Mother to My Son

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Inside the office room, Reza stood facing out the window, Hasna approached with emotion, seeing Arcy's messy look made her start thinking too far, especially with the condition of the room locked.

“Mas... what the heck why if you want a discussion with Arcy have to lock the door all” Hasna said loudly, it's like to throw a paper bag containing cakes in the future. Reza turned her body around, not a guilty face she got but a face full of annoyance. Hasna was stunned her feelings mixed between sad, disappointed, upset and angry to see the incident earlier.

“You have told me how many times to keep the attitude.but you always act as if” Reza immediately snapped, his eyes staring sharply. Hasna was wide-eyed.it is not wrong this why even he had to keep the attitude.

“Haaah... not wrong to say Mas... say the same to me or Mas itself?” Hasna laughed cynically. He was stunned in Reza's shirt with a red stain like lipstick, Hasna approached at the corner of Reza's lips and looked red like lipstick. Hasna immediately bit her lips in annoyance, tears already welling up in her eyes.

“Mas Reza did what just now with Arcy? adultery?” said bitter. Tears began to pour from his eyes.

“Jaga your talk..not you who always can not resist not being close to other men… yesterday with the Arkhan now with the Arya like a Rolling Cup” Hasna immediately felt stabbed by a knife into his chest. “Mamaaaa…. What this hurt so muchiiii” he was speechless it was impossible for Mas Reza to speak like that.

“Aaaapa.. apaa Mas said just now..I rotating cup..” Saying Hasna stuck the knife stuck too deep.

“Iyaaa.. You can never keep a good name, embarrassing” Reza keeps swearing. Hasna was still in shock, clinging to a chair at the table. Her chest feels tight.

“I'm embarrassing what?” Hasna thought she had not met anyone, only with Arya and Maytha. Her tears kept flowing, “Mas Reza was seeing me and Mas Arya and Ma'am Maytha in the cafeteria? That's called shame? I eat with them in the dining room that's embarrassing? MORE EMBARRASSING MANA BY KISSING WITH OTHER WOMEN IN THE CLOSED ROOM” Hasna shouted with disappointment, her chest felt full of sadness.

“I only spoke to Mas Arya in the cafeteria for waiting for Mas Reza meeting, I chose to speak there because it is impossible to stay in his room without anyone else, I do not want any slander… I have nothing to do with Mas Arya.don't think of Mas's delay.. “.

“You can wait in this room quietly do not have to meet anyone if you want to meet me.. Mitha can do that WHY YOU DO NOTKKK” Reza yelled back because he was upset.

“BECAUSE I AM NOT MITHA MAS.. Ma'am Mitha never worked ..she never had a workmate here, and no college friends for quitting… in High School his friend is also just you Mas…. I'M NOT MITHAAAA” Hasna sobbing…

“Friends I banyaaaakkk…. I'm friends with everyone…. I just want to be friends..do not want anythingaaa” Hasna continues to cry.New first time in his life he feels that he is considered a problem because he has friends.

“Hahaha...it's your mind..men can relate to any woman without wearing feelings, as long as the woman is attractive she will be happy to be close and intimate with him” Reza laughed cynically…. Hasna immediately looked at him, Reza's words just felt like a knife that stuck it tore his heart.

“Ohhhh I just knew like that Mas Reza's thoughts about women.. I am a good woman who will only want to connect with men who are halal for me, men who become priests… the man I love and love. I can only do that with you Mas.. I have never done it with ANYONE” Hasna took a breath..

“I am now asking Mas Reza.. I am who for you.. don't call the mother of children…. What do I mean to you?” with Hasna gasping at Reza, her face was already filled with tears.

Reza snorted while turning her face away “From the past I never liked to say such useless things.

“I SAID I'M NOT MITHAA...HASNA HUMAIRA PUTRI.. Now I ask and must be answered .. WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO YOU... WHAT DOES MAS REZA FEEL TO ME AS A WOMAN?” Hasna pointed to her show with great pressure.

Reza turned his face to the window his face was filled with anger and annoyance. He did not answer just quietly and leaned on the table.

Hasna waited in silence but the answer she was waiting for was not a spoken visit from Reza's mouth. Hasna suddenly laughed “Hahaha stupid you Hasna stupid….. Ahhhahahahah stupid…. Ahahahhaha fool" Hasna hit her head, back she said. "Your daughter is a fool ...” she then turned around to take the bag that fell on her feet… wipe her tears and walk out.

Reza did not flinch, did not turn around or say anything, he heard the door open and then closed slowly. In the stillness of the room Reza was silent, his brain just as broken as it was. He could not think clearly what he was saying, only blurting out what he wanted to say without digesting its meaning. His breath is still broken.

Reza PoVs

Today's meeting went on to upset, all targets were not achieved and impressed even though companies who want to invest in investment continue to grow. It feels like I want to scream and make them think, feel every information and coordination has been maximized I do but why their slow movement all seems as if there is no target to be achieved.

