
Since the incident Reza no longer dared to disturb Hasna, they are both like two strangers who look normal in front of children but try to avoid while being both.
That morning after driving Maura Hasna back home, usually she never came home, disappeared and will only return after Maura came home. Hasna's face looks pale, he has not had breakfast, busy preparing Rain equipment that will follow sports matches at school. As soon as he came to eat, Reza who was just about to leave for the office just stared silently at his wife.
Hasna was seen eating voraciously, so focused on her breakfast, that she did not realize that Reza approached her, “tso why not have breakfast before delivering Maura?” Hasna immediately stopped bribing, she glanced at Reza's position nearby. “You want to see a doctor? Why does it look pale?” Reza stood next to Hasna.
Hasna tidied the dinner plate, and took it away, she got up and walked towards the room. The body attitude that feels disturbed while eating, does not speak a word. Reza can only take a breath, if he can talk he actually feels annoyed. It's been almost two weeks Hasna's been on strike talking to him. If there was something to deal with him, Hasna always used Rain's intermediary or Maura never spoke directly.
“Next week I have to go to Surabaya, Sunday afternoon leave. Somewhat long around 4 days” Reza told Hasna the schedule of her work visit at the company's new factory. Hasna who was about to climb up the stairs stopped her like she wanted to talk but then was seen being held back.
“I left alone with Aswin, just two” Reza emphasized the word only alone with Aswin as if to say that there was no Arcy on his way to Surabaya, Hasna continued his steps upwards.
“Can't you forgive me.. I know I'm wrong” but Hasna doesn't give any comment, she goes into the room. Reza could only stare sadly. The events of 4 days ago were still in her eyes.
Reza thought Hasna would return to forgive him after he apologized as before, but apparently his anger was now difficult to quell. Reza recalled what he said during a fight with Hasna, he barely remembered. Then he tried to re-create all of Hasna's words and words as they fought.
He remembered some of his hurtful remarks, calling his wife a trophy in turn, comparing her to Mitha, and confessing his feelings to Hasna. Reza took a breath, all the way through the office he tried to think about his feelings. Yesterday he lived a life like running water, not thinking too much about who and how and everything is fine. The work affairs in the office kept him busy and filled all his thoughts, so there was never any time for the family.
Today he had to complete all the documents and presentation materials. There are two factories in Surabaya and one factory in Gersik who want to join the consortium so that they can raise outside investment for product marketing expansion. The factory in Gersik is the most prominent in its cooperation offer, and already two outside companies are interested because of its place in East Java Industrial Zone JIIPE, Indonesia, the advantage of Great Indonesia is that they already have experience in product capacity development and quality control. So it takes a partner who can compensate for this cooperation in the future. The meeting in Surabaya will involve investors from Japan, there are two companies that have made offers.
Reza sighed, he entered a new chapter in the romance life of the relationship between men and women with Hasna. He liked her, he could not live without her, for almost three days not seeing her alone had made him feel lost and worried, he could never speak and heard the woman laugh. Practically for almost two weeks he had never heard his wife's cheerful laughter, only Maura's voice dominating when they were together.
Reza massaged his dizzy head, two weeks of not being able to touch his wife was more excruciating than three years without a wife. Sometimes he felt angry and wanted to vent it, without yesterday trying to hug and kiss Hasna just the pain he felt when he saw Hasna's reaction. All the desire and lust he felt while trying to hug and kiss her instantly disappeared without a trace, which left only the shame of his words that Hasna remembered so well.
When he arrived at the office it turned out that all the necessary documents were not ready, Reza did not understand when the meeting yesterday all the managers and related sub-sections had understood and understood the urgency of the meeting next week.
“Win you how the hell, not reminded indeed that today all the completeness documents we have to accept” Reza tried to hold his emotions, Aswin who looks confused staring at Reza. “Last Wednesday afternoon I remind you sir and they are ok, I also this is strange why they even postpone work” Aswin looks upset.
“Pending work how?” Reza insists it's not a priority scale. “Say they are asked to make an impact analysis of project pak” Reza directly crinkled “new impact analysis is made if the project is already in acc, who assigned it?” Aswin then wrote a message on his phone “Bu Arcy pak” he replied with a sigh.”What the fuck does it mean that the rich Arcy wants to sabotage” Reza directly out of his room to the room Arcy.
Prita sitting at the front desk of Arcy's room looked shocked when she saw Reza coming.
“Bapak wants to Bu Arcy. sorry sir is there guest” he immediately stood in the way.
“Who?” Reza immediately entered without knocking on the door, immediately treated to a very embarrassing sight.
