I Found Love At the End of the Dusk

Delicious Or Not?

"I'm not the right person for you, our status is different Sam, I'm not a rich person like you, even my mother is just a maid, please understand! no matter how hard you and I try to unite, we will never be together" I tried to explain my true reason to Sam, without having to say if my words were because of the attitude of the two women I believe are important in his life.

"Didn't you know from the beginning about the status that I never mentioned or I was worried about, as well as my family, they accept you as Dusk is," Sam still seems to be chuckling with his stance that does not want to break from me.

"Sam, please, understand! we're nothing in comparison, you can get a much better and perfect girl than me," as Sam's stance goes on, I keep trying to make him understand.

"But, I just want you to be twilight," said Sam steadily without hesitation as he looked softly at me.

"I'm sorry, Sam," there's only one word of apology I can say and I can't keep pushing myself to stay with Sam when his family doesn't like me.

Sam who looked disappointed did not say anything more, he immediately waltzed away leaving me who bought it.

I who saw Sam had gone and disappeared behind the road immediately walked into the room. Rest yourself enjoying every beat of pain that strikes my heart and body.

"Complete already" I said, closing my eyes hoping tomorrow would be better than today.

The gray night filled with the drama of life that was quite draining as well as the mind has now passed, a dream that I hope is beautiful does not come, until the sound of chicken kokokan awaken me if morning has arrived.

"Why is it so tangled, son?" the first question I received this morning made me realize I couldn't sleep well all night.

"I'm okay, Mom, what time did you come home yesterday?" for the sake of my secret safety that yesterday had met and had a little argument with Sam, I tried to divert the conversation, he said, yesterday I didn't see Mom coming home because after the argument I locked myself in the bathroom after the shower and the prayer, and I don't know what time you came home yesterday.

"Mom came home at seven in the evening" replied Mother.

"But really good night?" I'm the one who feels weird about Mom coming home longer than usual.

"Mother's friends are sick, because that's why Mother's work is more and more," explained Mother.

"Oh," one word is enough to make Mom understand if I have understood the explanation just given by her.

"How are you and Sam?" ask Mother.

'Why is Mom the same thing? I was lazy to discuss it, my mind started to comment.

"Mom, I don't want to talk about it, can we replace it with another topic?" I chose to be safe and did not intend to continue the conversation that could make my bright morning gray because of it.

"Well, I'll shut up, and now finish your food!" sahut Mother.

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Sam really didn't come to pick me up like he used to, maybe this is the best thing for me and him, he said, although I actually felt something was strange and felt so lacking that I didn't see Sam and wasn't picked up by him like the days before, but I still have to be enthusiastic and keep trying to live better than before, but eventually, I will still live my life sincerely.

"Aren't you among loyal girlfriends?" greet Reyhan.

"He's busy" I replied.

Even though I was so often cold and cold to Reyhan, he was still friendly to me, and I couldn't keep being unkind to people who were nice to me, although I know that sometimes her boyfriend is jealous, but I never get dizzy, the important thing is that Reyhan and I have no relationship, we are just friends at work.

As usual I started my work by making a few drinks for the karyawan in the financial division and did not forget to also make a drink for Mr. Arka.

"Sir Zul, this is the drink." I said as I placed one drink right on the table in front of Zul.

"Thank you, Darling," said Zul with a sweet and seductive smile that every morning has become his habit today.

"Sama-sama Mas handsome," I replied with a smile that was no less sweet with his smile.

"Ishhh, your smile, Dek, make your heart melt," Zul sbil said acting as if he was fascinated with my smile while holding his chest.

"Have Zul, don't keep flirting with Dusk! he won't be affected by you" said Riza, who always stood up for me.

"Yesterday you didn't go in, did you, Dusk?" keep Riza.

"No Ma'am" I replied briefly, I hope Riza doesn't ask me again about my absence yesterday.

"Where are you going to get in?" the question I wanted to avoid finally sounded as well.

"There's a family interest, ma'am," a common answer that I hope doesn't raise any other questions.

"I heard you went on a picnic with Miss Tania?" Ask Riza.

