I Found Love At the End of the Dusk

Sorry from Mom

"It's not your duty to help the parents of my future wife, so you don't have to thank me! just stay by my side and don't leave! it's easy, no" said Sam with a smile on his lips.

"You take it easy Sam, I'll wash it. Every month I'll give you half of the salary I get you." I accept what I think is necessary, I have a debt of money rather than a debt of gratitude.

"What are you talking about, honey? aren't you my future wife, what belongs to me is also mine, so don't think about it! what's more up in the installments" said Sam, he seemed to forget what I said a few days ago.

"Mother, do you still want to accept me as a future daughter-in-law like that?" ask Sam who is now staring at Mommy's face. While Mother was still silently staring back at Sam, she looked confused by the answer she was going to give Sam, she said,

"Sam, haven't we talked about this before?" as if.

I don't want Mom to feel confused and come to think about problems she shouldn't have thought of.

"I still think of you like my son, Sam," the answer I never imagined was coming from Mom's lips.

"But, Bu~" I tried to raise a protest, but darling, Mom cut my words.

"Don't Sam just help us, son, how much better it would be if we returned the good that Sam just did." Mommy

I fell silent again, what Mom said was true, but to be in a relationship with Sam again is not an easy thing to do, every word that was spoken from the lips of those closest to Sam still stuck in my memory, how could I forget the most important thing in my life, but Mother is still an absolute order that I cannot refute and I can only follow every word you say.

"Come in, kid!" tell Mom to open the door of the house that was locked.

"Thank you, Mother," answered Sam, who was now walking on his pedal following Mom and I.

"Yes, come in, boy!" Mom opened the door so Sam and I could get inside.

"Mother," I called as I pulled Mom's arm into the living room so that Sam wouldn't hear my and Mom's conversation.

"What's up, son?" ask Mother.

"Why did Mom bring Sam into the house?" I asked, I felt that if Mom had changed, just because Sam had paid off a debt that I never even knew what they owed.

"Sam seems to care so much about us, he also looks so in love with you, son, don't you want to reconsider maintaining your relationship?" obviously Mother.

I'm so clueless as to what Mom's saying, how could she change her mind that fast? I don't think my mother could change so soon.

"Son, a nice guy like Sam who would accept you for who you are and wouldn't mind spending some money to help his in-laws, most young people now don't think as far as Sam, Sam, they're just thinking about their own needs, and guys like Sam are very hard to meet, '" Mom goes back to explaining the reasons underlying her change in attitude.

"While I still don't want to continue with her, Mom, Sam's family hates me so much, they don't like me, how can I continue the relationship without my blessing," I who disagreed with Mom's opinion again expressed what I thought and felt.

"Son, try to reconcile with them and try first! it's possible that Sam's family will melt down if you want to show the sincerity you have, remember darling, a sincerity can destroy the hatred lodged in someone's heart," again trying to give me the sense to give my relationship and Sam a chance.

"Well, if you think like that I'll try to improve my relationship with Sam" I said with great force I agreed to Mother's request and accepted the opinion that I was still considering.

"Good, now you better prepare a drink for Sam!" mother's word, although in my heart there are still many things that block, but I will still try to do the spa that Mother ordered, for me now Mother's happiness is far more important than anything else.

"Okay, Mother," I replied, who now went straight to the kitchen to make a drink according to Mother's orders.

"Drink!" I said as I put down the glass of tea I just made.

"Are you still mad at me, baby!" sam asked after I sat down sweetly in front of him.

"I've never been angry with you, Sam," I said, staring flatly at Sam, who was smiling after hearing that I wasn't angry with him at all.

"Thank God if you've never been angry with me, because I still love you so much and will never be able to forget you, dear," Sam said everything in a gentle and loving tone, that's why I'm still trying to improve my relationship with him.

"I'm not mad at you, it's just that I'm not your equal" I tried to explain the reason that led me to try to get away from Sam and try to find a new life and slowly forget Sam.

"Why are you talking about degrees? is not the degree of man only God has the right to judge him, not man" said Sam.

"I know that, but reality says another Sam, almost everyone sees someone else of their social status, and I'm not worth it at all," I'm still trying to wake Sam up so that he understands why I want to end a relationship that is very difficult to continue.

"I have explained and affirmed to you many times that I have never looked at you from your social status, I love you sincerely and I never mess with the feelings I have all this time," Sam again said what he felt in a stern tone that made me even more sick.

"Darling!" reprimand Sam as I get busy with my own thoughts.

"Eh, yes," I said.

