Love in the Heart

chapter 16 Poetry

It turns out Mili has read... hemm.. Akel's poem.. why can he write a poem that... can be said to be very romantic huh?

I didn't know there was something called Missing

The longing is heavy and painful

When miss reigns

I realized that I no longer deserve to have it

I realized that longing will only make it more broken

Attempts have been made to remove it

But I miss dancing and hanging at every heartbeat

Chasing misses, but the one who misses me

Unaware of my presence

Not realizing how painful, torturing without him noticing

Miss, why keep stoning and torturing

Missing me, I will try to defend you

Until I miss it, it becomes something beautiful

although it will continue to long in my heart until I do

Turns out this cold face is good at making poetry too huh? Reading that, I felt sorry for it, as if she was the one who experienced it. Somehow it feels like this heart is in pain, feeling love in the heart, longing in silence.

After my short story was published, I now feel more confident, and plan to try to send it back to the next Genta short story tabloid.

The longer, it turns out these days feel increasingly busy. I keep trying to maintain my health so that I keep Fit during the semester exam and my IP is good so I can apply for a scholarship. Temen-temen said the more days I get thinner. What if I meet a friend who has not met me for a long time, surprised to see my new situation

“Hey... Where is this meat that wraps around your bones?” or

“Now get slim?”

“Eh... is getting higher? What are you wearing?” if not

“Now more beautiful only?”

Was it when I was in High School? The feeling of High School time as if my body size is proportional? My height is moderate, my body weight is proportional. Increased height? Any timing? The feeling of time is measured, my height is that long ago. Maybe because now my weight is far slumped to forty-five aka getting thinner makes me look taller? Someone said I'm more beautiful, someone said I'm more beautiful? Ehem...ehem... 🥰.

My mother asked

“Yukita, I notice now that you're getting thinner? You are not doing a diet program, right?”

“Hahaha, no Ma'am. This busy period Yuki diet everything?”

“Exit.. now you are skinny once son.”.

“Ya... Now Yuki is going to college Mom? Pray for a good Yuki value, Bu?”

“All Mothers must pray for their children to achieve the best. And surely also I pray you be the best.”.

“Makasi Mom...” to kiss my Mom's hand with all my respect and love for her, forgive Yuki Bu... Yuki has been lying to Mom all this time… I'll redeem it with a value that makes Mom proud of Yuki…

Soon I'll face the first odd semester's final exam. I asked the boss, who is also a student not to go to work during the exam. He allowed me not to guard his stall. The student of accounting is seventh semester and he must also carry out the same exam. It is true said people. But let me get a job from him…