Married to My Own Gus

father's first letter

As a Mantri in the village, Dad really understood the meaning of maintaining health, since a long time ago, Dad was very clean and healthy, at home all well organized and neat. In front of the house there is a small garden, there all in the garden Dad very neatly, there is turmeric, Temulawak, Ginger, Galangal all of it deliberately planted Dad in front of the House, intend that many neighbors who imitate the habit of growing plants that are only in to know many people as a seasoning kitchen alone, even though the use of Father is very extraordinary, Father said, not just a complement to the taste of cuisine in a food dish.

Turmeric and ginger can be used to increase stamina, keep the human immune system free from various diseases. In the yard next to the house Dad also planted a variety of plants that are no less useful as well, there are chillies, there are lemongrass, there are siri leaves and many others, all of which are considered ordinary plants, if you do not know the manfa'at contained in it.

Not only is there a small garden that is very useful for health. There are also trees that bear fruit every season, there are mango trees, there are longan trees, there are water guava trees and lime trees are no less in tanama also by Father.

"Give this to Mbok Sri and Mbok Iyem" Almh said. My mother told me to deliver mangoes to the neighbors.

"Gift is good, it can be done in whatever form we have, there are so many pleasures that Allah SWT loves for us, with alms is a little way we always give thanks for what Allah SWT has given us. Alms do not have to be with money or price, sincere origin and intention lillahi Ta'ala. Whatever we have can all be alms, even a smile can be worth alms" Those words I always remember even though I have not been able to run all well, let alone about a smile, let alone a smile, males I always have to smile.

Not only in front of the house, in the house too Dad was very instrumental, always tidying up the toys that I leave scattered everywhere, the floor always looks clean. Each room is deliberately ventilated that uses not only adem but can be more that can make air ventilation. The bathroom is always brushed every day, always looks clean and fragrant.

The father of a very good family priest, if the mother is busy cooking, while our clothes piled in the corner of the bathroom, deftly and without pomp, Dad will wash it immediately, he said, for me Dad is an idol, a dream husband, whatever busy Dad is, he will never forget family.

At night I was often alone with Almh. Mother at Home, we tell about many things, about religion, school even about all the goodness of Dad. Me and Almh. Mother was very happy, felt always pampered Dad, and if Dad came we were generous sleep. See me or Almh. Mum fell asleep and Dad always massaged us, and kissed the tops of our heads so sincerely.

We're a very happy family, doing everything together

Jama'ah prayer is the moment I like the most, me and Almh. Mother will always wait for Dad to come home from work, then we will pray together, wiridan together, and read the Qur'an together. Dad and Almh. My mother muroja'ah all my readings together.

"The Qur'an is a light, it can be a guide for us Muslims in the living World, and it can be our light in the grave when it is gone, and only names remain" Dad gives advice every time you finish muroja'ah so that tomorrow, I learn it can be more active

Mother graduated from the boarding school, since childhood all kinds of religious sciences have been practiced on me, I am no stranger to the name of teaching must be with good machroj, reading in the letter of the Qur'an, I am no stranger to the name, the law wears the hijab and many things, I already know it all, but since this unassuming mother just showed up, actually I was educated with a very strong religious knowledge by my parents, taught good manners and good manners since childhood. Always treated by both my parents and those around me.

Everyone has always respected and loved me, probably because my father was a good-natured Mantri and Almh. My famous mother is very generous to everyone.

Religious education, good morality once Mother applied in educating me, I feel very grateful for my life..'It used to be. When I was perfect, nothing was missing in my life, everything was complete. I feel very happy and very grateful.

sometimes I want to be me first. There were times with my old self. I'm still a good boy that Daddy loves but I can't, I'm just thrashing on circumstances that I don't know, maybe this is the path of destiny that I have to go through, everything is in line, my mother died, it's fate, but the problem is, I haven't been able to accept fate, this is what makes me look.

I was weak at the time, I lost a person who loved him very much, always crying alone, praying alone, as if Dad had forgotten, if there was me. People who desperately need power from him.

My soul just appeared. More specifically I don't know, but I feel there's been some dissecting with me since I lost all the special treatment I've been getting all along. A father who no longer cares and loves me. When someone mocks me, you're never present in any of my past.

Almh Moments. Mother dying is the worst time for any child, should be as a Conscious Dad's parent, if I need him the most .

Although gradually Father has changed, Father has returned to be the true identity of my father. My old father, who was attentive and affectionate, but I felt too late, it was too late for me

The days that I go through are all ordinary, I prefer to be together with my friends, I like to gather and spend time with them, just a get-together, yes, pray still I do never forget, teach in the Qur'an application I often do, only I do not like the bridle.

Assalamu'alaikum Wr. wb

greetings to loved ones Father just wrote directly, true if men find it difficult to express their feelings directly in front of the person they love, Dad wrote this miss is so heavy.

'Dad loves you so much, Dad's love for you is so broad, not because it doesn't love you, to put you in the boarding house, actually from the past Almh. I wanted to put you in the boarding school, but Dad refused, on the grounds that you were a kid, and Dad couldn't bear it, but now I realize that's what Almh said. Mother was right, when the Son was put into the boarding school, in fact we are putting sand into the reef, let the time will make the sand into a shining pearl and expensive value, he said, although it is hard to let go but it is the best that can be done.really Daddy loves you very much, turn into a Father Son and Almh. Sweet mother as your old father misses you, I miss you so much that smart, cheerful never misbehaving or refuting, may you find a good destiny, become a better person, may you be a better person, the full sholikha woman

wassalamu'alaikum Wr.wb.

From Dad, the only person who loves you, wants the best for you.

I know Mom's death, it's not Dad's fault but for me Dad's kindness makes me careless, Dad doesn't have a temper.

the letter from my father let it go, I didn't mind, I read it and I've, I don't care, even though my heart is already lost with Dad, now, in the letter there is a money of four hundred and fifty thousand rupiah, he said for pocket money.

If Dad were here I'd say" Here I'm full of punishment, I've never been a snack, every day I've eaten punishment"

I'm just pretending to be good for the sake of not being punished, but the word 'Sin' of a handsome creature named Gus Baha' slightly dashed my imagination about the rancid, whether I will change well, this is for Gus Baha''s sake' Or because I've fallen in love with that handsome Gus, I'm confused.