Mother to My Son

one month

“Mas.” Hasna can only say short words without being able to continue. Reza seemed to not hear his words as usual. If you have looked at the laptop or tab even in bed he will definitely focus, free also he speaks.

Yesterday Reza promised that before Lebaran this year they would return to Bandung, after previously twice Lebaran Hasna could not gather with his family in Bandung. But what is the power up to H-7 Lebaran there is still no sign that Reza will reduce busyness in his office.

Reza was unmoved, the frown on his forehead still looking deep and his eyes were glaring sharply towards the tab he was grasping on the bed. Hasna took a deep breath, she thought to her husband. A figure that looks like an astral creature, looks but does not respond when asked. While grunting angrily then Hasna got out of bed.

“Where are you?” as the astral realized that someone had left him, Reza shouted to see Hasna leaving without speaking a word.

“Sleep... same kids” he replied while closing the door upset. Already some days Hasna felt his patience began to run out, the atmosphere in the fasting month which is usually different and always awaited, compared to other months now feels bland. They more often spend time breaking the fast only four of them initially with Maura and the Twins Ay and Bu. It was only after the Rain school holiday three days ago that the atmosphere felt more lively but still without the presence of Reza the head of the family felt lonely.

Hasna almost fell asleep as she felt her body suddenly float through the air. Apparently Reza was the one who picked him up and carried him.

“Aduuh” said in shock

“Stttttt... don't fuss later kids wakeup” whispered Reza slowly.

“Down I'll fall”

“Main was just a sling, I now weigh ten kilos more than I used to” Hasna thrashed in Reza's sling that immediately descended in haste, her face looked annoyed and pouted. After struggling trying to sleep because it was filled with a feeling of annoyance suddenly awakened by the culprit trigger irritation makes him want to scream.

“You want to do it anyway? I want to sleep” he said while returning to the Twins bed. But the two fell asleep not realizing that in their room there was a snack.

“Yahhh sleep same I dong.kan kids can already wean”.

“Partially there will be a nurse who wakes up babbling children if you wake up” whispered Reza while pulling Hasna's hand so as not to return to the children's bed. The children's room is next to the sisters' room which is their baby sitter.

“Free sleep with Mas Reza, not aware there is also me next door. At least if sleeping here children realize that there is the same they” Hasna's voice is almost crying because of annoyance.

“Sorry.. earlier I was in charge of email from clients.. different time eight hours the same so they need answers immediately” kilah Reza while continuing to try to persuade by rubbing Hasna's hand.

“The month of fasting this loh.. if you apologize to your husband beuuuh her reward is very good” Reza's hands began to cling to Hasna's shoulders to get closer.

‘I think that the month of fasting syaitonnya on no tied..it is what was reported by the religious teacher when I was in Elementary School, ehhh it turns out there are still demons who are free” said Reza chuckled himself his head began to sniff Hasna's hair slowly.

“Diiket if people are diligent in worship, so the devil cannot enter so many worship”

“This mah boro-boro worship prayers tarawih...the fasting month only holds hunger thirsty” Hasna's eyes mendelik annoyed.

“Hehehe yes.. abisnya how busy so hard to set aside time”

“Ehhhh but I prayed tarawih kok several times yesterday”

“GAK QUITE”

“Measure already want 40 years but still no awareness for worship” Hasna's voice sizzled annoyed, his eyes like going to jump out.

“Stttt... angry in the room.. later the children wake up you yourself who bothered”.

“Biarin aja... Mas Reza who sleepin them... I want tiduur... later the bad luck sahur” said Hasna while looking upset and left her husband who can only smile wryly while scratching his head. Fortunately Al and Bu did not wake up, instead there was a pair of eyes behind the door that smiled at the interaction of the two, Pingkan the baby sitter who woke up because he heard the interaction of the two.

“Gesin really Bu Hasna if it has been craving.. Father to speechless” said Pingkan with a smile and then back to try sleep”.

While the atmosphere in the room was quiet as Reza followed Hasna to sleep.

“Have you slept?” reza asked, but the one asked was silent, occasionally heard the sound of long breaths like carrying a heavy burden.

“Sorry if the last few days I am busy, hmmmm.. there is an offer to become an apparel holder from Germany”.

“So I yesterday set up a company profile for business viability”

“I want it after Lebaran can take time off so want to finish all business before lebaran” explained Reza at length.

