Married to My Own Gus
Well-forced
I decided to be a good Santri wati yes, at least for a while, at least seeing the situation safe and under control. I feel very tired in the law. I don't want to go in the bathroom anymore, oh that sucks.
"Bring this Ndalem, there are many other santri wati waiting" Brother Fatma told me to bring brooms, magic and laps
What is this ?! when I wanted to change my role, because I was bored in the law, even though I was forced and pretended. At least I want to play a good santri, but why now I have to get clean-up duty again, oh no. Is this the Pondok pesantren or the Pondok penghukum?.
"Good sister" that's all I can say, but actually in my heart I want to get angry and curse this woman in front of me, she looks old, and stay in the cottage for sure he's not doing as old as this unmarried, but I don't dare to talk, I'm now trying to play a good role, so as not to be in the law again, so as not to be in the law again, can I stand in front of the ndalem like the other day.
In Pondok pesantren often heard the term Ro'an,...Ro'an is a kind of clean-up term that is done all santri, either Santri wan or Santri wati in teamwork, in part, in part, working in groups and alternating according to the specified schedule.
I remember when I was thirsty and drinking. Brother Fatma came intending to have me do a task. I who at that time did not know about the arrival of Brother Fatma, I was very surprised and accidentally the water I just drank, even I sprayed into his face, he said, not that he was angry but he smiled back at me.
"Sister Ma'af, I didn't mean it" I really had no intention of splashing his face with water from my mouth.
"It's okay, you didn't accidentally" Fatma wasn't angry. Just trying to wipe his face from my spray water earlier with Tisue giving Santri wati who saw the incident.
"real Brother...I didn't mean it" I tried to ask ma'af, I was so afraid that if in trouble again, I was tired of being punished.
"It's okay, after all Brother is wrong, it has surprised you" Sister Fatma just smiled and left me, before she could tell me what she really told me.
I feel relieved, at least everything will be fine, because I did not accidentally and I did not make a troublemaker.
But good luck has not rested on me, in the afternoon one of the representatives of Khodam(helper) Ndalem asked me to stand in front of Ndalem for an hour, he said "The government of Ndalem" because there was one of the Ndalem family who saw the watering incident, which I accidentally saw my attitude, I was considered impolite, did not have a good moral, did not have a good deed, not in accordance with the manners. Yes, I have to obey, if I do not want to and violate my punishment may increase. Of course I don't want to instead, if it has to be in law and the clock stands plus continue, so tomorrow I have to stand in front of Ndalem for three hours, Want to not want Me to do.
Seeing the behavior and manners of all Santri wati here, one of them was Brother Fatma who was not angry when I spouted water on his face, even though I accidentally. But if I am in the position of Brother Fatma I will not forgive and I am angry with the person who poured water on my beautiful face, even if he intentionally or not.
But Brother Fatma is different from me, his soul is like an angel who is always guarding, while I am like a demon who is soak.
"Dear of behavior, polite nggeh" Fatma advised, warning me to be polite, gentle way of speaking, how can he not be angry with me ?! I don't know if he was too kind, when I poured water on his face, he wasn't angry, just smiled and now he's kinder to me, soft-spoken and advising Me to be better. I was a little embarrassed of him.
"The Ro'an is part of our Barokah as a santri, who sincerely runs it, so that we can get blessing in every step we take, while we are still mondok in this pesantren, and even more so, later, when we have come out of Pondok Pesantren Nurul Huda that we love and are proud of"
Advice Brother Fatma to us, who got the Ro'an part at this time.
"Good sister"They all answered compactly and looked very excited, but I don't know what really got them excited. What because of the advice from Brother Fatma earlier or something else.
"It must be very handsome"
"Astaghfirullah, keep the intention"
"you guys, remember the sincere intention"
"Fantasy, but if he wants, I'm ready, too"
They're all blabbering, and I don't know what they're really talking about, I don't want to interfere, I don't want to get along with them anyway.
All the Santri Wati that I see is very excited, some are smiling themselves, some are serious about doing their job, some are strange, hem each there is a mirror of Santri Wati is stylish, it's very beautiful, sometimes he tidied up his clothes, sometimes his hijab, anyway Santri Wati this one is strange.
"Mr...Mbk...This is my room please clean" oh no... handsome male voice, white, no scuffles on his face, smooth face no stain, oh is this human or angel?? when I saw it as if the world stopped spinning, I stopped for a while. I don't want to lose a moment in my life.
"Assalamu'alaikum Mbak ..can help me, please clean my room" he said again, but I'm ambiguous, between conscious and not. I still look at him unblinking, even though he looks uncomfortable with my behavior looking at him.
"Astaghfirullah pah adzim.ya Allah, who are you?! . Ma'am.you can help me" he spoke again. His tone of voice was soft directly touching into the heart.
"Can I help you with whatever you want" unconsciously I prattle, when there's a person's voice of a dehemist' I just realized, I'm babbling in front of a handsome creature in front of me. I feel so ashamed, I am usually the one who never feels ashamed of everything I do.
"Ma'af sir..ma'af yai, your ma'af?!" I don't know who he is, just this time I saw a man as handsome as him.
Ever since I set foot in Pondok Pesantren Nurul Huda never once I saw a man who was there and entered the Pondok Pesantren area, Pesantren, usually there may be men but just take the garbage and go, or men who deliver the gallon to the rooms of the Santri wati, jasai immediately go.
Santri wati here usually calls the man with the call kang. And really I don't dare if I have to tease the kang-kang, I'm afraid in the water flush got, like what I saw in the beginning I entered the boarding school.
But this is different, this alien creature in front of me is different from the kang-kang that I accidentally saw, even without realizing I was willing to be in the law, in the water flush got, in order to embrace it.
"You must be the new santri,..I'm Gus Baha'" He spoke but didn't see me, his speech was gentle, polite and very revealing of the class of ilumya faith
"What's?..Who? ..Gus Daha'?!" I'm talking seriously, I can't hear clearly what he's saying, because I'm still focused on seeing eyes that don't want to look at me, I'm looking at his nose, his mouth, his mouth, her skin was even the sandals she wore, I looked at all with great admiration.
"Gus Baha'.and it saw it not so, sin" His words reminded me of Almh.Mother, my eyes immediately water, I immediately cried
Sin is a word that is often said Almh.Mother said, I used to be very afraid if the mother said sin, whatever Mother said I always do, if there are things she does not like, when there is a word 'Sin', I will immediately ask ma'af and do what Mother ordered but since she died I seem to forget, what is Sin? and today I heard from the man who made me fly with all his advantages, and now I am free-falling because of his word "Sin ". I couldn't hold back my crying.
Sometimes the words of others are the same, they want to remind us, they want us to change better. Dad, Wulan or anyone who cares about me often reminds me and also often says words mean "Sin" so that I am afraid and end all my naughty and Dablek activities, he said, but my heart was not at all knocked. This time it's all different, I don't know why? when he said "Sin" I just wanted to cry. Am I just acting like he wants to hug spoiled? but no I cried sincerely for remembering Almh. My beloved mother.
A person who has died is cut off all his charity, except for three things, one of which is a sholih or sholikhah boy who prays for his parents, if I am naughty who will pray for my mother?
