeling of peace, the sitcom in the Korean tv show makes her entertained especially with Big Bang guests make her feel more familiar with the characters and personnel, especially GD Oppa, always looks shy when interviewed even though he is famous as a bad boy.

Hasna woke up early at 3 in shock, she had just been through a very strange dream. The woman again, this time her dream was even stranger, Hasna took the boat and pulled over somewhere, the woman came again and gave her the baby girl she was holding.

The woman had straight hair, no matter what she looked like in her heart Hasna felt she was very beautiful and gentle, wore a green dress of small flowers and her face looked sad.

She smiled looking at Hasna and gave her baby, smiling but sad. Hasna felt sad to see him but she smiled straight at Hasna and then she turned around like she missed something.

“Raina... Rainaaa..” said the woman, then suddenly she came with the little girl who in her dream yesterday she left.

Hasna felt in her dream she was confused, she had to paddle and hold the baby, how could she bring the girl again, but the woman kept pushing up the girl asking Hasna to take it

“Please Raina...” he said, he raised his daughter and again said sadly “Please Raina...” he looked sad and crying.. He held the two daughters and the boat away when Hasna did not row him.

Hasna woke up with tears welling up on her cheeks, why she felt so sad and depressed. The woman looked sad but why she kept smiling at me made me feel like crying all the time, Hasna thought.

Hasna finally woke up and took ablution, the tahajud prayer was performed to ask the Creator, providing a solution to all the problems he faced. The time until the dawn prayer, then he slept again.

And it turns out that the dream is still going on.. But no longer in the park or on the boat.

He saw the woman standing in a room and crying to see the girl hiding behind the closet. The woman continued to cry bitterly and said “ Rainaaaa…. Rainaa…. Forgive Mami….. Maafkaaan Dear Mamiiii. Rainaa.

The woman continued to cry her hands flailing but never reached the girl. Hasna felt very claustrophobic, her breath seemed to be choked by the cry that wanted to come out, she tried to look and reach the girl, the child was quietly curled up behind the closet …. He was crying but his mouth was covered by his hands why it was held like that.Oh O Allah why it felt so stifling until Hasna finally woke up.

His eyes were filled with tears, and the pillow felt wet. Hasna immediately sat down and breathed as much as possible, took drinking water and immediately spent 1 full glass.

His head felt pulsating again. It turned out that it was 7:30 in the morning, fortunately today he did not have to enter the office. Before taking the medicine he had to eat first, it was impossible for him to eat cereal because milk could not be taken along with the medicine. Hasna decided to order via the app.

While waiting for the order to come, Hasna thought about her dream again, why in a row, dreaming of the woman and the children. Raina.. Rainaa. Huff…. Never mind later than later become more and more headache.

Before long his meal order came, fortunately he did not come out today and did not buy food out, the air was cloudy and it had fallen spatter.

“Rain spatter..hahahaha Emran Emran just had the child's mind.

Before long the sound of heavy rain was heard, apparently this year's rainy season had begun.

When Hasna opened the food ordered rice and vegetable capcay that she used to eat with the rain, she remembered her words first

“Name Rain must have been born during the rainy season well....”.

“What's the full name?”

“Raina Safira Raffa”

Hasna…. Raina…. Rainaa…. Forgive Mami….. Rainaa….

Raina means rain..... Ooh O Allah......

“Mamaaaaaaa ….. Mamaaaaaa.. “ In Hasna's mind just wanted to cry and hear Mama's voice.

He stepped on the phone and continued to cry while waiting for the tone to connect

“If the daughter is Rain means the woman is her Mama HUjan and Maura.

As soon as it was connected, my mother's voice sounded

“There is tea…. Tumben phone early in the morning Mama's voice sounded very cheerful

“Maaamaaaaaaaaaaaa...” only Hasna's crying voice is heard and can no longer be spoken.

“Mamaaaaaaaaaaa..”.

“Teteh....details……. Teteh..... AYAAAAAAAAAH” the voice of the cry of Mama disconnects the phone

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Sorry yaaah…. Already the emotions of the soul now continue the same cry of the soul, I tea while typing also melek….. Ah.. pajna mah sad.. Males ngabodornya also.. Sad pajanna mah……….

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