Mother to My Son

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It has been a week since the return from Bandung Hasna seemed a lot of daydreaming, actually Hasna still wanted to stay in Bandung but because Rain still had to go to school finally Hasna postponed the plan to stay longer. They only live a week in the apartment so they still need guidance and habituation. Finally, after a four-month study, they all returned to Jakarta. Mama did not demand Hasna to stay longer, she already knew that Hasna's obligation now was to be with her husband's family. Seeing Hasna already wearing a veil and her attitude is calmer and not easily carried away by emotions makes Mama more sure to release her child back to Jakarta.

“Why are you so quiet now?” that night after Reza returned from the office, he again saw Hasna looking pensively out the window of the apartment. Hasna looked up and shook weakly.

“Any story, don't hide. I know you think of something” Reza finally closed his laptop and sat on the edge of the bed looking at his wife who was standing leaning against the window looking out of Jakarta. Seen by his wife's clingy, wearing a negligee knee-length clothes Hasna's stomach seems to begin to bulge a little, his chest also looks more enlarged. Reza smiled at him, for him Hasna became more attractive with this appearance.

“Apaan is so comfortable with that smile. will not be far thought surely kesitu” Hasna immediately realized it as soon as he saw Reza's smile that was other than the others. Reza stood up and hugged his wife tightly. “Seny smile with his own wife is not prohibited, which should not be a smile with other women.Danger later suspected crush again” Hasna immediately melengos, and, having a handsome husband likes to make misgivings especially with his body that is starting to round now.

“Thinking what? Just story don't think about it yourself” Hasna breathed, finally he told Reza that yesterday Ammera reminded that this week is the time for spp payments and two more weeks they have to do a credit contract next semester. The month of February had only begun the second semester and that meant he had already entered into the sixth month. Hasna estimates that in April she had given birth to her meaning in mid-college. It was very difficult for him to attend college this semester, and that meant he had to take time off from college.

Reza was pensive actually yesterday he had predicted that Hasna had to take a leave of absence this semester, but he did not want to discuss it before being convinced of Hasna's thoughts first. She is happy that Hasna is prioritizing her pregnancy over college even though she knows that Hasna is enjoying her studies in S2 now.

“You have no problem taking a vacation first right? Focus on pregnancy first, so that your condition is healthy and can be maximized in the face of this twin pregnancy. Not all women experience pregnancy like you” Reza rubs Hasna's stomach gently, Hasna nods, he should not be selfish pregnant is a fitrah that can only be experienced by women and this gift must be maintained in preparing a great generation at birth later.

“You can take other activities that are not burdensome during pregnancy, I know you can not sit still and enjoy the activities as an ordinary housewife. Already have a shadow not want to do what?” Hasna seemed to think then sighed.

“I want to keep making learning videos for children. It used to make Maura when left for Japan, the viewer turned out to be quite a lot as well. Though I intend to make Maura aja” Reza smile “I also watch the videos you make, too, one that makes me last for a few weeks to hold back the longing well because of the video you made. I'm glad you look healthy sometimes the story isn't too telling.. Focus on looking at your face and hearing his voice. ughh if you remember that time I so like to hug fear you lost again” Reza immediately embraced Hasna tightly.

“Apaan anyway.. eungap ih Mas.” Hasna immediately pushed Reza away, now has a bucino husband so bothered himself, his work hugged and rubbed. Even if it only gets there often becomes a constant. Reza laughed at Hasna who was pouting, looking even more adorable.

“I want to ask you first want to know but always forget to ask.. Why did you suddenly decide to wear a veil?” Hasna glanced softly then sat on the side of the bed.

