Love in the Heart
Session 2 Chapter 25 (PoV Yukita)
We all have to go back to Padang tomorrow.
We will have a long journey again. Akel either came with us or not. So far, we have really lost contact. Since the long message I didn't return, he never contacted me at all.
I don't know why, I started to feel a sense of loss. Feeling lonely not seeing him. Feeling empty when you never hear his voice again. I looked at the sleeping Mili, would I betray her heart? But am I capable of having a day without Akel, ehmm, Harry.
Finally we returned to Padang, without Akel. Maybe because he's still on holiday, he's not coming home with us.
“Yuki, where's the Akel?” ask Chika who is still suspicious of our relationship. I just shrugged my shoulders.
“Aren't you guys very close?” very close? Is it true that our relationship is very close? I didn't even notice. How stupid of me.
My gaze turned to Mili, it turned out that Mili was watching our chat. Being caught, he threw his face away as if looking at the scene outside the window.
“I don't know.”
“Are you not close?” I don't know how to explain it to Chika.
“Ooh, did you guys fight yesterday? So do you really have a special relationship?”
“Aaan anyway? Love the business of people?” chirps Anggi who was silent from earlier heard our conversation.
“Keep all of you why did you fight yesterday?” Chika still did not feel guilty.
“Kepo!”
“Hahaha, why is there even a replacement for Akel here?” chirps.
“Already! Why are you guys making a fuss over Akel?” knock the other one out.
“He wants to be with us cake, not with us cake, the important thing is he does not interfere is not?” he added.
Everyone was busy with their own thoughts, reaching our home town. The trip this time was longer and more boring than when we left.
Still vividly remembered when we were on the boat. When he put his jacket on for me. Can only permeate every moment together with him.
while arguing tell stop guarding the pulse kiosk.....
as our gazes collided, inside the bus as he opened his glasses..
he was in college with only two of him.
His face was always sad, it turned out that he kept a lot of things that he could not just say.
He also gave me a white rose, when I was hospitalized first. 🥲 I did not feel my tears dripping without my command.
One semester we have not met, this heart continues to miss but is not cured.
When we were together we understood the heart
It's all so beautiful
You who have been ruling the soul
Lost doesn't know the balance
A heart attack withstands pain
Sliced by the ablution of longing
However, all of them were retained even though a lot of salt was scattered in the wound
I hope that salt will be medicine
Although for a long time
In the brain just keep spinning about the memories without me realizing it with the person I always nurtured in the heart. Oh, if I had known from the beginning.. If I hadn't ignored everything about you.. 🥲
"Yuki, what is the duty of Mr Burhan?” the call from Anggi broke my daydream.
“Yes, this is the song I'm working on. Where else?”
“This is me going there again. Milli arrived?”
“Not yet, I'm still alone. Aang hunted ya!”
“OK.oke..patience.!”
We are now in the middle of the fourth semester. Our lectures from time to time feel higher. Must often go to the field, interviewing notaries for consultation on how civil law problems are most often experienced by residents of this city. Nekat again tried to take a senior course on tax law.
It looks like it's very interesting. Because there are so many acts of tax fraud in our country.
“Doorrr” I was shocked, something surprised me. That's Mili, “Sorry, long huh nungunya?”
“Ahhh, Mili.. make a surprise?”
“Sorry, you've daydreamed it already reached heaven.” She smiles. “Udah to where to make the report?”
“Oooh.. this is. the problem of the people's land, here is often in debate. For ownership..” shortly Anggi came and then we discussed the task.
College time continues, I pay attention to the front row or corner, is a bench that is usually occupied by Akel as an exemplary student. Had I been honest from the beginning, if only I shamelessly kept him, if only...
“Yuki!” something came back to surprise me.
“Why have you been daydreaming lately?” ask Anggi.
“Oh yes? Mass?”
“It's done yet?”
“Oh yes, stay a little more.” We're doing an even semester final exam. It turns out that to this day he has not come yet.
Should I try to contact him? Does he still want to take my call?
“Oh, cool.. Mi..” Anggi intercepted me calling Mili. “Why?”
“We're alone, Mili followed next time?”
“We did leave him?”
“Yes, no what kog. Sometimes too, right?”
Then we met at the Pasarbaru intersection, until Mili took an angkot towards his home. I continued the trip to the beach with Anggi who was waiting with his motorbike.
“AAH, not cool Ang, Mili time not invited?”
“Ehehehe, sorry deh.sorry next time I promise you will take Mili and sekigus treat him also.”
“So he's the one that's being treated? I'm not treated?”
“Oh, if that doesn't need to be asked again kaleess!!”
We sat on the beach, there was a large umbrella and several chairs and tables at each location. We enjoyed the young coconut ice, while looking at the waves that disappeared when we reached the mainland.
“You like the beach not Ki?”
“Like..”
“But why just look at the sea?”
“Why yes? Hemmm... Maybe I'd rather see the green mountain scenery.”
“Oh, means I chose the wrong place donk?”
“What's wrong?”
“We should stay on campus. In the middle of the forest.” Ahahaha, the banyan is still crisp.
“Ang, can I not?”
“What's it?”
“Magazines when we last met Akel.”
“Why are you still asking him?”
“Hmmm, now he's not showing up. We already want level three. Why isn't he in?”
“Ndon't know ah! I'm not her mother where I know what happened.”
“What happened between you guys back then?”
“Why is it now Piak? Long time ago too?”
“Actually it has been a long time since I wanted to. But...”
“But afraid I don't want a story?”
“Not! I know Aang must be the story when asked.”
“Then? Why just now? Why not from the past?”
“Because I'm afraid, my heart isn't ready to hear from him?”
“Yuki, I brought you here to say something. Not to listen to you tell other men!”
“Ang? Why?”
Then he squatted right in front of me. At first glance, he recalled the memories of the last time with Akel. I stood behind him before he said anything,
“Asaan anyway Ang? Don't be so!”
Back he got up, “Do you understand my heart all this time?”
“Which I know we're Ang's best friend! Don't be like this Ang, I beg you?”
“I'm the one who has to beg Yuki. Almost two years I think I'm quiet, so I'm really sure that I like you Yuki!”
“I beg you, pull again Ang. Don't say that! I'm mohoon!”
“Do you have any doubts about my heart Ki?”
“Ang, I... I can't Ang!!” I ran away and left him alone. I called the motorcycle online and went home.
Why is this so hard? Two best friends, who I really thought of as sudara...
Until today in order not to hurt Mili, I always tried hard to never discuss Akel again in front of him. It felt so painful, holding back this deep longing for the sake of thinking about her feelings. Why even plus Anggi expressed his feelings to me. This situation makes me really confused.
I remember my friend Feli.
^^^[Fel.. Where else?]^^^
[I'm again interviewing a family who has step down kids. What's up?]
^^^[Ooh, busy again.^^^
^^^If so continue first.^^^
^^^ I will contact you again]^^
[Okay.].
Turns out I couldn't get to Feli, and then I called Chesi
^^^[Sob, what else and where?]^^^
[Oh, I'm on my way with my guy Ki, what's wrong?]
^^^[Ooh, nothing
^^^Met have fun]^^