Hasna's voice snorted in annoyance, all of Reza's words felt like a sweet promise because in the end it had been almost two years ago they had never gone anywhere.

“Bincidentally Ra... I promise to take time off so that I can have a vacation time with the children” explained Reza while hugging tightly Hasna from behind.

“Boong... last year also said it was so willing to leave but still there was never time for me the same kids” said Hasna his breath began to float and hold back crying.

“What the hell is being chased?” hasna's voice sounded hoarse.

“Money also we never lack.I spend the same kids never excessive until Mas Reza had to slam bones every night”.

“We need the presence of Mas Reza at home rather than the money generated” said Hasna Parau.

Reza could only fall silent at the complaints of his wife.

“Yesterday Maura class ascension, Mas Reza could not attend”

“I want to be accompanied by my husband watching the children stage, others on the complete arrival of his parents. Maura who attended was a lot. there was Granny as Babab too but it was the papa that was you Mas”.

“Terus I also want to be able to tarawih together with you... our family pray together with”.

“Ay the same Bu learn so the master behind Mas Reza do not be the same I just”

“How about if the children suspect the Imam in this family me.. would you like to?” hasna said annoyedly as she glanced back. Lost all the drowsiness that initially made him sleepy.

“Now I ask... if the cooperation with the German company is not completed this month will the company lose money? will there be other competitors taking advantage of cooperation?” ask Hasna. Reza was silent.

“MAS?” ask Hasna hard. Reza was shocked.

“Ehh yes how?” reza was confused.

“Yes Allah from earlier I did not listen apparently?” Hasna immediately sat down annoyed, her body had mounted the horses like they were going to war. Reza immediately turned back his body.

“Ehhhh listen dong babe nyimak”

“Sttttt don't say it out loud when Maura wakes up. he is most sensitive if you are angry rich gini”.

“Iya I heard earlier you asked about the cooperation target right?’

“Iya later tomorrow I say with the German company that we will complete all the requirements after Lebaran”

“Mas this is not an event.. this is a feast day... before our feast day fasting Ramadan.. should this month we do a lot of worship”.

“Moreover the last ten days as of now, we should i'tikaf to masjid”

“Mas Reza never itikaf not before” Hasna looked annoyed. Reza could only smile bitterly while looking back. Hasna's eyes immediately glared.

“Astagfirullah! never been i'tikaf?”

Reza shook weakly

“I’tikaf it is silent in the mosque right? I where I'tikaf I'll go home the night continues from the first as well, have been hungry sleepy” said Reza weak, he was sleepy but faced Hasna's inflammatory attitude made him in a state of alert 1.

“Mas Reza my dear... i’tikaf it is not just silent in the mosque. In the last ten days of Ramadan we are invited to perform i'tikaf in the mosque, by increasing prayer, teaching, contemplating all the blessings and gifts that God has bestowed on us, be grateful for all the favors and apologize for all the mistakes that have passed. Especially in the odd days of rich Mas today.especially if we get lailatul qadar then the reward is the same as worship for a thousand years” explained Hasna with a voice that is almost desperate, it is appropriate that during the fasting month the quality of her husband's worship does not change.

“Do not if in the office Mas Reza likes breaking fast again?” accuse Hasna

“Yes Allah you are very suudzon with me.. I am not maximal in worship but I am not so crazy until breaking the fast during Ramadan” Reza's turn is now visibly upset.

“Hinally... i'tikaf aja until never at all, age already want forty years have never itikaf.... ih jus” said Hasna annoyed while lying back to Reza.

“Means I married you so that you could teach me better religious knowledge, could teach children not to be like me”

“You want to teach me to be better?” reza's voice in a low tone and grabbed Hasna from behind.

“I so remember the word you first.kan said by marriage we will go to class, learn together so that it can be better” persuaded Reza.

“Tau ah” said Hasna as she brushed Reza's hand over her shoulder.

“How to take a class together if the only one who studied it was me, fitting want to test Mas Reza kopean part of me.. tired tau”.

“Iya I also want to learn with you.. Where to start?” reza asked, hugging Hasna.

"Help me, baby?"

“Startnya in Bandung, there are still three odd days for itikaf, now is the night to 23 Ramadan so itikaf on the 25th, 27th to 29th... how?” hasna asked expectantly, hearing Reza's confused voice made her forget about anger and then looked at Reza attentively.

“Hmmm can not well, tomorrow the last day can not dong if on day 25 must already be in Bandung?” reza was confused.

