Married to My Own Gus
No
I once thought I would marry someone who had a father-like nature, who loved family, was responsible, harmonious, a man who was always smiling, good but said Almh.Mother I must be good first.
My second meeting with the 'Perfect' for the second time, what a meeting I didn't expect, a meeting more embarrassing than the first one.
I cleaned the got.
"Sholat dzuhur tumben at the beginning shof?!" Brother Aini who was beside me was being friendly to me.
"Enggeh.." There's nothing I can say, I don't know, what's wrong with me, but I feel like I'm still a whim, for today I want a diligent congregation, or maybe it's because of something, a santri wati tengil has changed a little, I think not.
"Doing Anything must be with sincere intention, not because of something, or because of others, do anything because sincere, sincere lillahi ta'ala" Kak Aini advised me.
Here I have never seen people angry indistinctly, waiting for worshipers or no other work, they will prefer to read the Qur'an or memorize lessons, not the time they waste.
When in the room there is one Santri wati who is sick, then the other santri wati will take turns to look after, care for, accompany faithfully and sincerely.
Every Friday everyone rejoices, many of the santri wati here who are visited by his parents, when there are those in the sideburns, then I and Wulan are always invited, but I'm so sad, how can a perplexed person like me eat with them? Their names alone I don't know, there's no way I'm getting along with them.
But it's Unique Pesantren's children, I'm the one who is rancid and stupid turns out to be famous, they all know my name, they all want to be nice, polite, and sincere, they always invite Me to eat together, they always ask me to eat together, if there is a Santi wati in the sidebar, the beginning I hesitated, now start to be happy, and become a habit.
Days change, I remain rancid and whimper'an but for the sake of not in the law I always pray worshipers and of course the first line of shof, although I'm not sincere but at least I'm free from punishment, that is enough, Advice Aini I still remember but I can not practice perfectly.
Friday is always special for santri wati, early in the morning we all just clean up the entire cottage area by working together, not because it is in the law, but the awareness to live cleanly, he said, I don't really understand according to it, I'm looking for safety, rather than having to be in the law again.
For other santri wati, Friday is also very blessed, they are in the side of their family, brought good food from home, given a lot of money, stock, but not for me or for Wulan, for us Friday can be able to eat for free, and sleep as much, because Friday for us school holidays, Naji holidays, sleep anytime, and, anywhere is free,
where do people know about Wulan?
