Mother to My Son

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Hasna PoVs

The effect of long trips is prolonged fatigue, yesterday all day I slept, fortunately just store meat and pasta. So the protein and carbohydrate needs remain fulfilled, only the vegetables that are not there remain the apples that I bought a week ago before leaving for Japan. If today do not eat vegetables and fruits I am worried that the fetus in the womb will lack vitamins and minerals.

Being a pregnant woman means having to realize that our bodies are no longer ours, there are other beings whose lives will be very dependent on our intake. If all this time I was most lazy to eat vegetables, but now I have to force myself otherwise he will experience a deficiency of building blocks in his organs. My body is no longer mine.

The first trimester is the process of forming the core organs of the human body if I read, the brain, organs, and spine. If we are examined to the obstetrician we can already hear the baby's heartbeat. Unfortunately, when yesterday together with Ammera checked to the obstetrician, the tools are being calibrated. But if I remember and recalculate it feels like this pregnancy is nearing the end of the first trimester, because the spots that appear are three months ago, while the discharge of spots that I read is a sign of early pregnancy for some women.

Tring.tring.tring. I see Ammera, who else would call if not her, this number only she knows.

“Assalamualaikum... What's up Merra?”

“Na.. your name is nyariin .. I'm really surprised he can know where my number is from?” there was the sound of Ammera panicking.

“Hmmm rich from old hp that I stayed in the car, you answer what?” apparently Mas Reza already knows that I must go home today.

“I pretend not to know if you do not go home, I just say that you came home yesterday really.trus ngeles deh again nyetir” sound not calm.

“Sorry Merra you're so bersawa-tawa same problem me. Later if he calls say only if I am healthy and need time to think” I forget that in the phone there is an Ammera number.

Frankly, I was hesitant to go home. Mas Reza always repeated the same mistake, suspecting me while together with others. If only he had done it out of jealousy on the basis of love maybe I could have understood. But if only on the basis of a claim of ownership because he feels as a husband and I his wife is painful, claimed like an item that has been purchased. It was my fault that marrying a man who was left for dead, his love might never be finished. But since I was pregnant, why is the feeling of ego that appears very big, want to feel loved and coveted like other women. Until I forget that I also left two children who were tricked by Ma'am Mitha.

One week.I just need an extra week to prepare. To meet Mas Reza with his head raised and without any more tears. One more week to turn off all feelings for him, to be able to accept the man even though he never kept me in his heart. I don't know if all the promises he sent in the email were just persuasions to get me back home. In the letter he also never expressed his feelings, just a promise to keep caring for me, remain there for me, and keep waiting for me to return.

 

PoV Rain

Today was the second day I didn't go to school, I couldn't stand everything that happened at home, Papi was like an undead his eyes were empty and confused. Several times when spoken to like not hearing for sure because his mind drifted somewhere. Only Maura can still be ordinary, just always whining and crying want to Buna he said. Yesterday night Papi had to carry him to sleep.

“Pi.. today at school is still off, preparation for next week's exam, now we try to wait in the apartment I choose."

“Apartment yesterday was good, but there is no way Buna would want to be there. Too modern” I know Buna does not like the atmosphere too modern, her language Buna is she likes to feel “insecure”. When I asked the reason why Buna also did not understand maybe because he was not used to saying. He also said he did not like to play to a big mall in Bandung “Paris Van J*v*” he said like to panic see the lights a lot.hahahha I so like to laugh remembering it.

“Why are you smiling yourself” Papi looks curious, the eyes of Papi now look unkempt maybe because it has 2 days not entered the office.

“I remember when Buna said he did not like the same modern atmosphere, he said he liked insecure. Fortunately Buna is not insecure with us” Papi even looks diem instead of nimpalin.

“Or Papi insecure same Buna?” even smile again.

“Iya Papi's wealth is insecure with your Buna, looks too perfect for Papi” Papi's face looks sad.

“Hahahah Papi rich new guy cut off same girlfriend.. Papi does not know that Buna is very loving with Papi, if you see Papi is rich see idol. If Papi again eat like geliatin and he wants this, Papi aja never menhatiin” I wonder the same Papi not aware.

“If Papi's night hasn't come home, his work looks at the clock continues to talk why well Papi hasn't come home, the same as Papi cape kayaknya, papi cape kayaknya, trus likes to ask the same I'm good call don't hahahah rich temen me who nanya want to call her chatty, suddenly look at the window when if Papi comes will be surprised by the sound of the gate opened” Papi looks shocked.

“Kok Papi do not know, why you never tell” Papi is really a man who is old and not slang.

