I Found Love At the End of the Dusk

Halfheartedly

Kruyuk .. kruyuk ....

The voice of the stomach that I have not filled since this morning is now starting to sound, a sign that the worms that live in there are protesting for contents.

"Gosh, I've been eating since morning" I said, holding my stomach.

I'm lyrically a medium-sized clock hanging beautifully on the wall right above me standing.

'It is time for lunch, I better eat first.' My inner self.

My feet began to move in accordance with the command of the mind that is now thinking about a box of food that had been prepared by Mother. A smile appeared without me commanding when remembering how considerate my mother was, it felt so heartwarming.

"Khem," Deheman a man who sometimes becomes the reason for Sam's jealousy is heard greeting the ears, who else is the man if not Mr. Arka.

"Sir," spontaneously, why would Mr Arka be here? a place that is rarely visited by people, koi I was in the back garden, a garden that cleanliness is my duty, at lunch hours like this The back garden will be quiet, because most tourists are in the canteen, or go out looking for food stalls to fill an empty stomach.

"What are you doing here?" the question that is actually more appropriate to be said by now is heard from the lips of Mr. Arka.

"Eh, I'm having lunch, sir," I replied as I lowered my head in nervousness.

"Eat what?" asked Mr. Arka while staring at the dining box that was currently in my hand.

"Already, sir," I replied, lifting the provisions I had earlier.

"Can I try the supplies you brought?" ask Mr. Arka.

Hearing Mr. Arka's question made my mouth agape and could not be closed, how could Mr. Arka the owner of the company where I work ask for supplies that could not be compared with the food menu he used to eat, he said, even the menu can not be compared with the dining menu that is always available every morning at the dining table in his home.

"I only carry rice with Pepes cobs, sir," I replied.

Without saying my words Mr. Arka immediately took the lunch box that was still hanging in front of my stomach.

I was still surprised to stare in surprise at Lord Arka, his attitude really confused me.

"Wait, Sir!" prevent me when I see Mr. Arka about to scoop up the food that I actually ate earlier.

"Why?" Mr. Arka stopped the movement of his hand turning towards me with a questionable look.

"That's my ex, I've eaten one bribe before," I said, it feels very rude or even disgusting to eat from my ex.

Mr. Arka as if he did not touch my words, he again grabbed the spoon that he had put down and then ate the provisions that I had eaten a mouthful.

For a long time I was silent looking straight ahead to see a sight that was never imagined before, Mr. Arka looked greedy and not the slightest disgust, even though the spoon he was wearing I had used before.

"Excuse me, sir," the voice of a man who had somehow arrived was heard from the side where I was standing.

"Hm" said Mr. Arka while putting the lunch box that I saw was empty there was no rice left in it.

"It's a meal ordered by sir." Said Samsul who is now a personal assistant to Mr. Arka.

"Get me some water!" tell Mr. Arka to stand up and grab the food brought by his assistant and take a quick glance at me.

"Well, sir," I who understand the meaning of the glance given by Mr. Arka immediately carry out the orders that I believe are addressed to me.

"I give no command to you, sit down!" my steps came to a halt when Mr. Arka returned to give orders.

"Sam, get me some water!" Mr. Arka again gave the order, this time the order said by Mr. Arka sounded clearer because he mentioned the name of the person he ordered.

"Well, sir," now the voice of Mr. Arka's assistant is heard, with wide steps he stepped away leaving me who was sitting in a long chair that was provided on the edge of the Park with a canopy the size of a long chair as a barrier so that anyone who sat there did not overheating.

"Eat!" since I heard Mr. Arka giving orders that made me feel very surprised, Mr. Arka ate my provisions and he gave me food that he deliberately ordered for me, does not it feel very strange, it feels very strange, why did he give me the food he ordered and ate the provisions that must have tasted far in comparison, but I who was still afraid could only remain silent without asking the reason Mr. Arka did it, he said, he's the one in charge of this place and I as a low-key scholar can keep quiet and carry out orders that I think can still be accepted by common sense.