When I saw the message that Hasna came to the office, what she wanted when the work atmosphere was full, not today there is no lecture schedule. When the meeting closed I went straight to the room, I hope he's still waiting there. When I opened the door it turned out he wasn't there, where he was.At the door I ran into Aswin.

“Win you see Hasna?” Aswin shook his head, then I passed Arcy and Prita, it seems that they are going to have lunch. “Prita did you see my wife?” Prita glanced at Arcy instead, as if waiting for approval. I saw Arcy raise his eyebrows while smiling, piquing instead of answering.

“So he said he wanted to meet Arya Pak on the seventh floor has long not met” Prita looked down I saw Arcy immediately smiling looking at me. “Lajarlah if young people want to collect the same young again if there is a chance...biarin again aja ..” I immediately left them.

“Tumben now diligently come to the office? Isn't he in college?” I told you once that Rara is now in college, because she keeps talking about Arkhan and Hasna's relationship until I finally explained that they are now college friends on campus.

“Great yaa.. for a size of women who do not like to dance and he has many male friends. Arya was among the most wanted men in this office, but she immediately fell in love with Hasna… until you also fall into the arms of him” Arcy if you say it is always annoying.

“I remember the time of the gathering they used to sing together, the power was very memorable for Arya… you are not jealous Za has many bini who like hahahahha. anyhow her age is below you also at muda” today is really frustrating, too many people who talk a lot are annoying.

“You can be quiet? Today I'm not in the mood to say private things” when the elevator opens on the second floor I immediately precede him, it turns out Hasna was there with Arya, Arya, they seemed to be talking to each other and laughing. I was immediately annoyed, why did she not think that people would see her as the wife of GM but instead was engrossed in chatting with the male staff intimately. He never laughed like that when he talked to me. Where is my pride…

“Do not make a fuss here .. You want people to see you hit his wife with the staff at the cafeteria. Where your pride” Arcy pulls my hand. “True also...it would definitely be a gossip if people saw me dragging Hasna off that table. What is the difficulty of listening to my request.is it difficult to keep a distance from other men…. Why is it so difficult to give understanding to this woman”

Finally I decided to go back to the room, I wanted to know where he was to be able to keep the good name of the husband in his own office.

“Mitha never talked to the staff. I remember that she was here she was always waiting for you in the room if it was a meeting… though you were in an old meeting also until two hours” Arcy even reminded me of the suffering I gave Mitha.

“Why didn't you tell me Mitha was waiting for me in the room? At that time she was pregnant at least you should give me a message.. You know if I was in a meeting I never saw mobile” until now I still feel upset because of the incident, the guilt never goes away.

“Well…. We have to be professional.. The time when the meeting is important you must be permission because you take your wife to check pregnancy” she seems not to care.

“As a woman you should care more about Arcy. because you will also experience it if you marry later” she should think from the female side. I left him and went into my room.“Haaah... it should be you who cares more about my feelings”.

I could hear Arcy talking that but I pretended not to hear him, today was too dizzying and upsetting. When I heard a knock on the door I thought Rara was coming but it was Arcy.

“What else is it?” pissing him off like a shadow that always follows me away.

“There's a staff who called Prita and said look at your bini again eating the same Arya… the whole staff so gossiping should he find a place that is not seen by the same people if they want to meet other men”

“What do you mean? You call my wife cheating” I'm getting pissed at hearing it.

“Ahahahahahha sorry sorry distance well my talk.. dong Za not to get rich emotions like that.. Lu must understand if your wife is still young, still want to meet the same age as him, you should give freedom dong with him. Kasian every day must take care of your children.. Do not get pregnant yourself know-know is told to take care of people's children. kebayang ...hahahhaha if I am going to bete and find entertainment rich now” this woman is too much babbling.. He now receives a phone call

“You can stay still gak” I'm getting dizzy hearing it..”I want to rest”.

“Ahahahaha you are getting angry the more it looks challenging” he is even approaching and like not caring about my frustration.

“See this frown on your lips the more visible” he even rubbed my lips, what the hell he was the more annoying. He became more and more fond of touching, I clap his hand that holds my shoulder.

“I want to rest..” when I heard the knock on the door .. Hasna apparently... that woman from earlier just came now to the room.

“Ahahahah he finally came too. try to ask more fresh not meeting the former ttm” want it feels to silence the mouth of this woman.

Tok..tok... heard the sound of “Mas mas... This is me Hasna” what else he wants. instead of entering .. my head feels like it wants to explode…

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Mas Reza, who wants to explode not only you but also the detergents here also explode… I am sharing this story not wanting to create a soap opera conflict but want to invite us to think that all things happen as a law of cause and effect… sometimes we easily draw conclusions and make informed decisions from what is visible without trying to find out what causes it and why it came to that. Do not be reactive to an event.. Thinking first and then react .. lots of drinking so no emotions. I've said it's a rollercoaster episode. There is a derailment then down, then flat. only this one the climb is steep.. patient yaa.... do not get angry later immunity down.. Stay safe by gurlz...

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