Love in the Heart
Session 2 Chapter 37 Regret
Arriving home it was night time. I met hape, already in an off state. Maybe the battery is over. Directly mengechas hape, and sleep because the body feels too tired. Azan at dawn woke me up, half consciously stepping into the bathroom for ablution. Carrying out dawn prayers, and just remember, hape is still in a state of charging. I immediately unplug and activate.
I saw there was a chat message coming in, there were also from some people.but the first I saw was Yukita, had a lot of chat from Yukita.
Why did he suddenly leave?(16.00)
Honey, I went to see Anggi. We talked a lot about you (16.01)
I'm sorry baby, I suspect you too much (16.02)
Not gone yet?(16.05)
Hasn't arrived yet?(18.05)
Honey, are you mad at me?(18.45)
Honey, I missed you(20.07)
Hary's? Why isn't my phone picking up? (09.10)
Hary?(12.11)
☹️ (19.45)
I saw the last phone log, there's his name. I don't know how many times he's called. Directly call, shortly appointed, “Halo, assalamualaikum..” is not the voice of Yukita.
“Waalaikumsalam? Who is yah?”
“This Fel...”.
“Oohhh Feli, Yukitanya is?”
“Why just contact?”
“What's Fel?”
“Malah nanya, answer my question first! Why just call?”
“Soal all day yesterday I left behind,” what's wrong with Yukita? Why is Feli so angry? “Where's the news?”
“Oh, because hape left behind. Easy to answer?”
“Tell me Feli! What happened to Yukita?” phone disconnected. Then enter the videocall name Yukita, I immediately received. Not believing what I saw, a quiet sleep, aided by additional oxygen, his head bandaged, left hand infused, right side infused with extra drops of blood, “Hallo...Hallo-o...Felii?”
“You've seen!? What happened to Yukita?”
“That's why? Why did he get to that?”
“He was in an accident last night!”
“Why did he get in an accident? Isn't she never out the night?”
“That's because of you!”
“I?”
“He keeps going back and forth looking for you! You have no news! Since two nights. He keeps asking your news to your host! Hope there's news from you! Don't know, somehow I got a call from his mother he entered the ICU at the hospital.”
“Hary...!? Why shut up?”
“I'll be home soon!”
“Where else are you?”
“I'll be looking for tickets to Padang soon! Uda ya.” I was searching for tickets online. Tickets leave as soon as I can. Straight away to Mom and Dad.
“Not just returned? Wait a few days here first!”
“There is important business Pah. I have to leave right now.”
“Oh yes! Just careful! Need Papa to take you to the airport?”
“No need Pa, I take a taxi online only.”
“Yes already, be careful there yes!” I kissed my parents' hands, straight to the airport.
During the flight, the phone was in airplane mode, I read a message from Remon and Vina, saying my girlfriend was back and forth. When the phone is not picked up. Last time he searched was quite late, but I still had no news, and the number was off. Remon said the last look for him kept crying, and was worried about letting him ride his own bike.
Let's not let him talk about a time like yesterday. I told you he can't be like that! Aaah.ini because hape to forget to bring anyway! If I take this hape anywhere, if every message I immediately reply? Maybe this won't happen. Lord, take care of my bidadar? Do not take him first. Give us time to be happy. Aah.so long it felt to get there.
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Where's she? Where's ICU? The ends are upset at yourself.aahhhcc! What number is Feli? Well, who can I call? Anggi know that? I tried calling Anggi.
“Heh, where are you?” just called directly to be sprayed.
“Gue again search for space. Where?” then it was explained and finally arrived. When I saw her, Anggi immediately pulled me to an unseen place waiting for Yukita.
“Lu from where aja ha? Said you'd take care of him? whereas he is so you don't know!” he kept pinning me down.
“Gue want to see him!”
“Explain first! Where are you from?”
“Gue there is misfortune, this is me directly from Bandung!” he took off my collar.
“AAAhhh!! Why don't you explain it to her?”
“Gue already said going to Bandung, but when there I was already panicking Ang! Forgot to bring a hape, I did not think even this would be!”
I went straight to the room. Seen as her father waited while peeking at her, her mother sat tired with her brother. Looked Feli, just silently watching my presence. I approached his father who kept looking at Yukita, I salami him, after which he gave me a place to look inside.
I tried to turn the doorknob, little by little I opened the door, my heart beat faster and faster. Not because of the feeling of seeing it like that. If only. aaaarrrggghhh... Yukita! Wake up! Wake up!!!! I want to shake him impatiently. What should I give Yukita? If you lack blood, I'll give you all my blood. Less oxygen? I'll give you my lungs. Less what? I'll give my life for you Yukita. Get up baby! Wake up!
My lips did not move at all. The screams only filled the soul cavity. The tongue is very thick, because of the pain. All I can do is hold his hand. Did you love that sickle for me? I should have taken care of you, but I made you like this.
Then I met Yukita's parents, I said let me take care of her. His whole family looked very tired. His father told me to go home, let them take care. I'll explain I'm fine, let them rest, and I'll take care of him. Feli still looked attentive with his sharp gaze. Of course he was angry, as if ignoring his best friend until finally like this.
“Yukita, exactly what do you think?” I held his helpless hand with all my soul. If I could explain, maybe you wouldn't be like this. Or maybe if it's not between you and Anggi, it must be all right. It's okay I'm hurt, because it's been my daily meal. What matters is that you're okay.
