Mother to My Son

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PoV Ammera

Musti I admit that his upperclassman Hasna looks cool, tall, neat and looks very confident. It is seen that he is a classy man, different from Ferdi and friends who just ngandelin derivative of ancestors. It is only fitting that her husband Hasna did not like it because if he saw the way he talked and acted on Hasna like a person who already knew close and felt he had the right to be familiar. The trouble is Hasna is friendly with everyone, she was like never thinking that men are different in the way they think about women.

Just like Ferdi, he is very forgiving and understanding even though he likes to be proud and arrogant when he says, always think from the positive side. “Meera don't blame someone's character as innate to him personally, maybe he actually knows that he should not behave like that, but the environment continues to encourage him to be rich. Perhaps Ferdi's house was made a golden child so that he could not distinguish between good and bad manners how, kasian was he actually” that he talked about when Ferdi always boasted about the connection he had.

Arkhan's focus on meeting Hasna was directly directed at him, I did not feel neglected because I realized that my weakness was being friendly to people. Males really to talk stale same people who do not know the rich guy trus is not interested in chatting with me. Heh who is elo emang, just joined Summer Class outside the country of the most sintered rich style. Fortunately, the kebelet peed so there can be alesan do not have to talk to him.

Fitting into the toilet is pretty good again until it must wait, hopefully Hasna nyisain fried dumplings. Earlier, a portion of it runs out with himself, the power later before going home must actually be invited to turn first to the pharmacy buy a test pack. Fitting out of the toilet area of the Mall atmosphere is quite full, because this floor is a restaurant area so fitting lunch hour must be a lot of office people come here.

I did not pay any special attention to the people who passed me but my ears were immediately alert as soon as I heard the man who mentioned Hasna.

“Pak is not Bu Hasna?” there were two men walking in front of me I almost passed, but I slowed down and wanted to see if they called Hasna Humaira my friend.

“Why is he here instead he said exam” almost I replied that the test is finished and the second lecture there is no test because of the value of the paper and the tasks we have completed, but I immediately heard the man say “Berrengseek always there was a child that” I was going to come closer immediately turned back so as not to be seen.

“Ya ampuuuun Hasna you sniffed... “ thought I suddenly so remember that Hasna said her husband paid the comparative study fee to Japan because he did not like her upperclassman named Arkhan. Finally I decided to see what her husband Hasna did, how could he be at the same time in the Mall. He was writing texts in his phone, in the distance I saw Hasna still sitting with Arkhan. “Arghhhh sat next to him again.I do not think there will be someone who will sit next to Hasna, mustnya had his bag was stored at the table, he said, but he will definitely sit with Hasna because he knows her and Hasna is not the same I” I can only mumble in the heart, from this direction they looked like a couple who were chatting familiarly. Geez Hasna's husband's face looks so emotional, wahhh must be broken this concentration. Think Meraaa... percikirr…..

I immediately approached and pretended to play hape so that it hit him accidentally.

“Ehhh sorry... sorry.... “ hp pretend I dropped it so it looks like sloppy, the man next to him directly helped pick it up and handed it over.

“Do not play hp while walking mbak .. dangerous” eughh use give advice all, I also know.. I immediately tried to smile at her husband Hasna.

“Ehhh Mas her husband Hasna yaa…. Who once picked up to the campus was the same son ..who yaaaa his name.hhmmmm Maura” I immediately tried to speak stale but geez Hasna face men loe asem ginih.

“I Ammera her friend Hasna .. how could you happen to meet here, would you pick up Hasna?” I tried to feel stale to attract her attention, but seemed to have no interest in seeing me focus her gaze still on Hasna. The man with him answered.

“We have a lunch appointment here mba.. Sir ..his guests are waiting at the restaurant he said” he was like trying to break the attention of Hasna's husband who is still busy paying attention and sending messages.

