Mother to My Son

alan's Honeymoon 2

Today Reza enjoys off from office work, it turns out there is a silver lining so he has time to think about future plans for his family. At 12 pm he left to pick up Maura. All the business with Arcy was left to Papa Ardy, he was no longer willing to deal with the woman.

After picking up Maura he decided to have lunch together outside, had not eaten with the children for a long time, often Hasna invites children to play because Reza on Saturday often meets with investors while Sunday is spent on rest.

When he turned to the Saji Siap Resto, Maura was asleep in the passenger seat, looking good because of fatigue after school. Finally Reza decided to immediately wait to Rain school, then eat together only. He sent a message to his son that today he was picked up by Reza and Maura. Just one word reply from Rain “Tumben”... Reza just shook his head, instead of being grateful, he thought.

Upon arrival at school Rain hours showed 13.30, still thirty minutes left finally Reza decided to wait in the car he then lay himself in the chair, turned out to be doing nothing society occasionally thought too.

“Papi is here?” Reza instantly replied “Already. Maura sleep”

“Ok I there” Reza frowned not will still be a long time out of school, not until five minutes heard a knock on the window. The rain in full school uniform and her veil smiled widely.

“You've come out are you still thirty minutes away?” Reza looked confused, Rain immediately took a sitting position behind the driver because Maura slept on the front bench.

“Hahahaha I said picked up Papi because there is a sick family.. Papi is sick.. heartache left Buna” Reza snorting the child always just as he pleased to talk.

“Where do you eat? We eat outside the mumpung Papi can off” Rain looks fun with his hp “Hmmmm up to Papi..eh there is food today in the area of Bintaro I want to try.. Nothing far from” Reza just sighed, occasionally obeying the wishes of his daughter is not a problem mumpung Maura still sleep and the flow of the vehicle is still smooth.

“You know that at school wear a veil but if you play out why the veil is removed?” Reza noticed that Rain had taken off his school shirt and changed into a shirt he had worn in his uniform.

“Byet hidayah Pi.. Buna do not wear a veil either Papi not protest” Rain immediately replied.

“Who said, Your Buna now has a veil over in Japan” Reza replied confidently feeling most aware of Hasna's condition.

“Hmm... Papi knows where, Buna can not be contacted hp his dead even though I have told him to use international roaming but Buna did not recede ..aneh” Rain looks pout.

“I will send a message using email” Reza immediately jerked. “You can communicate with Bunamu.. Papi asked for his email” Rain immediately flinched “Buna said don't love anyone emailnya” Reza immediately looked annoyed from the rearview.

“Ya already you will not know how to look Buna now” He feels has bargaining value with instagram in Hasna hp.

“Emang Papi can see?” The rain came straight to the passenger seat, he really wanted to see Hasna's video. “Can dong ... want?” Reza smiled seductively Rain was instantly provoked.

“Where can I see?” he immediately reached out to take Reza's phone, “Eitsss.. first love email Buna. new Papi putih” now he does not want to lose to Junior High, it's time he showed his negotiation skills.

“Papi lied, saying so that I email Buna only, actually Papi did not have a video of Buna during there” Rain immediately withdrew, he did not want to lose the set.

“Yahh it's okay at most Papi will look at the office if that's so.. nothing to lose” Reza smiled casually. The rain seemed to think then he immediately typed something in his hape.

“I've forwarded an email from Buna to Papi .. Now I want to see the video Buna” Reza immediately smiled triumphantly. He brandished his cellphone, during his free time he diligently downloaded all the status of Ferdi's story containing Hasna and moved it to his cellphone.

“Bunaa wear veil!” The rain screamed so Maura woke up.

“Bunaaa.. want to Bunaaaa” Maura who woke up in shock immediately crying and looking left and right.

“You old meuuh ihh like to be noisy so adek you wake up shocked” Reza immediately upset, Rain directly approached his sister.

“De see that there is another Buna at the airport want to go” Rain show video Hasna at the airport when going to departure.

“Molaaa would like to come to Bunaaa” Maura is getting louder crying. The rain immediately opened the Maura seatbelt, Reza was still driving them just into Bintaro.

“Sini sit with Brother we see the video Buna.. now Buna wear a veil, ade can still know not if Buna wear a veil” turns out Rain has begun to entertain his sister. Maura who was still sleepy leaned on Rain and watched another video of Hasna.

“This Bunaa... Mola tau” Maura directly pointed Hasna apparently even though recorded with Ammera from a distance Maura can recognize it. “Pinterr really Ade can directly make bedain Buna” Reza smile his children can support each other and love each other. He is grateful Hasna has helped educate them well, his determination is greater to be able to send a message to his wife.

That afternoon Reza spent time with the children, occasionally checking phone to reply to messages from Aswin related to work. Fortunately, the dealings with Japanese investors have already been settled, followed up in a deal designed to be approved by the directors of both parties. After that, they signed the agreement officially.

His night before going to bed, as he promised Maura he allowed to watch videos on youtube. After spending half a day together until tonight before bed Reza accompanied Maura to watch Hasna's latest fairy tale video. It turns out that the story Hasna told was about the Eagle and the Chickens that she had told. The difference is that videos made by Hasna use animation so that it is interesting to watch.

