Mother to My Son

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It had been 2 days Hasna had not come out of the room and this was the 3rd night she locked herself in the room, the reason still remains the same pain fearing infecting the virus. Of course the only believers were Maura whereas Reza and Rain knew it was only Hasna's reason to avoid meeting with Reza.

“Papi did what wrong until Buna did not want to leave the room at all?” The rain immediately shot out with a question that made Reza instantly stifled. The rain saw Maura faithfully bringing food to Hasna's doorstep. The koala boy faithfully brought various foods and drinks to Hasna's doorstep.

“Hmmm..” is just that Reza's answer, Rain instantly sniffed. “Why is Papi so easily angry with Buna?” the boy was still not satisfied with Reza's answer.

“My friend whose father was angry and kept at home turned out to have an affair and now his parents began to separate.. Papi has an affair?” Reza immediately choked he looked at Rain with bulging eyes.

“Do not get used to talking carelessly like that” Reza immediately said firmly, kept spoon and fork he felt lost appetite.

“Then why is Buna always scolded by Papi, even though if I see Buna never weird. Never play out the night with his friends or anything strange said I sih” Rain looked at Reza with an annoyed look.

“There is an adult affair that is not understood the same children” Reza replied short.

“If I say adults make it too difficult for themselves, everything is made so problem” Rain is leaving Reza at the dinner table. Reza did not answer free disagreements with his son.

“Papi.. see here” Rain calls Reza up, he shows his sister Maura who fell asleep in front of Hasna's room by hugging a pillow. Apparently he overslept, faintly heard Hasna's voice from behind the door.

“The princess then slowly came out of her hiding place…. Hah.where the dwarves are… Why don't they wake me Snow White feels sad left by her beloved dwarves” turns out Hasna is telling the story of Snow White to Maura.

Reza sighed, of course Hasna did not know that Maura was asleep. Reza sat down on the side of Maura who was sleeping. He listens to Hasna's voice, who continues to tell the story for his daughter, Rain has entered the room.

“Ahhhh I will make food for my beloved dwarves. Maura knows what their favorite food is? Guess what they like…. Maura…..Maura?” hasna called out to Maura.

“She has slept” replied Reza short. He rubbed the youngest child's hair. The voice behind the door was silent and no sound was heard.

“Ra.. until when will you lock yourself in there? You are not like Maura, every day he just shut up at the door when he came home from school” Reza tried to persuade Hasna, there was no sound from behind the door. Reza tried to open the door but it was locked. “Ra.... open the door” still no sound whatsoever. Reza's attempts to communicate with Hasna come to a halt when Maura awakens from sleep and cries.

“Euuuhmmm... bunaaaaa” Maura woke up and delirious, Reza finally carried Maura and moved her into the room, she just looked towards the door of his wife's room. He wanted to break down the door, but he realized there had been too much drama in his household lately, felt by him and Hasna, he said, too embarrassing to be seen by his children especially Rain who has smelled irregularities since yesterday.

Throughout the night Reza thought of a way to persuade Hasna to get out of the room. Finally he decided that until tomorrow Hasna did not leave the room as well he would call Mama in Bandung, forget the shame he just felt worried about the condition of his wife. Not seeing Hasna for more than 2 days but in the same place made her chest hurt.

In the morning when everyone was awake and on the move, Reza could only glance at Hasna's room above, this morning Maura seemed uninspired and just sitting at the table was no longer eager to make breakfast for Hasna.

“Maura why did you pout all the time?” Reza smiled looking at his son who was just playing a spoon at the table.

“Buna pain lamaa..mola kangen..buna why not to doktel bial cepet syembuh” Maura plays a spoon while leaning his face on the table.

“Iya later Papi invited Buna to the doctor, now Maura breakfast first so she can take Buna to doctor” when Reza tried to persuade Maura to want breakfast, the sound of Hasna's room door open. Maura jumped up and woke up. “BUNA open the door ..” he directly got off the chair and ran towards the stairs.

“Bunaaaa..syuah she healed” she saw Hasna who came down from the stairs. “Buna why wear glasses with the same face closed?” he was astonished to see Hasna, who was wearing large boxed glasses covering part of her face and a mask that covered her nose and mouth, looking like she was wearing protective gear.

“Hmm Buna still has the virus but it's better.. But can not open the mask so that the virus does not jump as Maura” Hasna replied slowly, his voice sounded hoarse.

“Front Buna so do not look at Mola” Maura continues to pay close attention to Hasna

“Hmmm but his head is still looking, right?” there was Hasna's voice softly teasing Maura.

