Married to My Own Gus
dating with punishment
The wind, the sounds of the birds. I felt such a calm atmosphere, though not yet at home in the whole boarding school, I felt a little bit of calm here, everyone was so friendly, polite, and kind, when they talk there is always a smile that expands,
Sometimes I don't think with their attitude, aren't they tired? how can they always talk with a smile, I who just look at it is tired.
I'm sticking to my point, I still want to get out of here, but I don't know every day I've been doing business, jumping out of my bedroom window, night out everything I've been doing, I know, but always caught and ended with punishment, until everyone seemed to know me, indirectly I have become a very popular santri wati, yes of course because of my crazy work, he said, not because of achievement but because of punishment, I'd love to get out of here. I want to always make trouble so that it can be taken out immediately, it has become my determination, I don't care if Dad is angry later, I will, even if you have to be angry or quiet I think it's better than I stay here, feel the punishment every day, all the queues, my freedom seems to be guaranteed, if I stay here, if I stay, after all, I've been mondok, for me it's enough to relax all this, even if only for a moment. Here I have had enough of a sad experience, and there was a bit of a pleasant experience. I'm out of here and maybe everything will be okay.
The punishment is always I get every day, sometimes I want to cry, why is it so heavy here?. Is this a holy prison? I am tired of feeling punishment every day. I was tired and felt like giving up
Here can not bring hp, can not play games, can not make status in face book. Can not surf in the world of You tube and Tik tok'an, even just want to contact Dad to let go of Miss can not. If allowed to bring hp might be a little happy for me, and can forget the punishment for the sake of the relationship I experienced.
I'm the one who lost my own idea, I'm here to be troublemaking until I'm about to be ejected it turns out that the weapon attacked me back, when I'm "Nakal" not a curse or emotion that comes out, but PUNISHMENT, here as if I was always going out with punishment, makes a jerk not have to be angry, with polite behavior can change everything.
Here all the queues, Eating in line, bathing in line, while bathing in queue I will do troublemaking again, my intention let me get out immediately, I broke through the queue, in the bathroom I did as I pleased, I will do so, I took a long shower, I made dirty water, everyone was banging on the door but I didn't mind, but I was still engrossed in it.
"Eating vegetables aja Antri" I complained to feel my stomach sore, maybe my stomach acid rose, because late eating
"Patience dong, the santri is a lot, this is a thousand you know" the santri who queues behind me talk, because I do not intend to know them.
"Ukhnu...Af'wan don't be long ago, we have to go to school, later we're all late" the voice of the person I don't know, must be one of the santri wati here, masa' he could enter a cottage that was specifically for women.
"hee.hee.he..ye.m..I don't care" I keep saying as much as I want and talking about ignoring them.
In this cottage area, the bathroom is a lot, but because the santri is also a lot, you must always queue, the bathroom is not too wide, the water flows into one but each room, you have to wait in line, in small sections.
It's funny to think. I always make trouble but I myself am always a victim, not just once, but it happens many times
"he 'em...I want to stay here" I'm talking like I'm not afraid of anything, but actually I'm scared of the incredible, facing anything and anyone I dare, but not this one guy, but not this one guy, Brother Sari.
"Alright..stay here continue" the last words of Sari, after that there was a sound 'Ceklek' oh no bathroom door that I use to shower this time, in the key of Kak Sari from the outside, and then there was the sound of 'Ceklek' oh no bathroom door that I used to bathe this time, in the key of Kak Sari from the outside, I have to be here forever.
After a long time in the bathroom, I felt my body cold, I felt nauseous, wanted to vomit but I tried to resist, so I was a little sensitive to all the smells..I feel nauseous and want to vomit, I can't stand the first time I get into this bathroom, but because I've been here too long, plus the cold that I feel makes my stomach even more nauseous.
I feel right if this is a santri songong adzab, but somehow I have no regrets. Is it because my songong soul is too big? I feel suffering here
"Please, help me, I can't stand it here, I want to get out, you guys are winning" I spoke while holding my nauseous stomach, I covered my nose with a towel, I said, my head feels heavy and twitching I feel weak and cold.
"Father help your son who is feeling this bad!". I speak in my heart.
"Please...I'm serious, I'm asking ma'af, I can get out of here right now" I'm talking getting weaker, but I don't hear another santri wati's voice, quiet, lonely I'm alone, alone in the bathroom
I felt a little scared, no one's voice, not even a passerby or just pee, I know it's noon, since I feel like I've been here a long time, surely it's time for them to go to school, and if they're all in school, I'm alone here? it's worth it.
All these feelings are mixed together. My stomach feels nauseous, my head feels so heavy, plus my fear should be in the bathroom alone.
Do I have to regret mingling troublemaking and getting all the punishment? really help me
