Love in the Heart
Session 2 Chapter 33 The pain is here (PoV Yukita)
Seeing Anggi that way, made me more intense to pursue him. Talk for an hour, no! Just half an hour! No, five minutes is enough for me. Every time I saw his whereabouts, I left Harry behind and chased after him so as not to disappear again.
“Ang..!” he just looked around for a while and went away from me again. It had happened so often, that all the friends who saw the incident were astonished.
“Yuki? What's wrong with Anggi?”
“Yuki? Aren't you Akel's girlfriend? Your time chasing Anggi continues?”
“Yuki, I saw Akel go down because you stayed while chasing Anggi.”
Such is the response just talk from friends. Harry is a lover, while Anggi is a good friend. I want everything in the position it should be. I want it to be as soon as possible. My heart aches if I keep waiting for that uncertain time. Aah, it's Anggi. I went straight after him, and he turned right to leave me. I pulled his shirt, and he stopped..
“What else?” snapped it.
“Ang, I beg you. Don't be like this!”
“What am I why? I have been like this since!”
“You're not like Anggi I know! Come back like before, always cheerful and funny!”
“Hah? Cheerful? A funny? Just tell Akel that's it for you!”
“Ang, what among us can no longer be friends like we used to be?”
“Friend? Like before? Dream!” he smiled and left me. Why does it feel so painful? This refusal makes a different wound inside the chest? There is no true friendship between a man and a woman.
Without me noticing my tears dripping on their own. It hurts just as much when I'm away from Harry. I sat on the bench available in this long corridor.
“Yukita! When are you going to be like this?” it turned out that Harry was already standing in the corridor probably watching us from earlier.
“Don't you ever think about how I feel seeing you like this? Chasing another man, in front of my eyes? I'm your lover!”
“Sorry! I just can't wait to see him like I used to.”
“Then? I am what does this mean to you? Prefer him, compared to me who is currently right next to you?”
“Harry, don't talk like that. The position of the two of you is not the same. You, are the person I love, whereas he already I consider as a brother.”
“So I'm not enough for you? Can't be your friend or brother at once?”
“Not that...don't talk like that! I love you.”
She approached, gently rubbed my hair, “If you love me, never cry for another man, let alone that in front of my eyes!” I nodded and he sat down next to me.
Back he clasped my finger, “You know? I feel pain when we cry, especially it's because of someone else. Just think about me, don't think about anything else!”
“I'm sorry,” I hold also his hand carried away. While around us passing students glanced whispering, I immediately let go of his hand in shame.
“Sst... don't apologize mulu! Yuk, we go from here!?” then we took a quick step, leaving the place.
***
After that, my days were always filled with Harry, whatever we did together. There's no boss with him. Our relationship is getting closer. There is no more awkwardness like when you meet him again as Harry. So that I dare to joke him, imitate his style put on a cold face. He laughed, I rarely saw him laugh.
Lately, he has only seen her smile a lot, but laughter is very rare. Unknowingly, we got people's attention, because he just kept laughing.
“Already! Don't put on that weird face! Hahaha.”
“Yeee... that look on your face time? Then you're weird.. weekk..!!”
“Idiiih... melet-melt...!” we both fell silent. Everyone saw us astonished. Back, the laughter on his face changed into a flat look.
“So cool really?” chika Chikas.
“Yes, until I laugh at her Akelnya. Looks like we never saw him laugh so huh?” add another one.
“Hehehe, he's such a friend. Sok jaim...” added. All laughed and Harry's face looked red, maybe he was embarrassed.
“Udah.udah!! disperse! Disperse!” I told the others to disperse. “No, if only you were more open with others, surely everyone would want to be your friend!” my whiskey. He only smiled, and his smile instantly changed back when he saw the figure standing at the classroom door.
“This pair is getting more and more friendly?” satirize with a cynical smile.
“SSsstt.. don't fight!” shaken hand. I got up from sitting down, “Sorry Ang, are we bothering you?”
He looked at me with sadness, staring at Harry, “Yes, lately seeing you guys is like ruining the scene. Can you not, you do not have to show off such intimacy? It's the lecture hall!” his voice kept getting higher. So it makes me cramped. Never before has he said anything rude to me.
“Excuse a...”
“Yukita! Why do you apologize to him?” ask Harry.
“I..aku...”
“Already! I'm sick!” Anggi headed for the back bench, but his collar had been pulled Harry.
“Hey! You dared to snap at Yukita just now?”
“Then what's the problem for you?”
Harry's fist was already strong ready to punch Anggi. But I held it and shook my head. Anggi removable and driven.
“Hah, cemen!” chirp it, and I can't hold it anymore. The raw bogem had already floated on Anggi's cheek.
“HARRY..” shouted. I went after Anggi, made sure he was okay. But I was pushed to the point of falling by him. Harry's hand grabbed me and helped me get up. The atmosphere of the class was already crowded by all the curious creatures. Harry pulled me out of class.
“Why did you hit Anggi?”
“I don't want him to keep cornering you!”
“Iya! I knew! But why did you hit him?”
“So you defended him?”
“I'm not defending him, I'm not blaming you! But I'm sad, why did you hit him?”
“I just don't want him to yell at you.”
“Let him hurt how?”
“He's a guy, that childhood blow alone he got hurt?”
“Small blow? How easy you say small punch?” he was silent, “If it happened to us, would you also say it was a small blow?”
“Yukita, you do not compare the situation with us. Clearly different! You're the one I love, there's no way I'm hitting you?” hearing her words just now, made me realize. He did it to protect me. But somehow the pain he gave Anggi also made me feel sick. I don't want us to fight, I'm looking for a bottle of water in a bag and a drink. It makes a little bit of a calm feeling.
I checked his wrist, “does this hurt?” kuusap and kutiup.
“Please tell you, can you not worry about a man other than me? It does not hurt,” then his hand holds the chest, “That pain is here!” took my hand, and put it on his chest.
“iiih, what the hell are you ah! Shame on people!”
“Biarin! But I'm serious! You don't keep worrying about him!”
“Iya..! yes.!”
We went back to class, all eyes long looking at us. I looked for Anggi was no longer in class. Where he is, I choose to sit back near Mili. And Harry, as usual, chose to sit on the front bench. From this side, a lot of looks whisper us.
“You don't go into the heart of Yuki! What is wrong is Anggi. He started first!” mili calmed me down.
“Where to?”
“No idea too, just after you guys came out he also came out.”
“May she be fine.”
“May he not get any stranger,” Mili whispered.
