I Found Love At the End of the Dusk

Full of questioning

I who do not want to look weak and at one glance choose to ventured into the cursed vehicle.

"I'm not afraid, and I'll come with Tania and Mister" I said.

I tried to behave as much as possible even though my body trembled slightly from feeling fear.

"Good, let's go in!" take Mr. Arka who immediately grabbed my hand and Tania's hand together.

What Mr. Arka just did made me feel astonished and surprised, my heart pounding more than usual to feel the grip of Mr. Arka's hand that felt so soft in the hand. For a moment I closed my eyes to feel the vehicle of the culprit Lala who began to move.

"Is Little Sister afraid?" tania's voice dawned on me if I wasn't alone on this ride right now.

"Eh, not Tania," I answered back to lying.

"If you're not afraid why did Little Sister turn a blind eye?" Tania asked again and I just kept silent and couldn't answer.

"Don't be afraid! there is me and Tania with you here" cried Mr. Arka while smiling at me, a smile I rarely see, a smile that can be said to be that step, now looks so charming.

"Actually I'm a phobia of heights," I honestly should have said that in the first place, but whatever the power, I who originally wanted to look strong now chose to be honest.

Without a sound or speech, Mr. Arka grabbed my hand and held it tightly, and what he did made my eyes open wide.

"Master," called me as he tried to let go of Mr. Arka's hand that felt stronger.

"Be quiet! let me help you heal your phobias," said Mr. Arka who further astonished and surprised me.

I silently looked in wonder at Mr. Arka without any care at this time, and without regard to the rides that continued to crawl up and back down without me noticing or feeling, he said, I was only focused on staring at Lord Arka Yangs once answered Tania's babble which was faint in my ear.

"Let's get off!" lord Arka's invitation surprised me who was still Ayik daydreaming.

"Eh, yeah, why?" sahutku.

"Let's get off! we've come to the bottom" once again Lord Arka repeated his words.

I who had just realized immediately came down from the vehicle without replying to Mr. Arka.

"What now are you still afraid of heights?" ask Mr. Arka.

"Is it because you're watching me?" ask Mr. Arka.

"Eh, what? paying attention to Mr. Arka," I said trying to convince myself of what Mr. Arka had just said.

"Pa, Madam Dusk, let's go there!" tania's voice resuscitated me and Mr. Arka if we were in the middle of the night market with Tania in our midst.

"Where is Tania going?" ask me on Tania who looks so enthusiastic looking at the sausage merchant.

"I want to eat grilled sausage, let's buy that sausage!" tania replied while pulling Mr. Arka's hand and mine together.

The three of us walked over to the sausage stand, buying some of the sausages Tania wanted.

"Eat!" Mr. Arka thrust a large pack of grilled sausage at me.

"Thank you, sir," I replied.

Tonight was a strange night, Mr. Arka was so sweet with a smile that I was able to admire him, even though I knew that this admiration should not grow in me, but I am an ordinary human being who cannot help but hold back all the gifts that have been given, including the grace of awe that I now feel.

"I should thank you Dusk, thank you for being willing to accompany me to the night market" said Mr. Arka who was grateful because I wanted to accompany him and was willing to take care of Tania.

"I will do it as long as Tania is happy and can smile at it," I replied honestly, I said what I really feel, Tania is my main reason for wanting to do all of this, seeing the futile lack of affection makes me feel pity and the instinct of a mother who is in me directly out without being able to be held or in command, all flows naturally without being made up.

"Mbak Dusk, do you want a drink?" tawar Tania while offering one large plastic glass containing warm tea.

"Eh, drink this?" I was confused and not happy, how could I drink in the same glass with a glass in Tania that incidentally was the same as the employer.

"Yes, why? Don't you want to, or doesn't Little Sister like tea?" tania said staring confusedly at me.

"Mbak Dusk drink only water," I said looking for an excuse so that Tania would not force me to drink the tea she offered.

"Do you like tea?" mr. Arka's voice again made me feel even more strange, since when did Mr. Arka like to ask things that are not important and not related to work.

"I love tea" I replied, which was fond of tea, it might sound strange because I refused Tania's offer, but I did like tea.

"If you like why not drink the tea offered by Tania?" asked Mr. Arka in wonder while looking questionably at me.