Love in the Heart
chapter 22 is Really Breaking Up
“But what?” his eyes grew sharper, as sharp as the eyes of an eagle preparing to catch its prey.
“But... as long as we're together, I don't think there's a match between us in”.
“You mean?”
“Better we end all this.. we Break up...”.
“Disconnect? You said “disconnect?’ just tell me that you already have another new guy that you can play with???!!!”
I slap him straight away, how could he say that to me? Am I a lowly woman who can play any man?
“Oh... so really? You got a new one for you toying with?” he grasped my hand that had slapped him earlier until the bones of my fingers crumbled.
“I'm not that kind of woman! Did I ever ask you for anything? No right?”
Lord.help me God.now he is in the instigation of the Shaitan…
“So say!!! What do you want?” it tightened his grip on my finger. His face was getting closer.I could not see the look in his eyes and I closed my eyes and still begged my Lord for help.
As strong as I fight it, I am only a ‘woman’ who is unable to defeat the power of a man who is angry like that.
“Excuse me.. excuse me..”.
Aldi was surprised and let go of his grasp, immediately pushing him because I had been pressed to the point of being unable to move anymore. After detaching from it, I immediately ran out of the narrow space that I always used as a private room and where I performed worship, towards the transaction room with customers.
“Eh... You are pale?”
I immediately took the drinking water that was always available in my bag, after which I tried to be as reasonable as possible. I couldn't answer the question, I was scared and shivering. Aldi came out of the small room standing behind me.
“Oh, him again? Don't-don't he?”
“Oow... more fun dating?” came back cold, and was about to leave us.
“A..A...Akel...” My lips are shaking.
He went straight in, and squeezed the collar of Aldi's shirt “Eh... lu apan Yukita?”
“What is your business?” rebelled.
“Udah-udah... he did not say anything...” my lantern, I hold so that my voice does not tremble anymore.
“Di... You better go!!! We BREAK...”
“So right? Because he you mutusin me?”
“Not In... Don't look for scapegoats anymore!!! I want to break up because of my own desire.we do not fit Di... love can not be forced..” he just looked at me sharply, making me more afraid, with the spotlight it seemed he did not believe all my words.
The attempt to hide the crying did not work. I couldn't stop crying and embarrass Akel. I am very grateful to Allah for listening to my request so that I can be helped from****** angry Aldi.
“Kel... thanks ya?”
“Why thank you? I didn't do anything”
“But your arrival has indirectly saved our me” in silence long enough to calm my chaotic soul.
Since Aldi's departure, he has not moved, sitting on the floor with a carpet. Maybe he wants to fill the pulse.That's a good thing he's very understanding and doesn't say a word. That's what I need, I need some time for my heart to calm down.
So long deserted, gradually the trembling I felt disappeared. Although it is still chaotic with events that no one needs to know, even though he understands what happened, maybe he will not tell anyone?
“Sorry yes... make you wait too long???”
“What's better?”
I try to smile and nod “What do you want? want to charge credit, buy voucher, buy cassing hape, softcase, add application or sell hape?”
“Neither”
“Lho??? Want to do something?”
“Mending you stop!!!”
“Stop?”
“Iya, stop!”
“So you want to come here just to tell me to stop?”
“From him coming again and macem-macem?”
“True too... but I..”.
“Fear of not being able to join the Appeal study?” I just nodded slowly.
“So that study is more important than your safety?”
“You came here just for this? you want no, anyway? In the past, you were the one who gave me the information we will participate in the comparative study. Now that you've stayed a little longer, you want to ruin my dream for telling me to stop?”
“Why do you want to go to Bandung so badly?”
“Ya... for study appeal is...???”
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