“If you want to do personal things do at home this office hours” Reza stands staring at Arcy and a man who is busy alone in the room. Arcy immediately tidied himself up, he looked shocked and embarrassed to see Reza enter his room while he was “beractivity”
“This Sam college friend I had time in the US we've not met” he tried to look normal.
“Halo” a man named Sam looks clumsy and tries to be polite and invites Reza to shake hands, who is only greeted with a cold look Reza, who is only greeted with a cold look, he does not want to shake hands with hands that in his mind have done dirty.
“Why did you order the export, finance and production division to make an impact analysis? You already know that the preliminary analysis report must be made first to be able to be the basis of the new agreement then we make the impact analysis” Reza directly at the core of the problem. Arcy immediately speechless, “Sam later in the afternoon we make a promise first yes, I want to work first” he immediately drove the man with a sideburn to come out.
“Hmmm Reza I think impact studies are more important, because we can measure how many advantages and disadvantages we can get, he said, for preliminary studies I can immediately do the analysis when we meet with the client team” Reza smiled cynically apparently this is Arcy's wits in order to join Reza and Aswin to Surabaya.
“Don't you think I don't know your plan. Once again you sabotage my work plan, I do not hesitate to report it to the board of directors, no matter what your father's opinion” Reza immediately left the room with anger.
“Win..all three divisions for overtime work, tomorrow they must enter. Wrong they themselves violated the commitment of the meeting with me” Reza immediately made a tactical step, he did not want to take Arcy out of town already too many problems caused by the woman at home and in the office. Sooner or later he has to get it out, he's no longer working together.
Finally for two days Reza had to monitor directly the work of his men, this project is too big a value if missed. Japanese investors are very thorough and careful, but once they like and agree with the working pattern then only just do the coordination. For that all production planning and analysis documents must be complete and careful.
Sunday morning Reza spent resting, last night he came home late to be unable to meet his children and wife. Eleven o'clock in the afternoon when out of the room, the house felt quiet, there was no sound of children in the house.
“Mbak... kids where?” Jumi looked like she was preparing lunch.
“Tadi Non Rain asked to be escorted to buy school supplies, Mr. sleep soundly so Bu Hasna asked not to be disturbed, he said it will not be long before Ashar will return home” Mbak Jumi looked at Reza with concern, he knew Reza and Hasna were having trouble since Hasna locked herself in the room.
“Mbak..please prepare clothes for four days I want to Surabaya” said Reza while eating breakfast and lunch.
“It was prepared by Ms. Hasna yesterday Sir, was in the usual suitcase Mr. Jumi used” Mbak Jumi showed Reza's suitcase that looked ready in the corner of the room. Reza was pensive, apparently when he said he was going to go Hasna immediately prepared his clothes. Since yesterday he wanted to speak heart to heart with Hasna but his time was seized by work.
At four in the afternoon they just came home, starting with Maura who immediately noisily looking for it showed a new drawing tool that Hasna bought, stickers on the picture book, sticker, a drawing book that can be connected to a story to a T-shirt with the favorite princes Maura.
“Very many who bought” said Reza briefly, he saw Rain who was busy dismantling school supplies.
“Tadi Buna until tired of sitting transparent kulsi because he did not nemu” Maura complained about the incident last afternoon, just deserved a long time back home.
“Mana Buna her?” Reza looked towards the living room.So he saw Hasna enter but instantly disappeared.
“Buna wants to tidulan first he said Tapek” Maura directly coloring his new picture book, Reza has stood up for almost a month now Hasna looks unhealthy. Is she pregnant? Suddenly it came to Reza's mind.
“Papi want to see Buna first” he said while heading up, Maura immediately turned her head and said.
“Kata Buna dangan disturbed want to tidul so quickly shemuh” Reza smiled Maura very obedient to her mother.
“Iya Papi just want to see it will not disturb” Reza calm Maura that he will not disturb Hasna.
Slowly opened the door of the room, not locked either because too tired usually Hasna immediately locked the room. He saw his wife lying on the bed still with casual clothes out, her legs propped up by two pillows so that it was in a position on top.
Reza sat on the side of the bed, Hasna's hair covering part of her sleeping face, she looked tired. His face was not as straight as three weeks yesterday more contained maybe because after the semester test was not too drained of energy. Reza wanted to remove the hair that covered his wife's face but was afraid that Hasna would wake up and then move away from him. This is the closest distance one can get for almost a week after Hasna became inflamed while hugging it.
Almost half an hour Reza sat looking at his wife until then suddenly Hasna woke up from leg cramps. “Argggg... “ he tried to move his legs but it was difficult, Reza was immediately shocked to think Hasna would be angry, for a moment he stood up and saw to understand that Hasna had muscle spasms in her legs.
