Lovely Love

Karmas

The incident was not just a deep regret in Nadine's heart. But it also presents another calamity, which cannot be faced with a sigh of regret.

Nadine doesn't get her period. He knows why. Aib approached slowly.

The suspicion has no real evidence. But what difference does it make? Their affection in the quiet room was enough to give an idea, even if only once.

She doesn't want to get pregnant! She's afraid. So scared. Not afraid of giving birth. Not afraid of having children. He can't take it!

Gerdy was shocked to receive the news, and in disbelief. How did it get away? Even though Nadine has taken anti-pregnancy pills exceeding the dose!

Gerdy deliberately came to Jakarta that night because Nadine wanted to convey it directly. They met at a famous cafe. This matter is impossible to talk about in the lodge. Moreover, the situation is getting hotter because they failed week end to Anyer.

"It's not a guarantee" Nadine said as she ate the dish without passion. "We did it right on my fertile day."

"You know a fertile day but it doesn't remind me" Gerdy said. "I can be outside."

The news was beyond belief. He believed so much in the potency of the pill. Or is his friend giving him fake medicine?

Luki couldn't possibly dare to trick him. They used to use it for dating couples. All this time no boyfriend has been in an accident, for the first time too!

"I know after counting the dates" complained Nadine bitterly.

Late, inner Gerdy limp. Calculating the date after the event is stale information. As a prospective doctor, he should have known from the beginning.

"Have you checked into the clinic?" gerdy asked with a raging feeling.

"Free. I've never been late. Especially for five days like this."

"Who knows the disease."

"I've tested urine at the lodge with a test pack. The result is positive."

"It could be wrong."

"I'm a candidate for obstetrician."

The gynecologist candidate could escape, Gerdy grumbled in his heart. What about those who do not know their knowledge? Worth a lot of trouble!

"You better test a blood sample to be sure" Gerdy murmured. "Not enough test pack."

Nadine speechless. Suddenly a new hope emerged. Yep! Who knows if the test pack is wrong! Who knows when the disease is coming late!

Blood samples are tested in a laboratory. The results are more accurate. There is no harm in trying, even if it takes a little time.

But the results of the doctor's examination threw back hope that had soared. The results of the blood sample test in the laboratory are positive! Nadine is really pregnant!

The ultimatum was like a bolt of lightning in broad daylight hitting Gerdy, disrupting all consciousness. But the doctor's words so clearly pierced the eardrum. Exhaling reality that must be accepted.

"You're a happy couple" the doctor said with a smile. "My patients are mostly old. They do not delay pregnancy, but delayed pregnancy. There have been ten years of households that have not been blessed with children. You deserve to be grateful."

Be grateful? Do you know whose doctors they are? How can I be thankful that I wasn't expecting the baby? How can He speak to God when He has made His decision?

The doctor's smile halved. "You guys don't seem happy. Are you guys...?"

"Of course we're happy, very happy" Gerdy cut into a far-fetched laugh. Nadine until dumbstruck, a new age saw her boyfriend laugh even though very bland. "We just didn't expect it because it was faster than expected."

"So you guys actually want to delay pregnancy?"

"Not really."

"We'll excuse you, doc," Nadine said before the doctor became suspicious. "I can't wait to immediately give a surprise to the house person."

"Congratulations...."

For married couples, the presence of a child is a great blessing to tighten the rope of affection, and maintain the integrity of the household. But to them, it was a great disaster!

What should Gerdy say to his parents? How did he tell this disgrace? Just heard the word accident they must have fainted!

He was not ready to accept the presence of a baby! Even his own flesh and blood! It's too soon before he's ready for a fight!

"You're mad at me?" nadine asked, breaking her daydream. He realized they had left the hospital and were walking in the courtyard to the car park. "You're angry I'm pregnant?"

Angry, Gerdy thought with an erratic feeling. He hated himself. Condemn stupidity. Now what's the responsibility? Is it enough to regret?

"It's my fault" Gerdy said almost inaudibly. "How can you be angry with you?"

"Who are we both, Ger," hissed Nadine bitterly. "We have defiled the sanctity of our love."

The sanctity of love, thought Gerdy kelu. Is that in his heart? How does it happen when there is a holy love between them?

"We've been stupid" said Nadine. "We've ruined our own future."

Gerdy quiet. Don't know what to answer. But he knew this problem could not be solved with just regret, berating.

Nadine suspects Gerdy to be quiet. He looked at her closely. "What's in your head? You suspect I'm setting you up?"

Gerdy surprised. He did not expect with a speech that slid from the tiny lips full of charm. How did Nadine come to have such thoughts? Though she knew her pregnancy was risking their future!

After all, Gerdy witnessed Nadine taking anti-pregnancy pills herself. The habit of playing with his girlfriend to make sure there are no problems later on, sometimes reaching the peak of enjoyment outside.

Nadine's womb is karma. One time playing live! But it's useless to sue God, everything has happened!

"You can leave if you feel trapped" said Nadine sadistically. "I'm not asking you to take responsibility."

"So baperan ya," said Gerdy relaxed, when his mind is dizzy not playing, thinking about what steps to take. "Having only one child with me already panicked so, how about two?"

"Twin you mean?"

Nadine's logic does not work so the words are less connected. The results of the blood test really made his mind in a fog!

Nadine put an envelope containing the results of laboratory analysis on the dashboard of the car. He couldn't have taken her to the lodge. They just go in and out of the room. There is no privacy.

"Don't keep it in there," Gerdy said as he ran the car leisurely. "This car includes objects suspected by Umi. Then I do a clean gladi before I go home, just wrap the gum into the question."

"I've never eaten gum" snorted Nadine. "Typically a high school girl with a piece of gum! That must be Karlina's ex! Or is there another girl?"

"I don't think it's a good time to talk...."

"I can't take that map to the lodge" Nadine said fiercely. "Mother would want to know."

"Yes, I will disappear later in the shredder," said Gerdy patiently. "Today's mommy's at home?"

"He's only coming home when the bat's out."

"Well, keep on knowing where you brought the envelope?"

"Friends lodge all ngadu!"

"Do you like to do it too?"

"I've never been to a boarding house no matter what they do!"

Nadine never nosy with them. Goddamn it, ever since Bradley was around, what he's done has got to go to the boarding house!

If Gerdy stays in the guest room, it's all CCTV!