Love in the Heart

Session 2 Chapter 9

Lebaran holidays, a few days back to Bandung. The tickets are incredibly expensive. But if I don't go home, it's really sad to be there, and I don't have any relatives I can go to there, not even the girl. Mending went home to meet family, money can still be sought. Family togetherness in the moment of Eid was nothing in exchange. I went to Dirga's house.

“Hey Bro! Some months you cross I miss actually the same you,” he said sumringah we shake hands. Then greet all members of his family.

“Where's Ry? Have you met Yukita? How will it go?”

“Gue did not expect Ga, we even became classmates now.”

“What? A class?”

“Iya, classmate. He seems to take the entrance test again, it turns out to be found in the same department.”

“Zinc doong?” goda.

“Ga mix, I think can easily say that I am Harry. It turns out that until now still can not say.”

“Where's your hair? Hahahha.”

“This is because of ospek. Forced head plontos. Sebel actually!”

“Cakep kog Bro, so want gundulin too. Hahaha.. How do you keep going with that Yukita?”

“Like a stranger. I feel like I can't accept that he lied to me.”

"liying? How lying?"

"Surely he doesn't match what he says..."

"That's what we see in the photo, isn't he?"

"Not that.not that. That picture is him.."

"So really pretty?" I nodded, "What about him? Any girlfriends?"

"Don't know also siih. I even difficult to decetin him. I hate him already..."

"Why do you hate that much? What the hell is he lying?"

"Say yesterday he went to college at the polytechnic.reporting his college activities, eeehh. pas sought to the polytechnic, he did not go to college there."

"Keep..really check he didn't go to college there?"

"Yes, really. Because I met his High School friend he, he said he did not take... I asked what Yukita's activities were, even his friend was also less aware.. Not that whole? Far away chasing him, it turns out I'm lying raw..."

“Already Bro! Try thinking positive.. Maybe he has a reason, right? Maybe that's why he doesn't have a fee, so don't take it because of that, or some other reason.."

"If he's honest, I won't have a problem. Even if he is, I will still love him. Who knows if I'm getting married, right?"

"Haw? How easy is your lambe to snack? Are you ready for the same cost? Want to take the children of people to live miserable?"

"Yaaa.. But if he lied until then, you know I'm up to the tipping lecture again because of him. When I found out that fact, it was really ruined Bro... So yes because of that, until now I still have difficulty communicating with him. Hate it first.."

"If you were still so selfish, forever he would not know and would not understand your efforts until you could sit in the same class as now with him.”

“So?”

“Yes, you should excuse him. Because he has his own reasons you don't know. Keep on now, does she have a boyfriend?”

“Ndon't know anyway? He seems to be busy with his friends. There may be, may not.”

“Kalo your heart how?”

“Honestly, what I always noticed was his behavior even though this heart hurts. I love her, love her instead, but she is completely unaware of it.”

“Gue feels this love story is like in those movies!” then he laughed and was very loud. I threw the seat cushion over his face as hard as it was because of the anxiety.

“Udah, you are sincere about the past. I'm sure you'll make him realize your feelings!”

True also Dirga's words. If if if we were still not as clear contact as before, we might not know when the opportunity could meet him. Not knowing finally when, or maybe staying broken up never united because of dead ends hit by distance. Maybe this is the destiny he gave. Meeting my best friend like Dirga who sometimes sucks, and his ever-adult advice, successfully makes me calmer.

“Assalamualaikum..” very familiar voice right on the door of Dirga's house.

“Actually I have been to your house Ry, said your mother here. Hence directly I samperin to here.” Dirga's mouth was a bearded manggut-bullet.

“Lu looks prettier with clothes like this Pon,” I said. His face looks like a sumringah.

“Totally? You like me makai this abaya?”

“Not abaya. Loose clothes!”

“Oh, so you like women dressed loosely? So if I'm wearing loose-fitting clothes you could be liking me?” wrong, wrong, no comment.

***

I can't wait to get to college, talk to him with four eyes. The movement of this bus felt slow, moving from one faculty to another. I can't wait, because today I entered after Lebaran, yesterday just landed the afternoon forced to skip a few days to get a rather cheap fare.

In the lecture hall I noticed he was busy with his hape. The lecturer explained that there will be a comparative study to Unpad. Waah, quite tuh. can go home, but it was still a long, third semester vacation. Can come for those interested. I noticed that Yukita was still busy with her hape. This child, how do you realize the purpose of college to him?

Well, college moved building. Lazy actually have to go to building D street alone. But isn't Yukita also taking the same course as me? For his bold size as well he took the senior matkul. Oh, that's it.. Just thought about it?

“Kel... want to go to building D? We go upstairs, huh?”

Waaahh, sure.. with pleasure “hmmmm..” Why is he silent? Isn't he usually talking a lot? Oh yes “Eh... earlier you were horrified Bu Danti said what not?”

“Eh yes... but what is it?” well, isn't he listening at all?

“Eh... You are here because your parents expect you to be able to attend college properly. But... since I saw you order continues while smiling like crazy?” suddenly his facial expression turned shocked and sad

“Eh sorry.. instead I mean evil”.

“Iya... I know..” the answer is clear.

“You already know belom? Who delivered Danti's mother earlier?”

“Ya. What's the thing?”

“Later... semester three, our class of Law children will Study Appeals to Unpad and Undip”.

“Really?” instantly changed back his mood “ke Bandung?”

“Not only to Bandung, also to Semarang. If you want to follow, provide the cost first, quite a lot!”

“Care cost? how much is yes?”

“Iya... it's for lodging and dining costs during there” looks change again his facial expression so sad “eh, you why?”

“The money must be a lot Kel? I'm sure you won't let me come. But. I would love to come to Bandung. But..”

He wants to go to Bandung? What to meet me? I think kog is fun, right? But I don't know what she thinks “Ya learned donk?”

“Learn? Do I study every day? What does this have to do with the cost?”

“I see until now you are still messing around, you learn not the maximum. I often see you mingle with Anggi”

“Not often, but occasionally when you go home from college, Mili also follow”self-defense from him.

“Sama course... you often wander and learn not max”.

“Keep if you have the maximum, what does this have to do with the cost?”

“Ya already... What student are you not anyway? Find a donk scholarship! Moreover, PPA, Supersemar, Djarum, I also received BBM scholarships. You can join the scholarship!”

“Benu too? But... I'm not sure I can suffice?”

“Ya already... Don't think about it! Concentrate with college this semester! If the first semester score is good, you can take care of it in the second semester!”

We didn't feel like we were in D's building, going in and sitting next to Yukita. I have long wanted to sit next to him. Watch it clearly. It was also clearer, just like plain children. True said Dirga, I must explain all past events. Because this innocent girl next to me couldn't have done such a huge thing to me for no reason.

Suddenly someone sat next to him. Ah, just bother him. Yukita was stunned to see my note. Why is that? Shouldn't a man's notes be neat? I saw a lot of pictures. Maybe it was made when he was bored. The thought of amused me by myself, of realizing he was a true little boy. The little boy I need to protect. So feeling guilty has been prejudiced against her all this time.