“Why his legs cramp..lemesin” Reza directly grabbed the soles of Hasna's legs that look straight and bend due to cramps. “Arghhh ..ahhh haaaa sick..” Hasna grimaced trying to touch the tip of her leg, but her cramps never go away. “Lemask..do not strain..remind...” Reza rubs tense muscles and massages slowly and then the shock begins to decrease until the foot that bends back to normal. Hasna immediately pulled her foot from Reza's grasp. She turned her body back to her husband.
“Do not disturb.I want to rest” Reza stood up and then took a breath, took a blanket and closed on Hasna's body.
“Yes just rest, do not be forced to wake up first, later as long as I leave if you are tired do not force to take care of the children. Rain and Maura can be accompanied by Mr. Agus if go” Reza looked at Hasna's back, no answer whatsoever from his wife until finally he decided to get out of the room.
Tonight he took a flight at 7:10 to Surabaya, meaning 5 o'clock must have departed from home. There is still 1 hour to get ready, accompanied by children in the family room. Reza felt his time with the family was decreasing, fortunately there was Hasna who always accompanied them so that his children did not lack attention and affection.
At five o'clock in the afternoon he was ready to leave, for the next four days he would not meet the children and Hasna, somehow he felt his departure this time was heavy, heavy, it was disturbing and made him feel unsettled.
“Maura accompanied Papi to Buna's room, Papi wanted to leave now” Reza held Maura if with his son Hasna would not be rude he was very caring behavior when with children. Reza knocked on the door.tok.
“Buna ...Papi wanted to go to Suyabaya” Maura shouted while knocking on Hasna's room door, hitting the door more precisely, not how long Hasna opened the door, her clothes had been replaced with house clothes.
“I leave first.. You take care of your health do not be too tired.. Later after I came from Surabaya we general check up..for too long you look cape and tired” Reza looked at his wife who seemed to throw his gaze did not look at Reza directly.
“It will take only four days, leave the children...I went yah” to his wife who looked cold and just looked out the door.
“Thank you..” suddenly Hasna spoke as Reza was about to move out of the door. Reza immediately stopped and looked at Hasna, apparently her anger had melted and wanted to talk to her. Reza looked at him deeply, but Hasna's eyes did not emit the warmth she used to just stare at him sharply.
“Thank you for giving me a lot of attention and material.. Hopefully smoothly and given convenience to the front” Hasna raised her hand to shake hands. Reza frowned, why it felt so formal like he was going to part with business partners and pray for each other.
“What do you mean, of course it is my responsibility as a husband do not need to thank as with others,” Reza laughs in confusion. Hasna kept holding her hand to shake her hands formally not to take and kiss her husband's hand. Reza looked at Hasna's hand.owh ok.. Maybe it should start with a handshake first, the greeting of Hasna's hand and they shake hands.
Reza pulled Hasna's hand so that the woman came forward and fell in her arms. Maura who was carried by Reza laughed…
“Hahahha….. Buna hugs Papi like Teletubies...Papi so tingki wingki…. Bellelukaan” Maura laughed, not feeling the turmoil felt by Reza when hugging his wife's body that felt stiff and did not give a hug back. Hasna just stood there and did not respond to the embrace, only as if jerking when Reza gave a kiss to her hair, she immediately released herself from Reza's embrace.
“Maura here carried with Buna, Papinya want to leave” He immediately released Reza's embrace and carried Maura. Koala cubs move from tree to tree easily. He likes to be spoiled like a baby.
“Don't carry with Buna you are already heavy kasian Bunanya sick..ayo accompany Papi down” Reza pulled Maura from Hasna's sling, down the stairs with a child as big as Maura dangerous.
Reza looked at her little family who was driving her away, Maura seemed excitedly waving her hand.
“Papi quick home…. Later do not forget to bring oyeh oyeh that banaak” he waved excitedly while jumping up and down.
The rain just waved a stale hand, for him this was an obligation that he had to do as a child.
Hasna just stared at him with a peck, no smile emanating from his wife's face, more on the look of sadness and voidness that emanated. Reza's heart felt choked until finally they did not look because the car was getting away.
Suddenly he realized that he had previously felt this kind of feeling, the pain as he was left behind by Mitha. Whether the woman had captured his heart which he had closed deeply with Mitha's memories. Reza looked back again, but the house was no longer visible, but why was the feeling of sadness and pain that he felt when leaving Hasna still gripped in his heart. Has his heart fallen to the woman he has not known for a year...Reza sighed after returning from Surabaya he had to talk a lot with her….
There is still a chance for him to be able to get an apology from the woman because when he was asked how he felt about the woman, he just silenced and did not say a single word. Reza looked back, suddenly feeling late and missing something….
Reza.I love you..Good bye