“Ohhh yes... well then, I say first about going home, earlier Hasna said to pick up Maura to her grandmother.. “ I will immediately move when suddenly her husband asked me loudly.

“So you guys came here three?” he pointed to Hasna who was still chatting with Arkhan, my goodness Hasna style you did not realize until it was tilted so her head was horrified that Arkhan focused on what the hell.

“Ohhh both of us had bought clothes for Hasna he said looking for Muslim clothes, that his upperclassman suddenly just met fit again eating just now, he said, I just stayed at toilet” why I became a rich friend who covered the alibi of infidelity even though it is not really a deal with anyone. Hadeuuuuhh Hasna apes.

“I say goodbye first Mas...excuse me kasian Hasna over and over waiting, later I tell you if her husband again has a meeting at Mall also” I have to immediately tell Hasna before there is a war in the Mall. But in the distance I saw Arkhan was gone, Hasna looked like a confused one, surely her husband had sent a threatening message when he saw her face just now.

“Hasnaaa…. Apes loe apeeeesss.. “ I immediately shouted when it was close to his desk. Geez it's dumplings all out, you pretty snacking base from nowhere, really puffed him up right now. Hasna immediately looks panicked “Raaa.. Husband gw udha angry gini” she shows her hp.

“Suami lo must be angry because earlier ngeliatin you again chat with Kaka class lo” I directly show the direction of her husband Hasna earlier, ehhh but has already lost the power already entered the restaurant.

“Whaaatt…. Is he in the Mall? Ngeliatin gw?” he immediately panicked and dazed.

“Udah no.. he said there was a meeting lunch with the client, he was with the same men” I immediately cleaned the table and pulled him away. “Which script?” ask me to look around.

“Udah back to the bookstore earlier he nganterin his cousin” Hasna looks panicked.

“Quiet-quiet I have explained that we are here to shop for clothes and continue to meet Arkhan accidentally after eating” I try to explain that he already has an alibi.

“Lo do not know Meera men I'm very possessive if I'm the same Kang Arkhan.. last week we just had a storm just because Kang Arkhan gave attention to me” Hasna looks weak again, it turns out that eating a bowl of bakmi and two servings of dumplings does not make him energetic.

“Lahhh it's natural that loe men are jealous, wong you guys look very harmonious together if from a distance, trus lo again ngedengerin what the hell until the focus is tilted head..usual kalee” I immediately push him the way, because he was not excited like this.

“I was interested in information for the preparation of presentation materials in Japan, I was told to coordinate the material for our exposure” heard the Japanese word I immediately remember that I forgot to say thank you about the help of the comparative study payment. Ahhhh gegara panicked to see Hasna get caught so I became an ungrateful person.

“Yes gw I did not say thanks again the same husband you already paid in the study fee banding” I immediately patted the forehead forget. “Hmmmm ntar I told you, he is doing so much money, don't worry don't make him poor” the boss's wife provides entertainment.

“Emang how is his attitude?” Hasna looks like she's depressed.

“I don't like to know how to behave with other people now, especially men..I never touch-touching or go with anyone, including Kang Arkhan. I'm the same he's known for a long time and we used to be very familiar, he likes to take me home if I stay, he also likes to be an enlighten discussion friend for me… you could say I know more about Kang Arkhan than Mas Reza because I have known him for a long time

“Now once married, I become rich can not socialize at all, I sometimes become afraid if meeting men are afraid of being mistaken, even though I am talking to people who are rich in this gini. I never thought macems included Kang Arkhan”

“You know what? He erased all my photo files from the camera gegara he stretched me to photograph Kang Arkhan again graduation, whereas on camera it was not only Arkhan but many other pictures of me. I'm taking pictures of Arkhan when I don't know my husband, why must also be angry, cheating also not”

“I'm not interested in Kang Arkhan either, I realize that I'm married. But I could not suddenly withdraw and make the same distance my friends. Rich was sitting next door, I will still keep the distance not stuck or rich benches he” suddenly Hasna snorted annoyed.