'Deg's'

My heart seems to stop beating and can no longer hold everything, how can I explain if yesterday I permission because it was accompanying Tania on a picnic.

"What am I asking is it true, Dusk?" Riza just kept asking me to answer questions that made her curious.

"Mr Arka," I withered as I looked back and saw Mr. Arka standing right behind me, and strangely no one was aware of his presence, maybe everyone in this room is focusing on my and Riza's conversation.

"Yes, sir," I said as I bowed as a sign of respect that many scholars often do.

"So soon make me drink!" tell Mr. Arka.

"Okay, sir," I replied.

"And you're Riza!" Mr. Arka again called someone who was in this financial division.

"Yes, sir," the same answer sounded in my ear.

"To my room now! and bring your financial statements for the month!" order of Mr. Arka .

"Well, sir," Riza again replied confirming Mr. Arka's order. While I immediately stepped towards the pastry to make a drink according to the request of Mr. Arka.

Tok ... tok ....

Slowly but surely, I tried to call Mr. Arka and signaled that I was standing at the door waiting for his order to enter the room.

"Lake in!" mr. Arka's voice was heard and I went straight in according to the order given by Mr. Arka.

"Excuse me, sir" I said, feeling unwell because there was still Riza in the room who seemed to explain something.

Without a word I immediately put a cup of coffee for Mr. Arka, as usual, black coffee with a spoon of sugar I put on his desk.

"Wait Dusk!" mr. Arka's voice stopped my actual steps wanting to quickly exit the room of Mr. Arka.

"Yes, sir," I said, stopping my steps.

"Buy me some pasture at the end of the road next fork!" as usual Mr. Arka gave more orders than to chat with me.

"Well, sir," what else can I do but obey all the orders of Lord Arka.

"Buy two servings!" Mr. Arka again gave the order this time is quite confusing me, because Mr. Arka is only alone, but why buy food two packs.

"Take the money and get out of here!" Mr. Arka again gave an order that surprised me and immediately walked closer to Mr. Arka to take the money that was thrust at me then sauntered away from the room of Mr. Arka.

I finished almost all the winning work that I had to do until lunch time arrived, according to Lord Arka's orders, I went to the steppe place to eat and bought him a portion of food, according to what Lord Arka commanded.

Tok ... tok ....

"Sir, I want to deliver food" I who never get an answer and response chose to say my purpose came.

"Lake in!" sahut Tuan Arka's.

"Sir, where's the lunch?" I was confused because I saw Mr. Arka who looked busy with a pile of paper on his desk.

"Put it on the front desk of the sofa! get him a plate and spoon in the usual place!" Mr. Arka again gave the order while standing up to tidy up some files that he seemed to have finished checking.

"Here you are, sir" I put two plates and a spoon on the table. Close to the package of pasture cuisine ordered by Mr. Arka.

"Sit down and accompany me to eat!" tell Mr. Arka.

I silently stared at the order of Lord Arka who had just asked me to sit down and accompany him to eat.

"Didn't you hear my orders just now?" questions that don't need answers, but need to be worked on.

I don't want Mr. Arka to be angry, which is why I immediately walked over and sat right next to Mr. Arka.

It feels like the duren crucifixion during the day, if yesterday Mr. Arka invited me to eat together felt a little strange but still I can understand, because there is Tania in this room, but at this time, this time, there was no one, only me and Mr. Arka, my heart felt ge er, but my logic still works well, I realized again if Mr. Arka could not like or love me, but my logic still works, because I'm nobody, besides, Mr. Arka still has a perfect wife like Mrs Angel.

"How's the food?" ask Mr. Arka.

A very difficult question for me to answer, actually not difficult, but rather confused, I was confused to answer how? Mr Arka asked how is his right ma? Did Mr Arka ask what it felt like? or the shape or he asks the price? that confusion managed to make me silent a thousand languages.

"Nake or not?" keep up Mr. Arka.

"Mister, and thank you, for being given this delicious lunch" I said with a smile that I made as sweet as possible.

"Hm," replied Mr. Arka as he stepped towards his study desk.

"After this you can go back to work" he continued without looking at me.