Love in the Heart
Chapter 30 Back again
It has been treated for ten days now. Every day, at ten o'clock in the morning, someone came to me. If the campus friends who come are only in the city of Padang only. Others, however, may have gone home. My mother told me that when I was in the hospital, my friends came to the hospital, but I can't remember a message coming in; suddenly;
Assalamualaikum YuKi.
Walaikumsallam.Ok.
I just opened the phone two days ago. My hair has always sounded ever since I was sick. If the battery runs out, the April Union always helps me charge until the battery is full. After being able to open the phone, immediately check the sosmed that is commonly used as the most comfortable place of communication. Turns out Grub's message was so excited because I was sick. Lots of unread chat messages.
No need to wait too long, Nova comes not alone. He came with Reni, Widya, Doly and…??? The people I least want to see are coming along.
“Yuki..” Nova logged in cheerfully.
“Haaaiii..” Then Reni, Widya and Nova sat on the bed.
“Where is Ki? It's healthy, right?” ask Widya.
“Yes this is Wid..”.
“Where is Yuki's mother? How alone?” ask Reni.
“Iya... early in the morning kayak gini. I have to hang out, Uni is cleaning up the house and Dad has to go to the field”
“When can you go home?” ask Nova.
“I also do not know. said the doctor anyway until healthy. But it feels healthy kok.”
“Iya.. Yuki kayak people do not hurt kok,” laughter Reni.
I saw Doly confused by the friend he was carrying, he half-and-half looked at me…
“Cie... Staring at each other ye?” fashion Nova.
“Ih... what the hell?”
“We know...” Widya added teasing me.
Waduh, why the hell are they? But can't I cuekin Aldi? He has come to see me here.
“Doly... Aldi.. just log in! Why stand there?”
“Oh yes... In.. log in!”
Aldi nodded, walking wrongly behind Doly. While Nova code-coded with others and gave place to Aldi.
“Do not!!” I asked to look at them.
“Ahh....” says they.
Now that I get it, they still think I'm with Aldi still dating.
“How are you doing Yukita?”
“Udah improved anyway..”
“When will he go home?”
“Cie... Is there a miss?”
“Friends.... I guess we messed up?”
“Iya.. mending us justin' them both."
“Eh... don't! You guys just came here? How did you leave again? I still want to collect?”
“Oh... enggak..we just look for the breeze out, here we become mosquito repellent course”.
“Ngak kok... here only yes..”.
“Daah.. later we come back again kok”
Yaaaaah.. Did they leave me? With Aldi, again?
“Yukita..”.
“You're scared huh?” I shut up, “the incident..I'm sorry!!!” I was still silent and looked into his eyes “that time I lost control..really..
“If I cannot forgive you, what will you do to me?”
“Really...that time I completely lost control. I almost hurt someone I love. I still love you…. Yukita... forgive me..”.
“Di..?”
“I know I'm wrong, because love can't be forced” then she holds both my hands gently “I know what I have to say.. I love you so much.”.
I stared gently “ alright.. I'm sorry.” I tried to pull a hand from his grasp.
“Yukita..”.
“Ya?”
“But allow me to always be by your side. I just want to give up my heart to you."
”But In..”.
“I know you don't love me, but I will try to make you love me even if it's just a little."
“But Di... I can't..”.
“Why can't?”
“This is not because of anything Di... I just want myself”
“So there's no chance for me anymore?”
“Sorry... If you don't mind us being friends!”
“So just a friend?” his face turned moody, I couldn't see such a sad face…
“Special friend...” ups.... what did I say? How are you doing again? I can't see if there's something sad in front of me.
“Really?”
I could only smile in confusion, just now it was only a reflex answer if anyone was sad in front of me. There's no way I'm gonna pull my words back, 'cause she's so happy.
“Termond..”.
“What are the terms?”
“You don't ask me anything!”
“Alright Yukita... I will try to make you happy”.
Then the friends came back into my ward
“Ah... so envy nih. like there is another seneng?” god Doly's.
I can only be confused and curse myself, why would I be like this? I'm back with Aldi? Without any feelings? Hopefully he won't get hurt with this attitude of mine
Love cannot
When compelled
My love is a lie
Not for her
But it doesn't feel
Back to him
Because I'm on hiba
With his love
