Love in the Heart

Chapter 45 The vain search

“Is it okay if he is builtin?”

“It's okay Teteh, than he mollor continue right?” across there was a sound of laughter and then silence. Good thing it wasn't Hary I just saw, and it was a good thing I checked the guy. Hemmm, lest he's fat huh?? His work-time sleep-sleeping mulu? Hehehe.

“Halow...”.

“This is Hary?”

“Iya, this is Hary. Whose tea is it?” whose voice behind the phone is this? Well.. why so pounding?

“Halooo.. This who?” again the voice from the.

“Eh..hemmm.i..this.”.

“Yes, whose tea is this?” his Sundanese accent has not changed, which makes me miss.

“I.i..ini Yuki.. Yukita.” really makes me nervous, claustrophobic and happy talking to her again..

“Yukita?”

“Iya... still remember right?” shyly answer. “Halo? Hello?” uh huh? Phone's closed? My tears came back to my cheeks. He tried calling the number back, but did not enter again.

My chest is tight, now it's not because of deg-degan. But because of illness and back disappointed. Disappointed for the same day. Oxygen instantly felt so little, making me cramped. My tears are falling down my cheeks. Seeing me cry so grimly all the way people looked at me crying standing among the pedestrians..

Coincidentally angkot ngetem right in front of me, the passengers are still quiet, I choose to sit at the corner. I don't know how long I've been crying in the car.

“Neng, neng...” heard the driver's voice greeting me.

Oxygen, instantly disappearing around me

Shortness, unable to breathe

When a white love

Being cut off by an angel in a dream

Oxygen is instantly depleted

When the prince of dreams decides

A rainbow created from across the ocean

Oxygen instantly becomes carbon dioxide, which makes me die slowly

The king of hearts

Now I'm lost, in a completely foreign place in my opinion. I did all this just to meet him. Why didn't he try to listen to what I was about to tell him about all that? Had all those passersby heard the cry of my heart, their ears would have hurt from the shapeless strings of words

YOU HAVE HARY!!! WHY DON'T YOU TRY TO HEAR WHAT I WANT TO SAY? NOW BECAUSE OF YOU I WAS STRANDED IN A PLACE I DON'T KNOW WHERE. AT LEAST YOU APPRECIATE ME AS A WOMAN WHO CAME ALL THE WAY HERE JUST TO SAY “HAI” TO YOU? HOWEVER, ALL IN VAIN.. REALLY I REGRET BEING HERE” my tears pour out like rain ready to flood this place.

Still holding on crying there, and maybe everyone passing by noticed me like a chick losing its mother. My heart shook, Mili tried to call me, but I did. Five times he called and I refused. After that “Misterius Boy” called. Akel.sang Prince glasses. Like Mili, I declined the phone, too. I don't know how many times I've turned it down. Me where? I don't know where right now? I don't know how to get back to the dorm..."