Love in the Heart

Session 2 Chapter 24 From Heart to Heart (PoV Yukita)

Arriving at the dorm, I tried to speak from heart to heart with Mili. I don't want this to continue to drag on. If this continues to be allowed, then the result will not be good for our friendship.

I saw him looking like he was writing.

“Mili..?” he looked at me for a moment, then looked sad again writing.

“Mili.?” he did not listen, and let me who was still standing waiting for him answer. He got up from his seat, towards the available bed.

Immerse yourself in the blanket. Then I saw something he left behind. It turns out to be a poem.

The silence of shabby paper

When silence reigns over me

Slung up my ribs

Dark all my soul body

I'm mistakenly silent

I'm so petrified

When silence poisoned me

There is no sound I hear

Only the radio is broken

Just clanking a clock

Just a heartbeat

Just swipe a pen

On my shabby paper

I approached Mili, touching her shoulder. I dropped a blanket that covered his head. He looked, not thinking what.

“Mili, what's wrong? Talk to me!”

He got up and sat down next to me. “Honest Yuki, hmmm..”.

“Why? Continue!?”

“I feel that among us there are still too many secrets of Yuki. Is this what you call a friend?”

“What do you mean Mili? In fact, there's nothing I keep secret from you right now.”

“Iya, coincidentally everything was revealed about you just yesterday. Ever before? And about me? Even about Zaki I just found out..."

“Eatya Mili, I want to know all directly from you. I'm sorry I'm not like you. You can read all situations without needing to be expressed directly. I need an explanation from you Mili.. Zaki you see for yourself. He went to college here, away from us in Padang..Why should I tell you too?"

For a moment he turned and immediately looked down languidly.

“I should be the one apologizing.”

Wh why? What's wrong? Why just shut up? Is it true, as I thought? Does he like Akel?

“Actually I'm ashamed, I can't be like you Yuki, can be plain to say like it or not with someone. Unlike me, for me to tell a story it was something difficult. About yourself, about family, or about love. Sorry Yuki, actually I envy you about many things.”

“Mili, you don't! While I envy you more Mili.”

“Well, that is.. You so vividly express everything you feel. While I'm not. It was very...very hard for me!”

“Mili, aren't we best friends? You can also consider me as your brother. But I won't force you to reveal everything you feel if you can't. But me, I'm like this Mili. I like to be outspoken. Sometimes with people just now I still like the slips, especially to you and Anggi who I have considered people who understand and understand me. Mili, every condition between humans is different. I'm ready with everything you have as a friend, accept you like this I'm ready too.”

“I won't force Mili. If you can't do it don't!”

“I was, liked Akel a long time ago.” So right, all this time Mili secretly liked Akel?

“Actually from the beginning I realized he had a taste with you. It's just that I still feel calm when you're still thinking about someone else. I feel like we have a lot in common. At first, I was just amazed at her, and I realized I liked her a lot. Every move is clearly like you, it's just that you never realize it. And there are some people who secretly like you, but you are not aware too. Lately I know, it turns out that because all this time you kept someone's name in your heart. I got it, and back I was relieved that it wasn't Akel. But, it turns out, there is something that breaks my heart. Wide incision, so that the wound is gaping at this time, after knowing that Akel is Harry that you told me some time ago.”

Oh my God, there are two hearts that I hurt at the same time. What am I supposed to do?

“I know it's not your fault. It's not your fault either. It's just that I'm the wrong one standing between the two of you. Misunderstand the puzzle made by Akel so that thousands of curious hanging about him.”

“Mili, should you tell me everything early..”.

“I told you, i..powerless..”.

“Mili, forgive me!?”

“Yuki, I told you this is not your fault. It's just a fate that doesn't know what I mean. In fact, I am the one who should apologize. Liked the person you loved a long time ago.”

I hugged him, we sobbed together. I didn't know I had to tell my best friend this one. Where is my sense of sensitivity as a friend, so completely unaware of the people liked by them, Mili and Anggi.

“Mili, do you really like Akel?” he looked at me and threw his face away.

“Actually I'm confused as to what to say. Because I know, love is a gift that every living person feels. But...but.” back my tears dripped..

“However we are Mili's best friend. Never change just because of that. If you are the one God has destined for Akel, then you will be united with him. I'll never hate you.”

“What do you mean Yuki? I can't possibly continue this feeling, because I know you deserve to be united on your efforts to meet.”

“But Mili. He deserves a good and honest woman. Because I'm not the best for him, who keeps hurting him until now.”

“Don't Yuki! You never say that! If you say that, you will regret it!” yuki hugged me back.

“I'm the one who should have backed off. I'm sorry!”

“So we'll come back as usual? No hatred between the two of us huh?” I applied for my neck, and tied up by her pinkie.

"Keep that Zaki how?"

"Actually when I haven't broken up with Harry, Zaki invites to go out with him. Because I feel like my relationship with Harry will never be able to come together. You see for yourself he's a native of Bandung, I'm in Padang. And at that time I just accept it, thinking I can take my feelings away from Harry. It turned out that I was wrong, I couldn't forget Harry and I ended my relationship with Zaki. But he always brought her back together. That's why he was looking for you back when he found out I was here. I know, he still has that taste.."

"I see it is so. Maybe actually he was upset when we were busy disrupting the plan he just wanted to be with you, right?"

"Of course. could be so. Better to find another girl.. You could say he was handsome.." Mili nodded confirming my words just now.

"Just he never heeded what I said, to find a girlfriend again..."

"You're lucky, Yuki..."

"Huh? Me why? My relationship with Harry remains unclear to this day. I didn't dare call him..."

"Why?" tanyakanya.

"I'm ashamed Mil.. You saw it for yourself, right? What have I done, and she herself saw me dating someone else.."

"Why didn't he tell you right away, knowing you were the one he was looking for?" ask Mili who had been in my mind as well.

"That's because there hasn't been a chance for him to admit it.. And what embarrassed me the most was to remove the ring she gave me back when Ospek.. It's only fitting that he glanced at my fingers in the early days of college..."

"Hmmm.it's a beautiful destiny for both of you. Putting together a distant story becomes very close. Too bad he didn't come here with all of us..."

Hmmmfff .. I am again sad to remember our last meeting. I should have been happy, had expected that Akel was Harry. And it turns out he was. Not even crying indistinctly when he explained like yesterday. I regretted.. I want to go back to when he said everything. Maybe I'm crying, crying happily...