“Ngapain also I must have a rich story that is, where I know Papi kepo., it is strange if suddenly I tell that Buna was ngefans with Papi… already married also why complicated story rich gitu” I can only shake my head. Kaya used to be Papi same Mami courtship is fine never no fuss.

“Papi used to date from the second grade of High School with your Mami, our college time away, Mami you studied in Jakarta, Papi in Singapore but Mami you are quiet people do not talk much rich Buna, but you are not, his male friend is also not much, even if Papi says” Papi seems to think about it first.

"Mommy you're a submissive person, can understand what Papi wants" Papi's gaze richly distant, rich face full of memories.

"But you've never been jealous of Mommy?" Papi looked like he thought and then shook his head. I immediately wanted to laugh at him. "Temen I a Junior High child likes to be jealous with his girlfriend if chatting with other girls. Papi's time never jealous with Mami" I'm sure Papi just keep the prestige.

"There is your Mami who likes to be jealous with Papi because there are many women who like Papi, and try to chat Papi continues" Papi looks very proud. "Trus if jealous Mami likes how?" I'm getting curious.

"Mami you like to snack do not want to talk or meet if Papi comes home, yes Papi has been at home, too long out of the room" Papi smiled satisfied, satisfied, papi has never been seen smiling for a long time.

“Hmmmm so Papi is not used to Buna you are a lot of male friends.... ah, you want to come again now? I will not study at home.. Let Papi who is looking for Buna” Papi still can not be brought to confide directly aja cut the story, I immediately shook my head.

“Gak..I'm coming back now.. Later I will learn there” I just got up from the dining table. Papi just drank coffee from earlier. “Papi do not eat first” Papi just shook his head.. Bunaaa must go home soon otherwise Papi will get more chaotic.

The second apartment we went to was an old apartment model only up to the fifth floor, many parents were sitting in the garden sunbathing. There is also a playground, many small children play with the same baby sitter.

“Papi.. I'm sure Buna rent an apartment here” I see the situation around his lobby is also comfortable, if yesterday many young women who dress scantily, I'm sure, seliweran in the lobby that does look like in a 4-star hotel, because it is also rented to the public.

“Papi we just wait here if anyone comes down from the elevator will look” I immediately pulled Papi sitting on the sofa in the corner but his position is strategic, it's funny to see Papi is now a rich father who is confused follow him with his son. Don't look too rich anymore.

“You sure you want to wait here? Papi today can still handle” Papi even seem to worry about me.

“But if we can both change the elevator, but if we can miss ourselves. Now I saw the elevator, Papi next.. Papi can now work first from here” I immediately take the position of wenak. Satpam who looks mundar mandir pay attention directly to me face, ehh he pees him.hihi do not lose serem.

At 10 o'clock I began to feel sore, it's been an hour and a half we sit but still not seen traces of Buna. Satpam has approached us directly I stand because Papi again engrossed in his work on the laptop.

“Good afternoon Ma'am..Sorry to have been sitting waiting for who?” still polite ok.. So remember the same Buna can not be evil as people who just carry out their duties.

“I wait for my Brother, he has not come sir, lock his room in dia” I immediately use stretching movements so he squirms if I also pegel sit waiting. Mr. security guard immediately nodded, the important face must convince not seem weak fear of the security guard.. I fear God and Papi Hehehe..

“Pi... would you like me to buy you food?” Papi his face is not moving at all is still fun glaring at the laptop.

“Papiiiii.. want me to buy you food?” must be shouted in the ear so that it is mysterious. Papi was immediately shocked by the squirming.

“Eh... yes-yes can same one” coffee I just shake my head, this is a cafe asking for coffee same food.

“But I stay for a while to buy food, Papi can not work first, see the elevator. Close his laptop” Papi if not given ultimatum kaya will not understand. Fortunately I joined, free to monitor if his eyes are not aware of the target. Papi just nods while continuing to look at the laptop.

“Papi…. Close the laptop I say” I started sprain, if rich gini can be empty stomach emotions I become a child of the ungodly.

“Iyaa-iyaaa..” finally understands also Bapakke. I just saw a cafe near the playground in the apartment area there must be a choice of good pastry and can be eaten rather than buying in the mart.

It turns out there is a favorite croissant Papi, hmm Papi most like that crossant with butter aja then for coffee I immediately ordered one americano and latte. It turns out that the choice of pastry is very much there is my favorite red velvet, and what this wuiih matca cake is delicious rich I immediately seneng long time no cake like this. Nanggung same Buna's favorite cheese cake who knows today met.

Imagining a matcha cake makes me want to spend time in the lobby. Ehh that's why Papi rich run to chase who?. Whaaats. Bunaaa we got you….