“Laps how do you mean lo?” Hasna was immediately startled and smiled wryly.

“Lifting you do not need to know deh.aib” he rubbed his face, “sometimes I feel new marriage 6 months but rich already more than 5 years.. Capeeeee” he really looks desperate.

“Sad very lo Na.. not that very times.just sure if I say lo cape, lo marry the same widower two children so that the marriage directly takes care of the child of the person from his origin single” entertain me while rubbing his back.

“Ngurus kids anyway no problem, even sometimes those who insist I can survive for more than 6 months. I until now still strugling the same adjustment as married women… understand her nature and how to behave as the wife of a man named Reza”

“Perhaps if same-male employee marriage is easier Meera. I must behave and adjust to the status he has. My friends including you must think very good marriage with men tajir, handsome, royal.. A lot of pressure to be able to compensate him”

“Tajir means we have to change our lifestyle, used to shop so that not big pegs from the pole, but if we are already different style of shopping. The goods we buy must adjust to our income, I can no longer use a backpack that is paltry favorite gw, clothes out must be neat and classy not to be kuel ntar husband gw malu”

“Ahhh it's your mind.that's the same boss facebook intel shirt just the same color, trus simple lifestyle even more used charity” entertainku. Hasna smiled cynically.

“Nyang rich trus simple life can be counted fingers non, most rich people new hobby ride private jet, vacation to maldives while uploaded on social media”

“Lo do not know also because of the egility of my husband, until now his secretary continues aja kegatelan ngegesek if in the office” I immediately glared not really unexpected burden of life he turned out to be complicated, really, though everyday seems relaxed and happy without burden.

“Luckily men I still strong faith, do not know if swiped trus..nyang name cat if fedor-sodorin fish every day.emang strong?” he shook his head.

“Makasih yah nemenin gw.. plus dengerin curcol mom-emak... don't worry I'm still in a state of gratitude and happiness until now.musti much istigfar and read hamdallah only … at least although not yet wear hijab rich lo..gw still be a servant who is grateful” his speech ended the event of the streets that day.

At that time I just realized that marriage is not as easy as just kabul ijab alone, there are many things that must be carefully thought out before we decide to move up the class to that level. Frankly I feel that until now I have not found a suitable person who can be invited to level up.

Hasna PoVs

That night I waited for Mas Reza to come home from the Mall, the message I sent when I got home, the photo I sent with Maura also did not get any response from him. Is he angry again, even though he said Ammera had explained that Kang Arkhan accidentally met at the Mall. Yesterday, it just came about because of the same people's problems.

At 10 I had started to feel sleepy until I finally fell asleep, the previous nights lack of sleep because of doing some take home exams and preparing reading materials for oral exams.  Until finally at 12:30 I suddenly woke up and it turns out Mas Reza is still not there beside me. Did he not come home? Why not give me news.

I opened the phone and there was no message or phone notification, I finally ventured to get off. Fortunately the middle room lights were not turned off by Mbak Jumi, maybe because he knew that Mas Reza had not come. Although it's actually a little scared to go down the night by myself but I have to make sure that Mas Reza comes home or not.

The lower room door was closed, slowly I tried to open it but why is it locked usually never locked. Slowly knock

“Mas... Mas... have you done it?” I waited a while

“Mas... Mas...” still silent inaudible voice, I finally tried to send a message.

“Mas already home or still in the office” as soon as the message I sent heard a message notification in the room, meaning that Mas Reza is already in the room. Owh. ok so he won't be bothered so lock himself inside.

Suddenly there was a feeling of sadness, whether he was so angry that he did not want to meet and lock himself in the room. Hmmm.well, everyone has the right to have privacy time for themselves.

It turned out that being kept silent and considered nothing felt more depressing than being scolded directly. Maybe because I've been scolded so much that my feelings are more immune.

Hopefully tomorrow will be better.