
The semester break was over, this time I was assigned as a junior senior. It turned out to be quite exhausting. Invite juniors to get to know each other with all members of the class, with seniors, all lecturers.
At the last session, have them send a love letter to the most favorite senior. Apparently, I even got quite a lot of love letters. This makes me a little grateful, meaning I am among the seniors they like.
While since last on the beach, Anggi continues to avoid me. With Mili, I always try to keep her feeling, and I don't know how I feel. And sometimes, our relationship seems stiff.
What do I have to do to get everyone back? Will it continue to be not the same as this? although currently Mili and I are close, but our hearts have a long stretch of distance. Anggi, who was always there, now to see me he doesn't want to.
This is the thing I fear most in friendship. Because of love, everything is complicated. But if this world is without love, everything must feel even more complicated. I need my love.the love that can treat my lara at this time.
The lecture schedule had already begun, it turned out that around the class, there was still no one who I hoped to attend. The person in silence kept watching my movements. The one who is always there for me, the one who is always written in my heart. Is it the same this time? One semester without him again?
“Mili, we go to yuk library!?”
“You looking for material duty?”
“Not, I want to find a reference for the title of the final task, thesis!”
“Waah, you have started ngajuin title?”
“The plan is Yes Mil. I want to finish this all as soon as possible.”
“If you're done quickly, I live alone donk?”
“Let's try our best yuk?” I took Mili's hand, hoping that the long barrier was getting shorter, so that there was no longer an awkward distance between the two of us.
At first I tried to check and read the legal journal made by our lecturer. Trying to choose, in which direction should I try to write a thesis with the most interesting title. Then, try to open senior theses the year before. What good to take title? Criminal, civil, or agrarian?
Aaah, dizzy...!! finally tired and tired of reading it all, I put it all back in place all.
Out of the special room thesis, the plan was to sit and rest, looked a figure that I missed all this time was looking for books on the shelf. I followed him, he continued to lead to a place invisible to me. I continued to follow, and it appeared that the man who seemed to be glazed over was reading.
“Akel? Haryy?” but he didn't respond at all. Then I pulled, he turned his back, didn't he.
"Yes? What's up?" ask the man in wonder. arrived an unknown person fopling.
It's not the guy I always thought of. Am I going crazy and hallucinating? Hary, I miss you so much.
Mili still seems to be picking on books. I sat on the bench in the reading room, opening the phone. I tried to open up our last chat, a scrool that had come a long way since there had been no contact between us for a long time.
Back, a tinge of shame filled my heart. It makes me feel bad to keep expecting it. Then I opened the sosmed profile turns out there is no profile photo and no information at all about it.
Why all this time I never realized so many similarities with people who are always on my mind. I used to think why Harry wouldn't want to use a profile picture maybe because his face wasn't good to photograph. But the truth is, that she herself has a lot of fans, even all of them are pretty.
Now I'm moving on to the gallery. I wish there was a picture of her that was a little one or two. Apparently there's none too. His face is not in my photo gallery. How do I remember you Harry? Is it enough to remember that we were classmates for three semesters?
“Yuki..? Yuki..?” mili was right next to me. I don't know when, I didn't realize.
“You daydream again?”
“Oh.. uh. engak...” I replied awkwardly.
“You think of Akel uh.. Harry again huh?” I just kept quiet, I didn't know what to say about how I felt right now that I'm sick of missing Mili.
“Yuki... You should know! I'm the one who's gonna budge between you. Because you have the right to be together. Don't you think about me, you keep feeling sick yourself?”
“Mili, between us maybe there is no more gap to unite. Maybe he doesn't want to come here anymore?”
“Yuki... You have this!” lift my hole, and put it back.
“You can contact him back.!”
“But if he doesn't want to see me how? Because I'm the one that all this happened. And I'm the one that went from her..!”
“Yuki, have you tried yet? Time lost first? Where is the spirit of Yuki I used to know? Yuki who I knew before was always cheerful, always thinking positive. It wasn't Yuki who was always this moody and pessimistic!”
“Mili, are you sure? Am I okay to continue my love for Harry?” he nodded and nodded for sure. I hug him back, I hope this friendship will be beautiful forever.