Love in the Heart
Chapter 29 Loneliness
It's been a long time in this hospital, but the longer I feel the better. I've been able to communicate with Mom, Dad, Uni, the Doctor, the nurse and anyone who talks to me.
“Pak Doctor, when can I get out of the hospital? I'm already saturated..”
“Sabar.. You must be treated. This is the second time you have been attacked by this Tipes disease, so now you have to be treated until you are completely healthy. Actually, I was worried when your mother said you had been treated for Tipes before, I was afraid if your body experienced complications withstand high heat. Fortunately you can get through the critical period.”
“What kind of critical time did I experience, sir? How can I not remember?”
“Haha...” Then the friendly doctor sat in the chair beside my bed “Of course you do not remember. And that's your critical time. For four days you are always delirious, and your body temperature reaches forty-one degrees”
Ha's? His party? All I know is that the normal body temperature of a human being is thirty-six degrees Celsius, when the body temperature is thirty or so degrees I am unable to stand up and dizzy instead of playing.
“Pak doctor, what time is there a possibility I could die?”
“Know not? You've heard you delirious say ‘dark-dark’ don't you remember?”
“Really Sir?” I get scared, usually it's a delirium of people who want to die.
“Haha. With such a high temperature it will damage red blood cells. And it depends on the body's endurance. If weak, it could have died after four days of unconsciousness. If in four or five days can be aware and the body temperature decreases, you will be cured and God willing will not be attacked by this disease again.”
“Oh... Thank goodness sir. So will not be attacked this pain again right sir?”
“God willing. If you are just a little tired, your body temperature will immediately rise”
“Then you go to college, is it okay Sir?”
“Usahkan not to be too tired”
“But sir... if I'm not tired and working side how sir?”
“ The Lord has given you only one, Son.
“Means can't do part-time work sir?”
The doctor nodded steadily. Oh God... That means I can't work anymore? What else do I have to do to add to my savings?”
“Do you know how many people are on your side?”
“Hemmm.. I just felt someone crying and clasping my hand Sir.”
Then the doctor smiled and immediately stood up “Maybe what you feel is the existence of a person who has very deep feelings for you.” then the doctor smiled teasing me.
“Ya already. You just rest! Don't think too much."
“Good Sir...thank you Pak.”
Then the doctor came out of my room, and left a big question mark in my brain, who was accompanying me?
Back to loneliness..in the hospital room of our campus hospital that continues to improve.
My unit hasn't come yet because it's still too early. Uni came around eleven o'clock after cleaning the house, washing clothes, dishes and cooking.
If you are, you rarely come to the hospital. Because he has an uncomfortable disease in the hospital, if forced he will be nauseous with the smell of the hospital even Dad can follow the sick, so he prefers to continue to care for our family farm. That Mother? Of course you have to teach in a very distant school.
Oh lonely accompany me…
The chair accompanied me
The desk accompanied me
Sendu accompanied me
Question marks accompany me
Oh..
I'll be happy
If God's creatures accompany me
