Love in the Heart
Session 2 Chapter 27 Leave (PoV Akel/Harry)
It felt like the sky had suddenly collapsed. I didn't expect the results to turn out to be that bad. Why not from before? Not even this mouth can explain everything well to him. Huh! Be fat! Weak!
“Why is Yuki crying?” suddenly Anggi appeared out of nowhere.
“Not your business!” I was wondering where Yuki's current position was.
“Heh? What's going on between you guys? Why did I see Yuki cry?” now that his voice was even louder, I saw Anggi looking at me with a pus. I know, actually he likes Yukita too.
“Then what's your business?”
“Gue justin you are close to Yuki, because I consider you a good person. But it turns out you're the same as that jerk.” Wow, this is a guy. Obviously I'm in a state of anxiety about me even messing with that asshole.
“Kalo you don't know anything, you don't follow. It's both our business!” suddenly he pulled my collar. This little boy? Is his posture bigger? Main hanger though? No thank donk..
“Lu is just a kid! Don't you know!” from behind the door, Yukita noticed us. I'll go first, I hope everything's okay. Yes, I can only say in my heart, I regret that.
Stress, get home I threw the body on the mattress. Shit.. It's all upside down from what I think! Then how should it be?
“A’ why tea?” It turned out that without me realizing Hady was already sitting on the bed.
“From earlier Aa’ back and forth like ironing. Think it's a pisan length?”
“Aaah, you? exit.. exit...!” I pushed him out of the room.
“Do-not Aa’ again heartbroken well?” he laughed and left me.
Fucking kids! Make her stress even more! back to thinking, what should.. is before leaving tomorrow I explain? Or is there another way? Dizziness aaahh!! Dirgah.. Dirga..!!
I waited for him to pick up the phone.
“Halooo, Bro? What was? Disturb me on a date!”
“Aah, are you still dating? I'm so dizzy!”
“Why else?”
“Let's go! I don't want to interrupt your show.”
“Oke, let me take you back Princess. That's my abis to your house. “
Half an hour later, Dirga came into my room
“Why Bro? Very bad it looks.”
“Once it's Ga. Dizzy me! Everything is beyond what I expected!”
“What's beyond estimate?”
“So I've told him.I'm Harry, Harry who turned out he was looking until he got here.”
“Then..?”
“She's angry. Big angry! Crying out! I instantly lost my mind look at him crying like that!”
“What have you told me?”
“Not yet, haven't finished my story he's run. In fact, he doesn't want to hear me.”
Kugaruk heads with annoyance, this is really beyond the shadow of “aaahh” whereas in the mind, the result is not this bad.
“Try you phone him now!”
“Gue is not sure at this time he wants to talk to me.”
“Ya already! Chat aja!”
“Make what?”
“Make clearin all!”
“What's clear? How broken is my heart right now?”
Suddenly Dirga shook my head. “Aaah, my best friend is so bad at romance. Free brain dilute, if it's about the love of science so shallow!” I heard his explanation.
“Now take your hape! Type everything you've been doing for her!”
“But I don't want him to be embarrassed. Mending tomorrow I will explain before leaving for Semarang.”
“Aaah, I have an idea. You better take a semester off just there. college first here?”
“Hah? So I don't see him?” he nodded with a sly smile.
“What's this for?”
“Testing her feelings to lu Bro. Usually miss can treat all wounds Ry!” I still can't figure it out in my mind.
“If the leave, must be taken care of as well right, I also still have to go there too!”
“Please with your friend who is there?”
“Friends? Who is my friend over there?”
“Don't tell me you don't have friends there?”
“Oooh, no...Remon. but he's a polytechnic boy.”
“Is the campus distance far?”
“Still in one area anyway.”
“Yes, ask for help with it?!”
But, if that's the case I won't see him for long enough? Can you see her smile in a day? But even if I see her crying, my heart is more broken.
“What should I tell him Ga?”
“Tell me everything you've experienced!”
“But if I tell you that, make my self-esteem as a man fall Ga!”
“Aahhh... You that mostly think! It's all the result of your mind! Waiting for the right time? The result is bagini, right? That's why! Don't think too much! More important action Bro!” then he saw the wall clock, he,
“Walah? Crazy one? It's midnight! I'll go back first! Later nyokap not open the door if later back?”
“Oh, yes. thanks Ga.. thanks for all the input.” He just thumbs up, and I'll take him out. He put on a jacket, and darted quickly with his ninja.
***
What am I supposed to say?
