Love in the Heart

Session 2 Chapter 34 Wingless Angel (PoV Yukita)

I chose to go home alone with Mili. He seemed to be waiting on his parked motorcycle without a sound. I chose to leave him as well silently, passing by and walking towards the stop. He just kept silent without a word and continued to watch my steps, I know but chose not to care. Mili gave the code to tell me to go home with her, I just shook my head. The bus stopped in front of our eyes and without a second thought we boarded it.

Until the last stop, we got off. He was behind the bus we were riding. I waited for Mili to get in the vehicle towards her house, and she was still following from afar. I turned my gaze to the other direction, it turned out that Anggi was sitting with his friend who I did not know. I have to make sure Anggi is okay. When she's okay, my feelings can get calmer.

He laughed with a cigarette that was clutched with two fingers in his hand. At a glance from far away there were only slight blisters on his left temple. Aye? Why isn't he as bad as Harry? While yesterday Harry was everywhere injured and turning blue due to internal injuries. Anggi realized my presence, he immediately retracted it from moving from his position earlier. I looked back at the place where the person who had been following in silence was no longer visible to my eyes. Did he just leave?

But this time I chose to pursue Anggi, I have to know the real story. Because the information from Harry I only get half-and-half because he is the type of irritate talk. Keep following his steps, and finally now I'm right behind him.

"Fig.." I called him not to keep going any further. Finally he stopped and turned his thin body to face me.

“Ang, exactly what happened between the two of you?” he didn't budge and just mute.

“Ang! Let's say!” my insistence.

“What else do you want to know?"

"All...!!! What happened yesterday between you?"

"That's Yuki, enough! I'm ashamed! Shame on you guys!”

“Then what do you mean?” he just looked down and turned around wanting to leave me.

“Fig!” I pressed my voice as hard as I could, he stopped and buried his face in the palm of the hand, after which it moved to the head, and rubbed it violently.

“Yuki! Follow me!” he went to where the bike was parked, then got on the bike and I got on behind him. He took me to a quiet place. We sat in a closed shop, away from the bustle of the highway.

“Yuki... I should have apologized to you.”.

“Apologies why?”

“That's why, after you rejected me, I felt like everything would be fine. But the reality is different, my heart feels very hurt over the rejection. Plus shortly after you refused, suddenly you have been sitting alone with Akel. Seeing you walk with Akel, makes me feel like all this time you've only taken advantage of the feelings of me who likes you.”

“But Ang....!”

“Don't cut my talk! Just listen to me!” then I quietly listened quietly.

“Honestly, I first saw you when ospek first, when senior always teased you, I like to like you straight away. And it just so happened that in our first lecture we sat next to each other and got acquainted. Yes.kala that.. However, I can only hold on until I know you're dating Aldi. Actually I knew from the beginning, Akel also likes you from all body language and attitude.

Maybe I just looked like an immature child to you. While compared to the very mature Akel, I am not a person who deserves to compete to think as your true partner. I'm so guilty of you, I'm sorry I beat him up in such an unfair way.

It's possible that he could actually beat me to the fullest, but he'd rather give up after I gang up on him with my friends."

"What's? you ganged on him? With friends?" instantly millions of guilt instantly appeared in my chest, was this what it meant to survive alone? 🥺

Anggi nodded in embarrassment, "Listen to me first! He said he would not beat a man whom Yukita considered a brother, because it would only hurt you. I know, actually he can avenge the three of us alone. It could be that actually he studied martial arts, the three of us who were shallow he could easily defeat alone.

But he chose to apologize for first seizing your heart. Apologizing has made you her lover. Apologizing for not being able to get you off her side no matter what. Apologizing only allows me to be your best friend. He told me to set my heart still fragile by a young age, he said. Haha, given that I want to laugh at myself. Is he as old as anything to talk like that?”

So that's all that's going on? He really is like an angel. The angel I always looked up to in wishful thinking. The wingless angel I was constantly hurting.remember, he was still following me, to make sure I was safe to my destination. Suddenly I miss him. Missed him so much.

“Yuki..” that voice ripped me off from a daydream, regretting that I kept blaming him.

“She also thanks, for taking good care of you when she wasn't around. Why is he thanking you? While I'm looking after you because I want to protect you too. Because I do love you dearly," again I can only be stunned by his words just now, can only curse the self that always and always hurt him.

“Maybe he is the best for you. Honestly, I'm actually ashamed to meet him. That's why I didn't dare come to college. Don't know what to say to her and put a face where.”

“Ang, if you don't tell me this. I really don't know what happened, you know for yourself it's not him who doesn't talk much.”

“Looks like he did, didn't he? It's not much of a talk.”

“Ang, I am once again begging you. Can we go back to what we used to be? Live the joy of mourning together in friendship.” he only muses, but not so long.

Then he smiled, “All right, maybe that's all I can do. I will not be able to fill your heart beyond the status of a friend. If that's what's best for us, be friends with me anytime. Until we are old, until we become grandparents,” he reached out, his helping hand I immediately greeted and we greet friendship and we cheered.

“Friends for foreveraaaaa..”

After that in my mind is Harry. I want to tell him that I love him more...