“Teliatan.. Buna is not an antu” Maura took Hasna's hand to the dining table. The rain that was watching Hasna looked like it was curious.

“Buna hurts what, why is it so heavy? Would you like me to go to the doctor?” Rain looked carefully at Hasna's face, “why now wear glasses? Those glasses minus” Hasna shook her head, “nda... her eyes are a bit poignant when exposed to sunlight.... What do you want today?” supplies Hasna turned her attention to the provisions.

“You have breakfast first do not think about the stock of children” Reza tried to start the conversation, but Hasna like not hearing it, she went straight to the kitchen followed by the tail that continues to follow her behind. “Mola wants to eat the same omyet made Buna” Maura holding Hasna's skirt from behind.

Reza just stared at Hasna who disappeared into the kitchen, Rain seemed to smile cynically at Reza. “Papi diasinin again with Buna..” he immediately followed Hasna to the kitchen. Reza could only breathe. No matter if he is considered not there, can see his wife move in front of him has made him happy, he does not need to call to Bandung to persuade Hasna.

That morning the atmosphere of the house returned cheerful as nothing happened, the sound of Maura again filled every corner of the room.

“Maura... let's go” Hasna down from the room looks already carrying a big bag. Reza saw him but said nothing, knowing that Hasna would not answer him. He tried to get her to talk but didn't get any response.

“Papi Mola shaykolah used to be the same Bunaaaa” Maura jumping in front of Reza, he was happy because today he left school accompanied by his mother.

“Yaa have fun at her school.” Maura salim and immediately ran after Hasna to the car. Reza stared from the porch of the house, his wife was already in Maura's car busy waving her hands happily, but Hasna did not take the slightest glance at him. Where his wife went with a big bag, Reza was curious but now he just wanted them not to fight so the atmosphere was better. He could not have started the conversation by asking what Hasna had in the bag, such as restarting a fight.

All day in Reza's office thinking about what Hasna was doing, he was waiting for his wife to come home from taking Maura, but it turned out that until 10 Hasna did not come home so he finally decided to go to the office. At 12 pm he called home, Hasna still did not come home. Only at 2 pm when he was in a meeting he got a message from Mbak Jumi that Hasna had gone home with Maura, wherever his wife for almost 6 hours.

And such activity has finally continued until it has been almost 4 days. Hasna kept herself shut from Reza, never answered questions from her husband, always avoiding being alone in the same room, covering her face with glasses and a mask, and always go with Maura to drop off school and come home when Maura comes home from school. Not knowing what his wife was doing made Reza even more curious. There was no way he would go to college because the first semester was over.

“Where are you if noon after taking Maura to school?” Reza could not help but ask, as they sat in the living room. Hasna was accompanying Maura coloring the book. Hasna did not answer him like he was busy with choosing a colored pencil for Maura.

“Buna..Papi asked Buna” and he looked at Reza with a worried look.

“Buna went to school accompanied Maura not anywhere” Hasna replied to Maura, he did not look towards Reza. That night Hasna was no longer wearing a mask only her glasses could not be separated from her small face.

“Kata Buna did not go anywhere with Mola at school” Maura became a spokesman for Hasna, Reza realized that his words made his daughter anxious. Hasna's phone rang she immediately stood up and moved away to the living room.

“Assmlkm Kaka.. There is where” Reza can still hear, apparently Angga who called. There is a business why suddenly Hasna away, Reza became curious slowly he approached the living room and entered his study, opening the door so that he could hear Hasna's conversation.

“Iya I am healthy, only often not feeling well, usually the power of the wind is not strong as AC” sounds the voice of Hasna is soft.

“Iya I need the money this week, hmmmm ten million later I return” for what money ten million instead of every month he sends pocket money twenty million for his wife, Reza frowned.

“Engga ahhh I want pinjem kok not ask, Kaka will also mourn to buy a house.. I pinjem yaa” really means Hasna borrowed money from Angga.

“Hmmm males nyeritainnya.. meningan ask the same Kaka aja than the same he” Reza snorted he suspected that he who is meant by Hasna is himself.

“Iyaa... Sister is also healthy always, do not forget to eat the same using sunblock ntar his face more and more items....love you” sounds Hasna ended the conversation. Reza became increasingly curious as to why his wife borrowed money from her brother.

He came out of the study and approached Hasna.

“For what you borrow money from Angga, every month you I live if less do not ask Angga what is difficult to ask me” Hasna looked surprised when suddenly Reza appeared from the workspace. His hand was grabbed by Reza so he could not leave.