“Hmm actually from the first thought to use a veil just like to find the right moment. Now when I go to Japan I will go far, married women should be able to keep themselves from being slandered. Wearing a veil in addition to mandatory law can also keep ourselves so as not to invite slander. By wearing a veil, I was rich enough to maintain an attitude, not close to the non-muhrim, so also men will keep more distance by seeing me as a Muslim woman so that they can not be close together at will”

“It turns out that wearing a veil is really bad Mas, I became more careful again in behaving with a boy friend, I was, and they were also more able to keep their distance when I was wearing a veil so it felt safer that Reza” smiled faintly he did not expect that his wife was that mature in thinking. Though the trip to Japan was Hasna's efforts to avoid him but still respect and respect him as a husband.

“I'm glad you who now look calmer and not too passionate, sometimes used to feel like a different pole. It's hard to catch up with you, because the jumps are far away. Now I have started to walk together even though sometimes still lagging behind” Reza laughs at Hasna who looks confused.

“Yes if I lag behind you, I will pull you to parallel” said Reza, Hasna nodded “iya pull I am okay to be pulled back, said Reza, I really like to be too excited until sometimes forget that now there are already many tails that must be thought of” Hasna breathed.

Reza sighed, even though he could not forbid Hasna to develop herself, it was a promise he had to fulfill when they were getting married. “Ya of course you can, as long as you can manage the time between lectures by taking care of children. Don't think about anything else, I can take care of myself. The important thing is not to let the children neglected” Hasna immediately pout.

“Trus if I don't take care of it, Mas Reza will be taken care of with other women?” he immediately melengos. Reza immediately frowned, the feeling he did not mention would be taken care of by others, would only take care of himself.

“You know how the hell, I said I would take care of myself so as not to add to the burden” Reza until had to say slowly so that his wife understood.

“Yah same ngurus itself that means clothes prepared by others, namely Mbak Jumi, breakfast prepared by others as well, and then later if you sleep with others as well?” Reza widened since pregnant emotions Hasna still likes to go down and up, he had to take a lot of breath to be more patient.

“Ya already I want just taken care of you, do not want to take care of yourself or taken care of others” finally came to the easiest conclusion. But Hasna again glared, still wrong apparently.

“Yah..gak may be the same I all, later must take care of baby two, Maura the same Rain, trus while studying hard kan” Reza can only duck, so he wants what Reza thinks. “If early in the morning must be bothered I will not be able to prepare breakfast, so coffee is prepared just like Mbak Jumi. If burning bread can still be done, while running can also stay in the roaster. Dinner I accompany, if the clothes I prepare if it's not bothered. So later Mas Reza just take it from the closet, then if the night, sleep the same me well, even though there will be a baby too, too, I'm sure the pegels need to be kneaded all day long already acrobat” turns out Hasna has designed all the activities that might be passed.

Reza smiled and nodded. “Iya ready later I follow the commander's mother's request. Early in the morning if I need to burn bread I can do it myself, as well as make breakfast for the commander's mother in order to produce quality ASI. The evening will leave the energy to give a massage plus to fresh back” Hasna immediately glared at the term massage plus have other connotations.

“The troops will also need a gift in order to fight for a lot of money, who can love the gift here is just the commander” Hasna immediately melengos, her husband is a lot of reasons.

“Eh Mas from yesterday forgot to want nanyain.. how it works Kang Arkhan in the office” heard the words Reza fighting for money Hasna so remembered the upperclassman who now works as Reza's assistant. Hasna was worried because she knew that the two did not like each other when they met. Reza's smile instantly disappeared, he seemed to be thinking of answering. Hasna is increasingly concerned, for him Arkhan is the best upperclassman he has, a place to discuss and provide a very objective view of self-development...

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The dilemma most women face is that after marriage, whether to give up all dreams and make new dreams with family, can still a woman still have a personal dream but still be able to take care of family. If I personally never let go of the dream, make adjustments ok but not released just for family reasons. Because the family will ultimately provide support for our happiness. Not a happy mother will make the family happy too, so do not forget to find happiness without forgetting all our responsibilities. Because we also deserve to be happy....

The Love u Gurlz....

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