
"You don't need to know where I know from, which you should remember, don't push yourself too much! just follow what your heart says and don't listen to anything else!" the words of Mr. Arka really disturbed my heart and mind, even so, still, the curiosity from which Mr. Arka knew my problem was greater than my understanding of the meaning of the words thrown from Mr. Arka's lips.
"Master Arka knows where my problem is?" once again I tried to ask, although with all my courage I asked the question I was worried about could make Mr. Arka angry.
Instead of answering, Mr. Arka walked leisurely leaving me still loyal to stand staring at his back which slowly drifted away.
Mr. Arka was seen taking her mineral water and then walking back to me and thrusting the mineral water he was carrying.
"Drink first! thinking and avoiding takes a lot of energy," said Mr. Arka increasingly curious, it is very impossible for Mr. Arka to send people and spy on me all this time, because I am nobody Mr. Arka, but how else, Mr. Arka is still Mr. Arka, he will stick to his stance and will never answer the questions I ask even though I beg or beg him, he said,
"Each phase of life has its own difficult phase, you can think again what decision you want to take before you finally make a decision that you think is right, remember Dusk! marriage is not about the love of two hearts, but the unification of her family was originally a nobody being a brother or even a parent and you should think about that before marrying the boyfriend you currently crave," Mr. Arka was giving advice, but the words and the way are very much different from most people usually, not sounding advising, Mr. Arka's voice even sounded like a father who was scolding his daughter.
"spend water! after this you can rest in the tent, we will go home later in the afternoon," said Mr. Arka.
"Well, sir," I replied, although I was still confused by Mr. Arka's orders, but still I could not refuse or ask Mr. Arka why he told me to rest in the tent, instead of taking me straight home, Mr. Arka even told me to rest and spend a bottle of mineral water that is very impossible for me to do.
"Wait!" Mr. Arka prevented me who had just stepped he step and not too far from where Mr. Arka stood.
"Are you hungry?" the question that should not require an answer, just now when I had just stepped my stomach was ringing and it sounded tight enough to make Mr. Arka should understand that I was hungry.
"Emmm, my lord," I realized that what happened just now was a shame to be known by others, what else if you know that Mr. who is now the boss of the owner of the company where I work I feel like I want to run and drown myself in the ocean so that my stomach voice is no longer heard.
"Wait for me inside! ten more minutes I'll be coming." Mr. Arka's message before he actually leaves leaves me who's back in confusion.
Seeing Mr. Arka who has now stepped away and disappeared behind the trees makes me want to not go back into the tent, it feels quite scary if you have to continue in front of the tent without anyone accompanying you, I better wait for Mr. Arka in the tent while laying down beside Tania who was already sound in her sleep.
DdddddrrrttDdddddrrrtt ... Dddrrrtt ....
Shaking the phone back teased me who was enjoying life by lying next to Tania.
'Sam, ' I looked down at the name Sam Darling on my phone screen.
Instead of picking up the phone I still feel hesitant with the steady until the phone connection is closed by itself.
"Sorry, I'm still confused about what Sam should be?" my murmuring with tears that I could not resist flowed with a rush to wet the previously dry cheeks.
"Khem," the voice of a man surprised me who was in my own thinking.
"Eh, I'm sorry, sir," I sat down and confirmed the position when I saw Mr. Arka's head go inside the tent while his body was still outside.
"Get out!" tell Mr. Arka.
Again I couldn't resist, I could only nod and then come out of the tent and see the situation outside with my mouth open.
"What is this, sir?" I asked when I saw there was so much food neatly arranged on the table.
"Don't you know what this is? or you've forgotten your memory and don't know what this name is all about, just because of your boyfriend" replied Mr. Arka.
This time it was not a feeling of confusion or something else that now appeared, I even felt a little irritated by Mr. Arka's words, his tone was just ordinary, indeed, but the words inside are amazing.
"Do you want to stand there or eat?" asked Mr. Arka when he saw me just standing there was no intention to get close to him.
I immediately walked closer to Lord Arka who was sitting before me.
"Eat the full! I don't want you to starve to death here, and I don't want to go to jail to sue your mother for not feeding you until you have to die here,"
Jamb ....
'Can Mr Arka not speak more subtly and pleasingly than now?' my mind began to issue a question after hearing Mr. Arka's words.
Mr. Arka could indeed make the blood of everyone beside him rise because of emotions, even though his intentions were good to feed me when hungry, but his spicy lips made anyone who heard him want to squeeze those lips then throw them into the trash.
"Is all this Mr Arka who prepared it?" I'm still trying to dig out the good side that I believe is still tucked away and left behind is also wedged at the end of his heart that I believe has been frozen.
"I'm not a waitress who has to prepare everything herself, don't talk much or ask questions! just enjoy what's in front of me right now!" answer Mr. Arka.
'Why do I feel so wrong? everything I did and I said was never right in Mr. Arka's eyes, ' my heart now whispers into my ears trying to melt the atmosphere, not liquid, now, Mr. Arka instead returned to protect me with those annoying words.