
"Just say what you want to say!" tell Sam who looks impatient waiting for an answer from me.
"Sam, honestly I asked to be separated from you because I didn't get my blessing from Mom and Oma you're Sam," I try to put everything honestly and hope Sam can accept also understand the reasons I give.
"What's? restu? you joke Twilight," a response I never expected, how could Sam respond to my honesty with such distrust at this time.
"Sam, I'm telling you honesty, Oma and Mamau don't like it and they don't want me to be their daughter-in-law either, I'm not on your level, Sam, Sam, that's why I'm asking us to end this relationship, I can't continue Sam," I'm trying to explain everything so clearly hoping Sam will understand and accept me.
"Never make excuses if we don't have the blessing of Dusk, do you use the names of Mama and Oma, just say so! if you already have no taste in me and just say it! if you want our separation because you have found another man who is much better and much richer than me" said Sam, who accused me of lying,eski he did not say it transparently but I understood the meaning of his words, Sam sounded so hearty and unselfish to me.
"Enough Sam! I say everything honestly without anything I'm lacking, but if you still think I'm lying, it's up to you, but you should know one thing! Mama and Oma you just pretend to accept my presence and pretend to accept also bless our relationship only if they are in front of you, but their words were so sharp they pierced into the heart if you were not beside me," I said with passionate emotion, how could Sam possibly do something that would make me angry and hurt him even more, the kindness he just told me as if it had disappeared for an instant, fortunately all this happened, if not, he said, maybe I'll live in agony, because Mama and Oma Sam were bad when Sam wasn't around and Sam believed in them so much, it's not the smile or laughter I'll get if I get married, but the tears I'll get.
"I don't care anymore about whether you want to believe me or not, which you should know, I never lied to you in the least, from the beginning we met until now, he said, I promise you I'll give you back the money you used to redeem the certificate, but I can't pay for it now, I'll pay for it every time I pay, and thank you for all the good you have given me and Mom, may God give you his reward and give you a much better mate than me and most importantly worth your while, in order for Oma and Mamami to accept it," my dissatisfied neighbor said everything I had in mind.
Sam just fell silent without a word, he looked at me fully inquiring as if looking for a real career that does not need to be investigated anymore, because I have included everything honestly and aa.
"If there's nothing to talk about anymore, I'm sorry." If Sam wasn't going to talk because he stayed silent, like Sam was still at war with his own mind, he would still be shocked and in disbelief at what happened, but this is the reality that he must accept.
With wide steps I left the cafe and Sam who was still silent looked at me with a sense of wonder.
"I really didn't think Sam would say that, he didn't believe what I said, what if this happened when he and I were married? I will definitely be in a big dilemma and I will definitely suffer from it" I murmured as I walked down the sidewalk.
"Alley!" mr. Arka's now familiar voice in my mind was heard echoing in my ears even though I was outside the room at the moment, but his voice was so clearly heard.
"Mr Arka," I turned to look at Mr. Arka who was walking closer to me.
"What are you doing here?" ask Mr. Arka.
Mr. Arka did not answer or respond to my words, he looked confused at my answer that might sound poetic, Mr. Arka even frowned confused at the answer I gave.
"I've just finished seeing your ex-boyfriend" I said, this time I'm sure Mr. Arka must have understood what I said.
"Oh, it's appropriate that since coming out of the cafe you look grumbling yourself," said Mr. Arka who quite surprised me because of it, Mr. Arka noticed what I did since.
"Do I look that bad?" ask me who knows for sure if grumbling on the side of the road is not a good thing to do.
"Bad enough, how about you come with me to the house? Tania must be happy to meet you and she will definitely eat well if you come to dinner together" said Mr. Arka.
"I have to go home Sir, I will definitely look for me if I don't come home in time" I said with an unpleasant expression on my face.
"Your mother must not have come home, today there is a Thanksgiving event that Oma held, now my mother must be cleaning up the rest of the event this morning," said Mr. Arka.
"Thanksgiving, why didn't you tell me?" lirihku who feels strange with what was just said Mr. Arka, Mother will usually tell if there is an event or she will come home late, but why does this heart Mother not tell.
"Maybe my mother forgot, besides the event that Oma made today was just a regular Thanksgiving event that invited the children of some orphans to come home, he said, sort of eat together and give a little parcel to them," Mr. Arka again explained what the event was held by Oma in a house that was more like the palace.
For a moment I thought, if I join Mr. Arka now, I can help Mother's work as well as accompany Tania.
"All right, I'm coming, '" I replied.
I walked to a parked car not far from where I had stopped.
"You're getting smart to lie to Dusk, using the names Oma and Mama as the reason for our separation, but the truth is you do have another man," Sam's voice sounded piercing.