Yukita.tadi it's just...
Aah.not.not.not.delete..
Yukita.I don't mean....
Ahh.. time goes straight to the core? Hmmm..
Yukita, forgive all this time.
Say what else?
Eeh, change.ngga very good read it
I don't want to..
Change again, change again!
It's not like I don't want to tell you
Even from the first time I met your re-registration, I wanted to say right away
Surprisingly, you disappeared
I still remember you saying you went to college at a polytechnic
Know ye? I've been looking for you up there
And the truth is, you're not a student there
Honestly, I hated you at first
Know ye? A mixed feeling when we know we're a class
But, it turns out that my love overcame hate
Until now, it hasn't shifted the slightest sense I have of you
There are many factors that make me unable to say
What you need to know, I'm happy.it turns out you still love me.
Chasing me to this town, like I was looking for you up there
Whatever your decision is, I will accept it with pleasure
To continue to love me, or to hate me for it
Not that I meant to re-dispose
I know real men won't bring up the past
Without me realizing it during choosing the sentence that I think is the most appropriate, it turns out it is almost morning. Maybe he's still asleep, none of my messages he's read yet. After the dawn prayer, I immediately slept soundly.
“Harry...!! Harry...!” my mother's voice came into my room. “Harry.. didn't you leave today again?”
“Ma, still sleepy..” I buried my head under the pillow.
Mama threw away my pillow and patted my withered body for not sleeping all night.
“So you have no interest in further travel? That was yesterday alone how?” I'm not saying, though,
“Hary... let's get up!” I'm really sleepy
“Yaudah yes, Mama is awake. Later don't tell me Mama didn't wake you up!” then in half-consciousness Mama came out and didn't call me anymore.
I woke up by myself after the energy had completely recovered. I saw the wall clock showing the time at eleven. What am I gonna do, huh? Hah, the important thing is to take a shower first. I'll take a shower, and head for the dinner table. Look at the hood of the meal, about what Mama cooked today..
“Ma? Is it not cooking? Usually if I have Mama cook every morning.”
“Oh, the end was Mama thought you want to go and eat with a group of wae, yes already mama did not cook.”
“Ohh, yes? Clock like?” Damn, the bus must have gone. They must be confused because I didn't come too. Moga has news. Immediately I checked the message, it turned out that only the message grub said they were going to leave.
There are photos of their condition and position on the bus. How come Yukita doesn't exist? Where is he sitting? Or lazy to take photos? I checked my message to Yukita, it was read but not answered.
Then I'm left alone this should be how? Will feel endless loneliness until a time I myself cannot imagine.
A few days later Mama started to wonder, I did not move at all to pack back.
“Hary, have you been in college there? Mom doesn't like it if you go to college just to play?”
“Mah, I want to leave first there. want to continue studying here first a little one or two semesters how Mah?”
“Waduh, move again anyway? Keep going there who takes care?”
“Plan request please wae Mah, same temen one kostan.”
“Try tanya first? He can help with what? If it's clear, then Mama allow more here!” Mama's watching.
“Malah gawking?” I've never seen Mama this hard before.
“Iya Mah, Yes.. later I contact him directly.”
“Mamah wants to go to market first. Later tell Mamah how the result is yah?!”
“Iya Mah.” Huh, got scolding too. I opened Remon's contact..
“Halo, assalamualaikum friend?”
“Walaikumsalam, Mon. This I can ask for help no?”
“What help do you need about friends? As long as you can, God willing you help.”
“Please take care of my leave administration?”
“Cuti? What was? Is there a problem there?”
“Oooh, no. Just want to continue your studies here first.”
“Lecture? Study again there?”
“Oh, I previously lectured here.”
“What majors?”
“Electro hell.”
“Subhanallah, deserve my room neighbor friend is smart once.”
“Aah, don't be so complimentary. Ordinary aja. Can you ask for help?”
“Oooh, God willing I will help. How many semesters of leave?”
“Try this one semester first. Later if I continue or do not call again.”
“Oooh, okay buddy. God willing I will help you. As humans, we should help each other, right? You have helped me a lot, friend.”
“Iya, Make Bro earlier.”
“Sama-sama friend.”
“Assalamualaikum.”
“Waalaikumsalam warrahmatullah wabarakatuh.”
That's it, the friend next door. People are always thinking positively. Being ashamed of yourself for being too prejudiced. Then when Mama came home I told her there was a friend who wanted to help. New Mama, allow me to go back to the old campus.