“Saying want to learn religion want to go to class but rich who is not ridho” Hasna face back pouting annoyed.

“Not ridho but it is still two days off together, how about we go to the bandungunya day 26 only, so as not to go too far with employee leave, so as not to go too far, the staff period has not been on leave we already off” said Reza calm.

“Ehhhh it is privilege if you have your own company, no one regulates we wong we make kan” rules, Hasna continued.

“Yah not like that also dear.. must be in line with the subordinates so that they feel not alone fighting”.

“And I think you also have more free time to prepare to go home to Bandung” Reza trying to find a way for Hasna to rewind the time of return, he said, there is still a lot of work to be done before taking a leave of absence.

Hasna took a deep breath, if you think about it, she had not prepared the equipment to go home optimally. Many have been purchased as souvenirs but have not been arranged. Not to mention the twins equipment that will definitely take time, then Maura and Rain even though it is big still he must check and prepare himself, he said, he wanted to return this time not just two or three days. At least one week because it is very rare they can stay in Bandung for more than two days.

“But the day after we left for Bandungungya” Hasna looked at Reza while pouting.

“Promise” said Reza quickly while lifting two fingers, wearing Maura style that promises not to repeat the mistake if scolded by Bunanya.

“It's funny that Mas Reza is stylish like Maura... still his aura nyebelin” Hasna said while harrumphed.

“Ahahahahha.. time anyway? it's not that Maura looks so much like me”

“Not only Maura who looks like Mas Reza but Ay same Bu also looks like Mas Reza, not fair.. in this house there is nothing similar to me at all” lamented Hasna.

“Oya... aaahhhh I know.. if you want to have children similar to you, only one way is the easiest and guaranteed tokcer” explained Reza with a big smile.

“What?” Hasna turned to look at Reza who was smiling with gimmicks.

“We make another baby.. but to look like you.. hmmm you must be the leader..hehehehe”.

“Mas Rezaaaa ihhh”

“Lahhhh right he said that worshiping on odd nights is a thousand times the reward”

“Serving the husband is also a worship dear..beuh imagine..serving the husband one night is the same as serving a thousand nights...our age will also not be up to a hundred years tuh”.

“Halaaaah if the matter is the most good ngelesnya.. it's a reward if I’tikaf in the mosque do not know if in real home not a thousand times as much” replied Hasna quickly.

“Laaah about the merit of worship we should not be too thoughtful. It is a matter of God whose important intentions have been recorded” explained Reza again while hugging tightly. Hasna held back a smile while glaring. Her husband, if the matter of arguing is the most good, for him it is not about winning to lose in arguing but the opportunity to discuss like this is very rare. Reza's busyness in the office that never decreases coupled with Hasna's busy taking care of children makes it difficult for them to communicate intimately as a couple.

Just this year Hasna can breathe since her S2 lecture was completed, Ramadan last year, she really jumpalitan because she had to complete the final task and for the last six months she was only able to catch her breath.

“Bunaaaaa” dukkk..dukkk...dukkk sound door is knocked from outside because the door is locked Reza so that it can worship night without being disturbed. At what time last night they finally fell asleep, which must have been early in the morning because additional worship fulfilled Reza's wishes.

“Bunaaa want to fast? ten minutes more imsak” scream Rain instantly made Hasna wake up standby 1.

“Arggghhh…. Mas this misfortune... Oh my god.. astagfirullahaladzim... aaaahh you are using the event nyari reward a thousand nights alla” Hasna directly jumped from the bed.

“Udah calm, the children must have been at sahur... we eat military style aja five minutes also finish”.

“Five minutes... five minutes.. on the shirt after two minutes.. peel the fruit three minutes not to mention if you drink coffee..” Reza always starts eating sahur with fruits and ends with coffee.

“Nihhh I added a bonus beloved kiss before one minute if if you talk continue” Reza immediately hugged and kissed Hasna who did not stop talking.

“Massss Rezaaaa ihhh”

“Bunaaaaa want to fast gakkkk” back scream Rain from outside.

“Bunaaaa this Ay same Bu did not want sahur.. instead pelted his food” Maura's voice that complained his twin sister did not miss chiming his brother Rain.

“aaaaaaaaaa.. Bunaaaaaaaa... Bunyaaaaaaaa....emaam....mam” plaque.... plaque.

“Ya Allah..this is not a thousand nights but worship 1001 nights” Hasna directly patted jidat.