Love in the Heart

Session 2 Chapter 32 Autistic (PoV Yukita)

Me and Feli are at school for autistic children. The behavior of the children in school here. Because Feli is a student of psychology, various types of psychiatric behavior are examined. Last time I accompanied him was meeting a family whose son got a step down derivative.

This time I was just observing from afar, the teacher who taught autistic children to read. Some obediently follow the designated reading teacher on the board. Some are busy with their own world, drawing or writing. Some sing indistinctly by themselves. I am so amazed at this condition. This made my insight grow.

Suddenly I saw a quiet, expressionless child, sitting on a swing. At first glance, from his expressionless face it reminded me of someone, Harry...ah, what the hell am I? Did you equate him with autistic children?

I opened the phone, no message from him. Since he came home yesterday, he hasn't contacted me at all. There's a lot I just learned about him, which was very different when he was a long distance away. There are many people who do not like him, but who like him even more. Should it be how yes, how to tell her to change in a direction that is getting better? I love everything about him, it's just that I hope he can better communicate with others.

After visiting the autistic school, Feli invited me to play the mall muters. We go around looking for branded products but the discounts are big. Understandably, I am one of the stylish creatures with discount products. Anyway, life too. Incidentally, there was still the remainder of the scholarship last semester. Waiting for a new scholarship to be entered into the account.

“Yukita, this is good..suitable for you like?” Feli cheering at the sight of clothes.

“Emang nice Fel, baguuuusss really even. But..this is expensive!” chirping.

Then we twirled around no longer clearly looking for a good one, which the price is right, right in the pocket of the meaning.

“Yuki?” then I looked, there was Doli. Waduh, why even meet him here? “How are you doing Yuki? We haven't seen it in a long time.”

“Hemm, here you go,” I replied accordingly. It still feels upset to remember Aldi was his friend.

“Loh, how about that?” I just tattered the clothes that said seventy percent off.

“Yuki, if you have a problem with Aldi, do not be angry with me dong?”

“After, because of you, I know Aldi,” the sound that was held finally came out quite loud.

“Then, if you know me why?” said someone who was behind me.

“Aldi?”

“Yes, it's me!”

I immediately left them both, looking for Feli. I saw Aldi quickly chasing me. “Feli... Feli...” I finally found it among the expensive clothes displays without the discount lab.

“Why? How scared is that?” then I saw a new person arrive near us. “Eeh, what do you want again?” snapped it.

“Ah, no business lo!”

“My business is! He met me, went with me!”

Looks behind Doli follows, “Hey, On. Lu don't do it dong same cave temen?”

“What the hell is lu?” aldi geram said.

***

Until the night, Harry had not called or just chatted with me. Is he angry? What makes him angry? I should have been angry. I don't like being held back, even though I love him.

When you leave the house, go to college. Mom has gone to school. Dad's in the fields, my brother's still getting ready for college. He's busy working on the thesis. The business is smooth, immediately graduation and quickly get a job. It turned out that in the front yard of the house Harry was standing with his motorbike, waiting for me. I think he's still angry, though it's unclear why. He was waiting for me with a smile.

“Harry? You picked me up?”

“I kept thinking last night, I'm sorry? Maybe I'm too possessive of you.”

“If you think, why not phone?”

“I'd rather see you directly. I want to directly say it to you.” Back he smiled. “Yuk, up! We're leaving!” put a helmet on me.

“Ah, already! Shame later seen by neighbors,” I said hurriedly install it myself. He laughed and shook his head. Then we drove to the campus.

Arriving at the parking lot, it turns out Anggi also just arrived. We passed in front of him, “Hey, look! Prince and princess couple!” her cheering. We both looked at him. “What?” ask Harry. Anggi stared hatefully, and Harry looked at him coldly.

“Ang...” Harry's holding me. Then he pulled me to leave Anggi immediately. Kulirik back Anggi, he is still watching our steps. Harry pulled me back to leave immediately. “Harry, however I and Anggi are best friends.”

“Iya, wait for him to calm down first!” I nodded and we headed straight for the lecture hall.

Back I chose the bench next to Mili, while he chose to sit far in front of himself. Maybe he wanted to give me some space so I wouldn't feel tied up. At the end of the day, I don't stop to keep looking at him. He studied seriously, occasionally raising his glasses slightly down.

“Ngak bosen-bosen so ya meet the boyfriend continues?” chirps Mili.

“Ah, Mili.. I'm so shy.” Then I looked for the figure that met in the parking lot. It turned out that he was sitting in the back corner. Our eyes clashed, it turned out that he kept watching me from back there. I wave my hand to call him. He even threw away his face.

After the lecturer came out, I immediately followed Anggi to where he was sitting. “Ang, I beg that we can kayak first again.” He got up, and just smiled cynically, she said,

“Fig!” half a scream, and almost all the class saw us including Harry. He did not look back and left the class. This atmosphere is really uncomfortable. I don't like it! I sat down next to Mili. Mili patted my shoulder.

“Sabar ya Yuki, one day we can definitely go back to how it used to be.”

“I'm sad to see him continue so Mili. He's my best friend, just like you. He's already I consider as a brother I don't have.”

“You should also know Yuki, what you think is not necessarily the same as what he thinks. He likes you, so he always wants to be around you, good to you, always there for you. Apparently, you chose someone else, not him. She must be very disappointed, so she won't come near you anymore."

"Give time to accept this situation. Usually time is always a potent remedy for untreatable pain.”

Mili said it in full. Everything he said was true. Maybe today can not, hopefully soon he forgives me, the three of us back as before.