"Senja," said Mr. Arka who made me immediately choke on it.

Ukhuk ... ukhuk ....

"Sam, hurry!" a panicked voice rang out from Mr. Arka's lips and I who was surprised by it immediately turned to Mr. Arka, he gave a glass of water carried by his assistant, he gave a glass of water, as if understanding the circumstances that occurred, Mr. Arka's assistant brought two glasses of water.

"Be careful when you eat!" mr. Arka said after I drank the water he had offered.

"Sorry sir, if there's nothing I need excuse me." Tian Arka's assistant pamphlet responded with a nod of the head as a sign that Mr. Arka would let the assistant leave.

"Master what's wrong with me?" I asked who felt if Mr. Arka wanted to say something enatah what.

"Do you know how to make a child forget his mother?" ask Mr. Arka.

'Gosh, since Mr. Arka really did not stop me from being surprised, every question and command he said successfully made my heart exercise, it feels like my heart will be dislodged by surprise,' my mind felt very surprised by Mr. Arka's question, my eyes glared at the strange look towards Mr. Arka.

"Did my question hurt you? until you glare at me," said Mr. Arka.

hearing Mr. Arka's words I shook my head while closing my eyes in an instant trying to grab onto the consciousness that might have almost disappeared.

"No, I just felt shocked and astonished by the question that Master said just now," my class did not want Mr. Arka to misunderstand.

"I only ask your opinion, Dusk," said Mr. Arka.

"If the matter is very difficult sir, because the inner bond of a child and Mother can never be separated for any reason, because they are bound since they are present in the womb," I said.

"What if his mother never wanted him? or even his mother never cared about his presence," Mr. Arka asked again.

'Why is the question of Lord Arka so difficult?' my inner.

A question that sounded simple but was very difficult for me to answer, my mind continued to ask after hearing Mr. Arka's question.

"Sorry, before, what question does Old Arka have to do with Tania and Lady Angel?" I who again could not resist the curiosity immediately said a question that might cause anger or emotion Mr. Arka.

"Yes," replied Mr. Arka briefly.

I really didn't expect Mr. Arka to look angry or even disturbed by the questions I expressed.

"I can't give you an answer Sir, considering that Tania still craves the presence of Lady Angel, I myself had time to find out what Tania wants most for her birthday party, and Tania's answer really made me feel full, to be honest I felt sorry for the little girl, she really wanted Madame Angel to come and say happy birthday to her and also gave her a little time to devote the affection that she was supposed to get" I explained.

"Help me! Tania likes you very much, even she is so close to you, help me so that Tania can forget her Mama, or at least help me so that she is not too sad if Mama leaves," asked Mr. Arka.

Lord Arka's order this time confused me, what does that order mean? how could I make Tania forget her mother? the one who gave birth to him.

"Why me Sir? did you not choose wrong? how can I make Tania forget that I'm a nobody, I'm a new person in Tania's life" I said what I felt, including the doubts that I should have felt considering that me and Tania had just met.

"Tania isn't the kind of kid who gets along easily with people, she's never been close to anyone other than Oma and me before, but that doesn't apply to you, he is so close to you that you have just met, so I hope that you are willing to help me, I am ready to pay him any amount of money as long as you do what I asked you to do before" Mr. Arka said.

"It's not about pay or things that smell like your treasure, but it's about feelings that grow without being able to set or say it, right, tania's affection and love for Madame Angel grew and was present because it was the fate of the creator" I tried to explain what I felt was right.

"Try first! whether or not it is not a problem for me, at least I have tried the rest we leave to fate," Mr. Arka sounded so desperate and I could not refuse what Mr. Arka asked.

"Well, I'll try to help you, but I can't promise anything, I can only try and fate isn't what I made" I said.

"Good, from today I give you the freedom to meet Tania anytime and anywhere, you are also free to enter and enter my house" said Mr. Arka.

"I will try my hardest and try to do my best for the task you give me" I said, though I was still confused as to what I was going to do, but I tried to accept it half-heartedly.