Love in the Heart

Session 2 Chapter 31 Bitter sweetness of love

Really, happy. somehow I express this happiness I feel. The name that had never been lost from the heart was now grasping my finger tightly.

But I do not deny, I lost a friend who was always there to accompany me when I like and mourn. Can our friendship go back to how it was? Seeing him leave, with anger it hurt me.

I wanted to step foot after him, but held back by this grip.I looked at the face of the person holding me, he just shook his head slowly. Sure, maybe this is not the right time. Right now Chika and the group were right in front of us, whispering between them.

“Ya already, we unplug first huh?” said Chika and some people from the group staring at me. Why are they so?

“Already! Don't you think! I'll be the one who's always by your side.” Said the cold prince. I don't know why I feel warm even though he utters with a flat face.

I saw the watch showing ten o'clock. Soon there is a lecture, “Yuk, we are heading to the lecture hall?!” he just nodded. I pointed it at his hand that still did not want to escape.

“Why?”

“Maluuu,” my word blushed. He smiled, and took it off. “If we can do not be too conspicuous in front of others. This is the campus, I'm embarrassed to see other students.”

“Why embarrassed? You shy away from walking with me?”

“Not gituuu, I'm just shy.”

“Oh, alright!” he grabbed the backpack I was wearing. “Waduh, this why is it so heavy?”

“Ended the contents of the important material book.”

“An exemplary child yes?” then he took it, “I ask for help with you, please this bag of mine. Let me carry your bag, you bring my bag?” I'd be happy to throw the bag.

It's very light. “This has no contents huh?”

“There is only one thin book. His name was also just the beginning of college. Yuk, the hunt will be late.”

We walked side by side, occasionally he glanced at me who was walking beside his left. We both smiled, because we were both happy. Happiness that cannot be expressed in words. Up to that spacious lecture hall, which from the outside sounded rame, just as the footsteps entered, all in unison were silent and looking at us. I understand that, maybe they just didn't expect it. I can get this close to the man my friends crave.

I looked up Mili's position, she sat in the middle and smiled at me. I saw Anggi, he was sitting at the very back of the bench, not seeing us at all. Chika and other friends, have a good time to see us. Harry pulled the bag I was carrying and I followed him. He told me to sit next to Mili. While he was sitting right in front of me. He was indeed a real man, not letting Mili sit alone without me. At first I thought he was going to force me to sit next to him, apparently not. Thankfully, he was very understanding. Different from that cold look.

“Cieee..ciiieeee...” Mili whiskey. I'm laughing, “There's another happy one?”

I hold Mili's hand, “Makasi ya Mili.” I just looked at him, no longer knowing how to express it all. Lecturers entered, and we returned to student activities in general.

***

“Yuki, how did you get along with Akel? Though I see you and he used to not be too close.” Winda started interrogating me. It just so happened that Akel was out looking for his academic mentor.

“No, I'm ordinary aja.”

“You know? See tuh!” Winda pointed to some of our classmates who continued to look at me with hate. They are all beautiful and fashionable. Inversely with the super ordinary me. “They all love Akel,” he whispered.

“Iya, I know.” Mili was just listening to me being flanked by Winda and Chika.

“I swear, I was really surprised earlier saw you two with him very friendly,” Winda is still half believing.

“I guessed it far from today. It's just that he always denied it,” interrupted Chika. “I've guessed, Akel it's been like Yuki for a long time. Yukinya aja blo’on not feel.”

“Lhoo? Why didn't you tell me from the beginning?” chirps Winda.

“Only I still doubt. Why did Akel like Yuki for so long? Though they were just his jump since meeting after this lecture.” seen Mili smiling and bellowing over what Chika said just now. “Lho, why are you smiling Mili?”

“Actually Akel is his ex-girlfriend.” Mili geli.

“Looh? How come? A timing? When are they dating?” Mili just shrugged her shoulders and poked her to ask me. “Come explain Yuki... I curious? Why are you the same as him all this time drama as really new to know?” Dlc, Mili. I'm so gemes why was it leaked?

“Again obrolin what is it?” suddenly Harry was behind me..

“Akel, have you ever dated? How can? Aren't you from Bandung?” chika's barrage of questions only responded to her faint smile.

“Ayuk, we unplug!?” bring me.

“Eeeii, don't go yet! I'm still curious!”

“Yukanya I brought ya?”

Harry did not respond at all, I followed his steps. “Where are you?”

“Ya break. Is it noon?”

“Why not just join the others?”

“Ngapain? Mending us both. I've been looking forward to all this.”

“But... don't isolate yourself dong?” chirping.

He stops, looks at me “Iya, we'll join him. This time we both used to be?” I nodded and we went back to the cafeteria.

***

The few days I spent with Harry, I understood him more and more, every time I talked to other people, always with a flat face, without expression, without a smile. While with me, the longer he showed a different disposition. He was warm, and already smiled a lot. Happy indeed, it was just that I started to feel his previously unknown nature, he was extremely possessive. At first I felt no problem, but over time I felt uncomfortable. He let me sit near Mili, but when the lecture was over he immediately invited me.

When Feli called me, “Yuki, you had no time?”

“Why Feli?”

“I want to ask for help to be accompanied to my research subject candidate.”

“Oh, can. When?”

“Tomorrow noon, tomorrow will be the weekend end. So what about tomorrow?”

“Ooh, can. Tomorrow I'll just pick me up at home.”

“Oke.oke.. thanks yaa.”.

“Sama-sama.” The phone was closed, and Akel was watching me.

“Who?”

“That, the Feli. I used to know that time at the kiosk, right? He's again no research.”

“Terus?”

“She asked for help to be accompanied.”

“Oouh, so you agree without asking me first?”

“Loh? He is my best friend. When I want to help him must ask your permission anyway?”

He was silent, thinking for a moment. “I anterin?”

“No need, he picked up.”

“Oh, so don't want me to accompany?”

“Harry, please. I also love the time to be with my friends. I have friends, and I should have time for them.”

“Ooh, yes already. Be careful then.” Then he left me.

He can't be! I have privacy too, he has privacy. We both need time to get along with others. He is not my husband yet. If this continues, the result will not be good for our relationship.

I love him, but I love my friends too. During our last course, we sat far away. It caused a question mark by the others, but I didn't care about whispering here and there.

When college was over, he waited for me without saying anything. Lately he's been driving me home. He has bought a motorbike, he said, which is important to wear well. We are both silent a thousand languages.