“Same I now do you need ten million money..I transfer now do not ask Angga, embarrassing like not being able to support his own wife” Reza tightened his hand. Hasna tried to let go of her hand but Reza's grip was too hard, her face hardened and looked at Reza, behind the thick glasses Reza could see the look of hatred from Hasna's eyes, and suddenly Reza felt Hasna's leg kick in his shin.

“Arghhhhhh..”. He immediately bent over in pain, from the first weakness is in the legs, he had suffered a fracture due to a fall from the motor, from the first, he had a broken bone, so sometimes if the fastest tired feels sore is the calf and farts on the shin.

Hasna ran straight to the stairs.

“Maura color it accompanied by Papi yaa.. Buna want to sleep” he immediately ran up to the top. Maura who saw Hasna ran upwards immediately followed. “Molaaa would like to join Bunaaaaa...” leave all his drawing activities, only Reza is busy rubbing his legs. He looked at Hasna and Maura with a look of despair, his wife indeed had an extraordinary ability to hurt his legs from long ago.

Because Maura wanted to sleep accompanied, Hasna finally accompanied Maura in the room, much of which was told by Maura before going to bed, starting from his activities all day with his friends to Maura's story about the animals he met at the school park. Hasna listened as she patted her ass until the koala boy fell asleep.

Hasna slowly got out of bed, she was already feeling tired of doing all day outside. Tomorrow there is still a lot to finish, he must go to sleep. Reza's attitude that introgrates about his conversation with Angga makes him alert and must immediately go to the room and lock himself so as not to be disturbed again.

When Hasna went to the room, she was confused where the keys to her room, she felt she did not take it off, Hasna immediately looked around. Then he looked to the study table, whether he was forgetful until he did not remember to let go. As he was busy looking around he suddenly heard the door open and Reza entered Hasna immediately in shock.

“You looking for room key? It's me who took” Reza brandishing Hasna's room key pairing it back and locking it from the inside. It turned out that Reza had taken him off when Hasna accompanied Maura in the room, knowing that Hasna always locked the door as soon as she left Maura. Hasna could only stare, her breathing going up and down in annoyance. But he had promised in his heart not to talk anything to Reza.

“Why be surprised?” Reza smiled as Hasna moved away, not wanting to be with her husband. Reza drew Hasna, he felt a very longing for his wife. Drawn Hasna in his arms. Hasna revolted at Reza's encouragement but her strength lost far to her husband.

“Don't kick my leg again, later the fracture marks can recur” Reza directly close his legs on his wife's body making it difficult for Hasna to move. Hugging Hasna wholeheartedly, as she looked at Hasna's face, she could see that Hasna was throwing her face away.

“I'm sorry yesterday, a lot of things I was thinking so don't control my words” Reza held his wife's face, he tried to kiss Hasna but Hasna kept throwing face, her body felt stiff and rejected him.

For more than a week he did not hug his wife's body, his longing felt so heightened, he continued to try to hug and kiss her, but Hasna kept looking away and did not give any response.

Reza forced Hasna's face to look at him, removing the glasses that prevented her from seeing his wife's face. But Hasna kept looking away unwilling to look at him, Reza's hand hardened as she held Hasna's face to face him, now that Hasna's face was facing him but her eyes would not see him. Reza was getting upset.

“Why waste face.”

“You always laugh and look happy when with others”

“Why waste face while with me”

Hearing that Hasna turned her eyes to her husband, Reza flinched, no more loving and witty looks that had been emanating from his wife's face, only a hateful look.

“Why should I look at Mas Reza with a feeling of love when Mas does it without any feeling to me” the voice that comes out of Hasna's mouth sounds bitter

“Ohh yes I forgot... men can be in a relationship with women even without any love like Mas say” Hasna keeps his body away from Reza's arms, but he can not do it, the buttoning of his shirt with both hands violently released, revealing a body that was not closed to Reza who could only jerk at the behavior of his wife.

“Mas needs me now...Just do it. I'm just the object of satisfying needs, don't do it. I don't demand any feelings of love or outpouring.. Don't worry from now on I know myself where I am…. Just do it according to your wishes as long as you can..” Hasna then approached while shoving her upper body towards Reza, her gaze filled with anger, tears began to flow down her cheeks

“Do not worry I will not demand anything from now on…. Just do it as long as you can.” he said while upholding his face full of staring at Reza sharply. Reza was stunned he had not expected this kind of response he would receive. Lost was already the attitude of a cheerful wife and always persuaded seduce yesterday, who looked in front of her was a wounded woman.

“Akuuu...” Reza stuck. he rubbed his face, for the first time he was confused what to answer.

Confused what to say....