
"I am telling you the truth, Mother," once again I tried to say more clearly once again what Lord Arka had told me.
Mom was silent for a moment like someone had thought of one such heavy burden, and I who saw can only be silent without being able to say anything because at this time maybe Mom does need time to think and give a decision on what I just said to her.
"What about Mr Arka's family the question mark do they approve of this marriage?" Asked the mother who looked so doubtful about what I just said.
"I've tried to ask Mr. Arka, and he says it's up to him that no one can get in the way if he wants something including marrying me,"I went back to trying to explain what I had heard and also what happened all this time, while continuing to hope that Mom would understand my current situation.
"Actually I still doubt if Mr. Arka and all members of his family can accept you, but Mother also has no power to refuse, because Mother is worried that if I refuse it will affect the work of Mother and your workers, too, in this day and age looking for a job is very difficult," honestly Mother who is quite confusing me because of it.
"I also think the same Mother, Mr. Arka also had time to say if I refuse then me and Mother will not be allowed to work in his place," hearing Mom's honesty made me want to be honest and tell her everything as a consideration for the decision she would give.
Mom was silent for a moment without a word, marriage was open to easy things to decide, but anyway, I had to keep the right decision for the survival of my life and my family's life.
"How did Lord Arka behave to you? do you want this wedding too?" a difficult question for me to answer finally came out of Mom's lips, and this time it was my turn to be silent a thousand languages trying to think about every thing that would happen later, until I decided to accept it, I don't want to see Mom suffer, and Tania can accept me, all this time she's been so close to me, and about love, I can get it later, too, after I get married maybe it will come.
"What if I take it, Mother?" ask me to try to convince my heart with the decision I will take.
"Mom will agree with all the decisions you will take Dusk, if you think marrying Mr. Arka will make you happy, then I will allow it," replied Mother who was quite relieved.
"Thank you Mother" I hug the Mother who loves me most with all my heart, I hope after this there will be no more sorrow or tears that you will get again, I hope my decision to marry Mr. Arka is the most appropriate one.
I finally decided to accept Mr. Arka and will say it tomorrow when I meet him.
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"Mom, Dusk is leaving first." After last night's conversation I have decided to accept Mr. Arka's offer to marry him, I am too late to tell him when I meet him at the office later.
Whether it was fate or if I met him immediately when my first steps stepped on the office floor, Mr. Arka seemed to just get out of the car and walk closer to me.
"Sorry sir, there's something I want to talk about" I said, stopping Mr. Arka's steps in front of me and about to enter the office.
"What's wrong?" unexpectedly Mr. Arka immediately stopped looking at me to answer my words just now.
"I want to give you the answer to the question Mr. Arka gave me yesterday" I replied.
"Say!" tell Mr. Arka.
And without me the very face of Mr. Arka who was flat now looks surprised, and there is a slight twinkle of happiness emanated on his face.
"Come into my room!" he said again, but this time Mr. Arka not only gave orders, he immediately grabbed my hand and invited me into a special elevator for him and his room, he said, what Mr. Arka did was actually quite difficult for me which would definitely be months of office friends, they would definitely shower me with questions that would definitely be difficult for me to answer.
"Sir, can you take your hand off?" lirihku felt bad for Mr. Arka's personal assistant who was currently behind us.
"Give me a reason why I should take my future wife's hand off!" said Mr. Arka who actually makes me confused.
"There's your assistant in the back, I don't feel good when I see him, I'm afraid he's thinking nothing of me" I said in a soft tone of course.
"Don't mind him!" I just turned my eyes puffed at Mr. Arka's reply, a thing that I would definitely face every day later, but I couldn't possibly undo what I just received, if I did that, then I would definitely be in big trouble afterwards.
"You, prepare all the necessary files for my wedding and Dusk, tomorrow they should be in my room!" tell Mr. Arka to his assistant.
"Tomorrow, isn't it too soon sir? how about the wedding or the paperwork next month?" I tried to bid hoping that Mr. Arka would hear and approve my offer.
"Faster is better" the answer I predicted came out of Mr. Arka's lips.
"Prepare yourself! we're getting married next week" Mr. Arka said.
"What's? Next week, how could you and I prepare everything so quickly, sir?" I felt that a week was too soon to prepare a wedding.
"Let me manage everything, you and Mom just accept what I've prepared" said Mr. Arka.
"Why? do you hesitate to marry me?" asked Mr. Arka who was now standing from his seat and approached towards me.
A handsome face, firm, white skin and cherry-red lips even though he was a man, but really he was the most handsome man I had ever been close to.
"Say Dusk! are you doubting me? are you afraid of the misery of living with me?" Mr. Arka asked again, but this time he was so close to me that I could feel his hunting breath, and my heart suddenly beat faster than usual, whether out of fear or love, I can't tell the difference.
"Master, a~" my voice could no longer come out as Mr. Arka's hand landed beautifully over my lips.
"I won't disappoint or betray you later, believe me! you will be happy to live with me" whispered Mr. Arka who was enough to make me feel goosebumps hearing Mr. Arka's voice greet the ears.