I Found Love At the End of the Dusk

Baffled

"Good, do everything you can! and I will wait for the result," said Mr. Arka who immediately left after doing so, he stepped slowly past him while patting his shoulder slowly and then passed.

After the departure of Lord Arka I was confused by the task that actually disturbed the conscience, would I not sin if trying to separate the child and his mother? but if I don't do it I'm afraid Mr. Arka will get angry and kick me out of this company.

"Lord, I can only give up without being able to resist, may you forgive me because I believe you know how I am right now," I looked up at the sky remembering what I was going to do after this was not a good thing in my opinion.

Long enough I pondered until the rest I had was over to reflect on everything.

"Hat Dusk!" father Fira who has never greeted me for a long time, he is always busy with his own work as well as with me, only Reyhan who as I can help and sometimes replace me to do the task that is actually mine.

"Yes, Ma'am," I said as I turned to look towards Fira who was now sitting next to me.

"What are you doing here?" mother Fira asked while looking strangely at me.

"I'm enjoying my food again Ma'am" I replied with a smile that I made as sweet as possible.

"Why eat alone here?" Fira asked again.

"I prefer to eat in a quiet place when carrying supplies, so it feels more delicious Ma'am," as much as possible I answered the question of my leader with an honest answer and Mbak Fira just bemused to hear my answer.

Working hours are over, now is the time to meet Sam at the cafe we have decided to meet, actually I feel lazy to meet again with Sam after the incident yesterday, but either way Sam's been kind to me and I also need information from him, where he got the certificate and how he got it.

Although it feels lazy to step into the cafe that now looks quite crowded, in the hours of home office and lunch cafe is always crowded because that's why I choose this cafe so that I feel safe, because after that incident I couldn't trust a hundred percent of Sam who turned out to be lying to you, he was so good at theatrics and I was also so stupid not to suspect at all about him.

I began to wander looking for the whereabouts of Sam who I believed was already in the cafe, and it's true that Sam waved to see me who had just entered the cafe. He was sitting in the corner of the room that was as straight as the entrance was a strategic place to wait for someone, looking at Sam's hand I walked towards him and sat right in front of Sam who was smiling and welcoming me.

"Explain!" tell me a moment after I sit down in front of Sam.

"You just got home from work, how about we eat first? I know you must be tired and hungry after a long day at work," instead of directly explaining Sam instead offered me the emotional heart of this meal, if I wasn't angry or disappointed right now I would consider Sam's offer a form of attention, but it's different because now I think Sam is not the same as he used to be that's why I think Sam is buying time to be with me longer.

"No need to talk to Sam! I came to listen to my explanation not to accompany me to a meal, so explain everything or I'll leave now!" I said with a little emotion peaking hearing the sweet-ass but painful Sam.

"Here Sam is, don't buy time! if you really don't intend to explain everything, I'd better just go." Threaten me to feel that Sam is buying time so I can be around him longer.

"Well, I'll explain everything, I hope you can understand and after this I hope you will forgive me and start over" Sam said.

I just silently heard all of Sam's words, to me all of his words were unable to penetrate the thick walls he had built between us, the disappointment he had incised was still fresh in his memory, what's more the pain of my heart when I remember the words of the two parents that mean so much to Sam I really can't forget until now.

"When we were in High School, I accidentally saw Mom go to the loan shark's house with a piece of paper neatly stored in the map in the middle of the tenteng, without much thought I followed in Mom's footsteps and hid behind the high gate in front of the loan shark's house. I waited long enough for your mother to come out of there until I saw my mother come out with tears still visible flowing from her eyes, my suspicion of your mother grew real when I saw the brown envelope that I believed contained the money in her hand, "Sam stopped the story and took a deep breath and exhaled slowly, and I could just quietly listen to every word that was said from Sam's lips.

"After my mother's departure I went straight into the house and asked her what she was doing there, sure enough, my mom pawned the house certificate you now have to pay for my school payoff and your sick dad's fees, at that time my mother pawned a home certificate with a number of tens of millions and I who was just a high school boy did not have that much money or savings, as much as that, I took the initiative to pawn BPKB the new car Mama bought without his knowledge and save more than half the allotment of pocket money Mama gave to pay the installments, he said, at first I intended to give it to you as a gift after our wedding, but the plan could not be realized because you asked for a break up without cause, while I have prepared everything for you, Dusk, Dusk, actually I have no evil intentions on you, I just squashed the situation, if only you had not asked to break up unilaterally and suddenly like that time, he said, I definitely won't do the thing that makes you as upset and angry as you are now" Sam explained.

Without feeling my tears shed without me being able to bear, so sincere the heart of the man who was in front of me at this moment, I, but I still can't continue the relationship that I can be sure will end up troublesome and bad if I force it.

"I'm sorry Twilight, I'm sorry if I've cut your wounds and disappointed you, but I beg you, believe me! this feeling I have is sincere for you and I do it all because I don't want to part with you, I really love and love you, twilight," continued Sam who I believe now feels can make my heart melt and remove the pain was also disappointed that he had incited, but I cried not because of it, but I did not, I cried because no matter how hard Sam tried and how much he sacrificed our relationship will never be able to unite because the blessing of Mother and Oma Sam is impossible for me to get.

"I'm sorry Twilight, I really don't have bad intentions, and I'm very serious about the feelings I have for you," once again Same tried to convince myself to forgive him and hope to start all over again.

"I'm sorry, Sam," I withered with a sad expression on my face, I looked at the face of Sama who was pleading with a sad expression.

"Sorry for what, Dusk? it should be me who apologizes to you for lying to you and disappointing you" said Sam, who felt that everything that happened was his fault.

"I'm sorry that I can never be your partner again" I explained.

"Why can't it? do you have a replacement for me? or do you have no more feelings for me, Dusk?" A reasonable question came out of Sam's mouth, although I understood that the question was perfectly natural, but still I felt I could not answer it immediately.

"Senja, tell me the truth! what the hell is going on? and why can't you be with me anymore?" Sam kept pushing me, and I could just shut up and gather the courage to tell Sam everything.

"Alley!" sobung Sumbang looks not satisfied with any questions that I have not answered.

"Yes," I said confusedly, I was at war and all my thoughts were at heart, should I tell the truth or should I keep quiet and let Sam have bad thoughts about me.