Love in the Heart
Session 2 Chapter 20
Today's show wasn't too much, running around me back home after Yukita was nowhere to be seen. Maybe he went back to the hostel to rest.
“Ga, what else?”
“This is again a lecture, just a moment again also a break!”
“Oh yes already, later we contest again!”
What good is it? Hady has not come home yet? Then I looked out, it turned out the house was still quiet. I turn on tivi and play pe-ice. After playing, I decided to take a nap.
While engrossed in a faint sleep heard this call from Hady.
“A’..Aa” heard Hady from outside and went inside my room
“Heh! Little boy play nyelonong aja?”
“There's a’ phone from girl!”
“Lho? How to call home?” Hady just shrugged, I saw the clock was sixteen. It turned out that I slept for two hours.
Lazily, I went to the house phone. Maybe esde's friend, said Mama there is a nyari too.
“Halow...”.
“This is Harry huh?” this is not a voice...
“Yes, this is Harry. Whose tea is it?” I have to make sure first.
“Halooo.. This who?”
“Eh..hemmm.i..this.”.
“Yes, whose tea is this?” so be more sure.this..
“I.i..ini Yuki.. Yukita.”
“Yukita?”
“Iya... still remember right?” it's Yukita. I threw the phone and I looked for a jacket, where is he? Then hape.ya hape.
It turns out Dirga was calling me.
“Why Ga?”
“This, there's something you've come here for! You must not have expected who came here your nyari!?”
“Who Ga? Let's say!”
“Tadi Hendri said someone was looking for Harry. I kept seeing him, I felt like I had seen him where, his face was red withholding tears, had met Harry and Tika as well. I asked her what her name was, she said Yukita. So I remember right away, never seen him on your phone. He's Yukita, looking for you alone here. Uh! Crazy lu! I told you to say it as soon as possible!”
“Set him where?”
“Yes, don't know. Hendri said he wanted to go back. But mending you the phone! I am so worried!”
“Ya, thanks for the info!”
I called Yukita, but she didn't pick up. Then I called Mili, ask where Yukita is.
“So he left, when I was with the others. Chika said she hurriedly came out. Why Kel?”
“Actually what's the reason he's here Mil? Do you know?”
“So he told me, he said he was actually looking for someone named Harry.”
“Harry?”
“Iya, Harry,.”
“Then please let me know if Yukita contact you or you managed to contact her?”
“OK, alright!”
I kept trying to call Yukita, but it wasn't picked up. Yukita, why are you so good at hiding your feelings? Or because I can't read your heart? If I had known a long time ago, no. If I had said everything from the beginning we met. Sure, things won't be like this.
Sure, we are both happy now. My phone hasn't been picked up yet. Where should I look? Good Lord? Take care of him. I hope this time my phone is picked up.
“Halo...” wah, raised, but his voice hoarse.
“Yukita, are you crying?”
“Not”
“You're crying?”
“No!”
“Tell me! Why are you crying?”
“No!”
“Now where are you?”
“You mean?” he just shut up “Now where are you? From earlier I, Mili and Anggi kept looking for you!”
“I said I don't know, where is this?”
“Do you see anything big?”
“Here there is a big Mall.”
“Name?”
“Central Plaza”
“Haaa??? Why did you get so far there?”
“So I'm from angkot.”
“Alright! Wait for me in front of Central Plaza! I'll be there soon.”
I put this scooter on fast. He didn't want to cry there himself. After I reached “Yukita, where are you? I'm in front of the entrance of Central”
“I'm across.” Across? Mana.hmm.well that's it.
“Wait for me there!” seeing him is sad it feels like I want to embrace. I pulled him along in silence.
“Well, this is a weeping adek earlier right? Still crying huh?” asked a woman with an upset face to me “What are you doing this sister? From earlier she cried continuously.”
“dia strayed.”
“Oh, this sister is strayed? Who are you?”
“Udah first huh? Thank you for watching him. Don't call him sister. She's a student.”
“Masa anyway? At most he is still second grade High School?”
I kept pulling on him, he still followed me listlessly. Looking at my bike, he seemed reluctant to ride. Maybe he still doesn't want to go home.
Okay, maybe I should explain this time. I took him to the right place, for both of us to tell stories.
“Ayo ride! I know a place that suits you.”
Hearing what I said just now, he immediately sat on my favorite antique matic scooter. I put a helmet on him. Forgive me for being too weak to face you.
Can't say what it's supposed to be until this happens to you. He kept crying on my back. Again, forgive me, love.
I brought it to a place where I used to look. Looking at the valley, Yukita immediately ran over, and shouted.
“KAMU.. YOU'RE JAHAAATT.. YOU JAHAAATTT...
I WANT TO GO HOME.. DON'T WANT TO BE HERE ANYMORE
WHY ARE YOU SO???
I'M READY WHEN YOU HAVE ANOTHER
BUT TALK TO ME FOR ONE MINUTE YOU DON'T WANT TO
I WANT PULAAAANG!!”
Seeing it like that, again.my heart shrinks. This time I was really late. Too late waiting for time and opportunity, too much thinking, too hurt his heart.
Am I able to say it now? seeing him cry like that, made this chest hurt.
“Why? Why am I so crazy? I'm ashamed of myself, to this extent to find a Harry that I don't know what it's like. But, this is all I got. I shouldn't have expected more, and I don't have to go here. Where far away from my dear parents and family,” sounds he does not shout anymore.
Is he tired? I let her cry, let her be calmer.
For quite a while, it was already too late in the afternoon, almost dark, Yukita approached. Her eyes looked puffy, and perhaps out of shame she was turning her back on me.
“Has satisfied with the cry? your eyes are swollen”
“We go home yuk?”
“Where?”
“I want to sleep, we go to dorm.”
“Wait, I want to talk to you.”
“I want to sleep Kel... Please?”
“But... Yukita.. I want you to know the truth.
“I know, you want to entertain me. But, now I need more rest.”.
“Alright..” still can't. Not time.
seeing her face so sad, made this heart filled with guilt. At least I was waiting for him to finish his conversation when he called earlier. After he spoke, just say, taraaaaa. This is Harry, Harry that you know by the name of Akel.
Akhh.it was just a futile delusion. It's too late to keep wondering.