"Tell me what really happened! ever since we got home from the Khoul event at my house your attitude has changed, and you've always discussed social status that has never been discussed before or even been at the root of the problems between us as it is today," Sam began to feel strange and find out what caused my change in attitude.

"Nothing's going on, I'm just aware that if my social status is away from you, I don't want you to get in trouble just for choosing me," one lie I told would have created another lie that I would have done, but I still had to do it, because it's impossible for me to be honest and let Sam fight with his parents.

"Senja, I beg of you, stop thinking about the social status that is tracking me is not important, the most important thing for me at this time, you and the continuation of our relationship, he said, I really love you and wish that you would be my soul mate, my life companion, spend the rest of my life with you" every word that comes from Sam's lips, it sounded so sweet and reassuring to me who was hesitant and wanted to give up.

"We go first, but don't expect too much from me, because I'm afraid that hope doesn't match the reality we'll get later," like him I have no reason to end it all now, even though Sam's parents don't like me, Sam still never knew about his parents.

Slowly but surely I will find the best path for my relationship with Sam. I'd air as much as I could and then I'd throw it away slowly, and then I'd muster every bit of courage I had to get Sam back in my life.

"Well, I'll try to forget about the social status between cities and start all over," giving up, avoiding Sam was hard, maybe it would be much better if I tried to accept while looking for a way out so that everything would be like it used to be. Everything around me is fine.

"Thank God if you're going to start over, I'm so happy to hear it, baby, after this I wish you could tell me everything, especially if you have a problem, don't look at it yourself, don't look at it, remember that I'm always there for you" Sam's words can always make me calm and comfortable, but I still doubt that I'm telling her the true nature of Mother and Faith that looks good in her presence, will Sam believe and say this softly to me again.

"Darling!" sma's voice again sounded aware of me if there was still him in front of me.

"Yes," I said.

"You go back to daydreaming, just tell me what's really going on?" this time Sam looks much more worried and pushy than before.

"No No, I was just thinking of cooking you what tomorrow is, aren't we going to start over? and that means you'll come back to pick me up as usual again, which is why I want to make breakfast so you can drive me around excitedly" I said, again I lied hoping Sam was unsuspecting and forced me to tell him everything.

"Special for tomorrow, you and Mom just take a break! let me bring you a breakfast meal" replied Sam, who again made me smile.

'Sorry, Sam, I really don't mean to scare you, but trust me the pain of being humiliated by the mother and grandmother of our loved ones is much more intense and very difficult to forget,' my inner self, smiling sweetly at Sam, hoped Sam would no longer be suspicious.

"Silence, Sam!" the voice of the call from my mother was heard.

"Yes, Mom," I said and Sam almost simultaneously.

"Come here! we're eating together" Mother explained why she called you and Sam.

"Let's eat! I've prepared food for us" I deliberately brought Sam with a smile on his face.

"Whatever you ask and wherever you want to take me, I'll come with you," replied Sam who immediately stood up following my steps into the house to the dining table to meet Mother who I believe had already sat in the chair there.

"What are you cooking today?" ask Sam who looks enthusiastic about the food you prepared, but when compared to the food in Sam's house, very much different.

"Mom just cook tempeh and fried tofu and soy sauce chili, Sorry son Sam, I did not have time to shop, because that's what I cooked in the refrigerator," Mother explained the situation in the kitchen at this time, I and Mother did not cook very often because sometimes I eat on the road and Mother is full of food at the house of Mr. Arka

"It's not the food that creates a delicious taste, but can eat with family much more delicious, what else if you eat it with someone you love, it tastes much more delicious Mom," said Sam.

"Eat!" tell me as I put a plate full of food in front of Sam.

I felt lazy to keep hearing Sam's babble as if he really wanted to be my family and love me a hundred percent, even though his attitude always showed how much he loved me, but the other side I still feel there is a lot without me knowing what is blocking it.

"Thank you, honey," said Sam with a sweet smile at me, as I turned my gaze to look at the pile of energy filling food in front of me at this time.

Having lunch with Sam feels normal, very different from the past, if I used to feel very happy if I ate together, now it feels normal.

Sam had come home after finishing off a plate of food I had picked up, now I sit in front of the television while laying down that feels sore after a day of work plus bonus arguing with debt collectors equipped with the presence of Sam who comes like a hero.

"Honey," this time Mother's soft voice was heard calling you who was still relaxed in front of the television.

"Yes, Mom, what's wrong?" I looked up at the mother who came.

"Sorry," one word that was enough to make me lift my body and sit opposite the now smiling Mother while gently rubbing my head, we sat down with Mother's hands that landed beautifully on my head.