“I already know the story, Buna story on the night before go” he said short. Reza frowned.

“News about what?” tanya Reza “Papi horrified her story” she replied while sitting next to Reza.

Reza played the video, Maura immediately watched the video while leaning on Reza's body, actually he was sleepy but so heard can watch the video he was immediately excited. He finished the milk and peed to the toilet before going to bed. The wisdom of Hasna's abandonment is that Rain asks Maura to consciously always pee herself do not wait told.

Ending the story of the Eagle and the Chickens, Hasna gave her review.

“So Maura and Kaka Rain don't be afraid to keep learning yaaa, because we don't know if we are chickens or eagles. Maura must be diligent in learning to read Iqro well so that later more smoothly read the Quran… who knows later if diligently teaching and memorizing Maura letters can be a penghapal Quran so it can bring Papi Mami Mitha and Buna also later in heaven. Brother Rain later can be a great architect who can make Buna his own house. Rumah Buna does not need to be big so that Buna can squirm you continue every day. You have to be a great Eagle yaa” Hasna ended the video. Reza looked at Maura who was already asleep in her arms.

The rain seemed to be sitting pensively on the bed with Reza, his gaze looking sad.

“When the same story I different stories finally..” his eyes look teary. Reza looked at the rain who looked sad.

“Buna said with Papi Buna wings often broken, Buna's body so small when with Papi... Papi the great Eagle can control the hills and trees .. With Papi, Buna feels like a chicken… small and cannot fly. That's why Buna went to Japan.. Buna wants to fly again … Buna wanted her body not to be small anymore so that it could be a great and strong Eagle who could help me as Maura became a great Eagle also” Rain stood up and then fell silent

“If I thought about it now I wouldn't want to be an Eagle.. I want to be a chicken .. it's okay not to be an eagle.. I'm happy to be a chicken from the same Buna” he said while shrinking tears on his cheeks, apparently behind the kink shown by Rain, he said, he felt lonely and sad about Hasna.

Reza sighed, seeing Rain who then laid her body on the bed, occasionally heard the sound of her son shrinking snot sign he was still crying. Reza couldn't comfort her he knew that Rain had understood a lot that they were both in trouble. He did not have the courage to promise that he would soon bring Bunanya back home because he himself was not sure of his abilities.

He kissed his two children's eyebrows and covered them both. Now he has to try harder to get his wife back. Reza heads to his study, he'll try to email Hasna.

Reza looked at his computer screen with a blank stare, he was confused where to start, too much he wanted to express but he felt embarrassed. He never expressed his personal feelings to the opposite sex, even to Mitha who had been with him for many years. Tonight it feels like Reza is a poet who is good at stringing words in expressing feelings.

Hasna…

I was embarrassed to write my wife because I didn't feel like a good husband. I'm confused about where to write and you know for yourself that I'm not good at stringing words. This is the first letter I've ever made in my entire life to a woman. It turns out that it is true that people will always have a word for the first time when I am almost 40 years old.

I'm sorry, I know that even if I say this a thousand times, I may never be able to erase all the mistakes I made yesterday. I know I may not be entitled to an apology but I just want to apologize for all the injuries I've done so far. I feel ashamed. To be honest, I was ashamed of my attitude all along. So please. I beg pardon me. If need be all this life I have to apologize, so that you can come back again, I will do that. I'm sorry dear.sorry I.

I've always felt uncomfortable seeing you close to other men, not knowing why. Maybe actually I'm not confident, with the youthfulness you have, the joy and how easy it is for you to get along with other people I feel I have no control over you Rara. You are indeed different from Mitha as you said.you are not Mitha that's why I don't know how to behave to you. The only way I know is to keep you behind me but you always find a way to move forward. I didn't know that it broke your wings and made you feel small.

I've never had anything to do with Arcy, I guess you know that. The day we had a fight, Arcy put her lipstick on my lips and clothes, I just realized, but I can't explain that because you're always away from me. I found Mitha's phone in your study desk drawer at first I didn't understand why you never told me about this, but then I understood after reading your message to Aurel, if you find out if the photo is correct or engineered and as usual you are always smart in thinking with logic. Why you should solve all problems yourself. I'm the one who made the mistake why you covered it up. I feel so ashamed.

I know you need time to get your feelings in order and calm down after all the mess I've made in your life. But please come back to me and the kids later. We can no longer live our lives without your presence here. Rain said that he chose to be a chick rather than an eagle.hahaha my heart was so sliced at his words. I who became her Papi for many years was not her life choice but you who just entered with her for less than a year was already an option. He said that he would rather be a chicken with you than an eagle with me.

Give me a chance to be a good husband to you, we are destined to be together. You're wrong if you say I haven't seen you in all this time, I'm just not sure I can see you with the mistakes I've made in the past. That's why I always take refuge with memories of the past.  I'm afraid you saw all the flaws and stupidities I had, but now I don't care anymore. Even if you do not want to see me now because of all my folly and shortcomings, let me now continue to see you and will not let go of you. 

You may not care about me, but I will still see you,

You may assume I do not exist . but I will remain for you, 

You may encourage me to go, but I will still come for you,

I will wait until you see me again as before

I'm sure I'll be a good Papi for our children later. I will always be with you

From the stupid man who always waits for you here

Reza

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